Strings of Fate

Strings of Fate 221- Endings and everything Bellamy k*sses me, then k*ssesagain until my knees go weak. When they start to buckle he slips his arms around my waist, liftsup and steps backwards until he reaches the bed where he sits down pullinginto his lap. Then he k*ssesagain. We stay like that, k*ssing and holding each other for who knows how long until we pause to breathe. I'm panting collapsed against him with my head on his shoulder when | realise that despite everything, Bellamy is definitely holding back. His hands are both still respectfully above my clothing and haven't moved from my waist and back. I'm sitting sideways over his lap but our hips have enough space between them that | can tell he is working to keep things relatively tame. Damnit. | shouldnt have bolted earlier when he sat next to me. He might have understood why | was freaking out but he didn’t understand my actual answer. He doesn’t notice my distraction and turns his head to run his lips gently over my n*ck, then up my jaw until they meet mine again. No, wait. | need to actually tell him what | want, | need him to understand, and in order to do that... | NEED to stop k*ssing him. | pull away with a groan and Bellamy loosens his grip on my waist so that | can lean away. He sighs but smiles at me, accepting that, once again, I'm putting a stop to things. Yeah, he really didn’t get the point | was trying to make.

“Wait a second.” | tell him. He nods and adjusts his hands, clearly about to moveoff his lap to give us more space. | throw my hands around his n*ck and hold on tight.

“I said wait, not move. Just givea second, please?” | say quietly, still a little breathless.

“Whatever you need.” He answers, just as softly. | can feel his breath on my n*ck. We stay like. that as | wait for my heart rate to slow. It’s really hard to stay anxious when | can feel his arms aroundand feel his heart beating next to mine. His heart is going fast too, I'm not the only one who is affected by the contact. But like mine, his heart begins to slow down as he relaxes. | wait until we both reach a reasonable point of calm, then | pull away so that | can see his eyes. | feel a lot more confident now, | don’t know what it is. Maybe just that he gavetto calm down. He helpsbe calm, even if he is half of what worksup sometimes.

“I need to tell you something.” | say slowly. He nods.

“Is this about the note | wrote you? You read it... didn’t you?” He actually sounds nervous. | nod.

1/4 221- Endings and everything “Yes. Sort of. | haven't had tto think through what | want to say, so I'll probably screw this up. But I'm going to try. So here it goes. My whole life, | wanted a family. Having people. who care about when | get hand how my day went has always been my personal crazy, impossible dream. Then | got one. You gaveone and this whole tI've been anxious and stressed out which is stupid because | have everything I've ever wanted and | couldn't bring myself to believe | would get to keep it. | was talking with Aaron about my magic and I've realised that I've been able to change my threads this whole tand now that | can it on purpose... I've still never even considered changing ours. Because | want it. | don’t just want a family. | want this family and | don’t just want a partner, | want you.” Bellamy is staring atin a combination of what looks like disbelief and awe.

“Ryann... I-1...” He seems stumped for words. Huh, is this what it feels like for him when I'm stammering things out all of the time? | decide to push forward. | don’t want to have to have this conversation a second tbecause he doesn’t know what | want. I'm here, I'm doing it, I'm already bright red and completely embarrassed.

Might as well follow through with it.

“About Kiara.” | start. Bellamy blinks in confusion.

“What about her?” he asks.

“I don’t want her to ever feel like she doesn’t have a family. | want us to take care of her properly.” | tell him. He nods.

“Of course, that was always the plan.” he agrees.

“No, | mean | want us to be a proper family.” | tell him, ugh I don’t know how to say this. He nods.

“Yes, of course.” he agrees easily again. Ugh why is this so HARD? | groan in frustration.

“No, | mean | don’t want us to be a secret family. | don’t want anyone to be confused or unsure when they look at us. | want everyone to know that... I'm a part of this family too. That | belong here...

With you.” | force the words out. Bellamy studiesa moment then it’s like my words sink in and he realises what I'm trying to say. He straightens up and his mouth.

lifts into a smile.

“You mean... You want to tell everyone, the Shifters, the other Alphas? | don’t want to talk 2/4 221- Endings and everything you out of it or anything but | need to be sure. You can’t take it back once you've told them.” He points out. The hope in his eyes makes my answer easy.

| won't want to take it back. I've decided. This is my family, you are mine and | want everyone to know it.” | declare proudly. In a heartbeat I'm plastered against him as he pulls.in tight and k*sseshard. There is no hesitation in this k*ss and | can’t help but laugh. as he collapses backwards onto the mattress withsprawled on top of him.

“You have no idea how happy you've just made me.” He says. | can hear that deep purring sound vibrating from his ch*st and he has a grin plastered to his face.

“Should we go tell people now?” He asks. | shrug. | don’t really want to move. I'm comfortable and happy where | am. | stroke a hand over his ch*st as | relax on top of him.

“I don’t know. People are probably sleeping and | was kind of looking forward to spending stwith you.” | say pointedly. Bellamy tenses for half a second, then relaxes again. | squeal and giggle as he rolls us over so that he is leaning over me.

“Is that right?” he murmurs, k*ssingsoftly. | nod against him.

“Uhuh. | want everything face.

With you.” | tell him awkwardly. He sits up a little and checks my “Everything?” He asks, an eyebrow raised. | am probably as red as a stop sign, but for once that’s not the signal | want to give.

“Yes.” | squeak out. He leans down and k*ssesuntil | can’t see straight.

“You're mine.” He practically growls out the words.

“Yes.” | answer breathlessly.

“My mate.” He says, k*ssing his way down my n*ck.

“Yes.” | answer again.

“We will announce it properly, tell everyone in the morning.” He states and I just nod 3/4 221- Endings and everything helplessly.

“Yes.” I'm a little confused when he backs up, just enough to givespace and see my face clearly.

“You're being so agreeable. Does this mean you will continue to say yes and not just run away if | were to ask you to marry me?” My eyes widen.

“Y-yes.” | stammer out. This this eyes are as wide as mine.

“Marry me, please marry me!” He says immediately. It sounds like a demand but | know it’s not. This tI'm smiling as | answer.

“Yes.” Bellamy is as thrilled as | feel right now and as he pullsclose again | know he is. about to prove it in every way. This is my life now and there is nowhere else | would rather 1. be.

This is the end of Ryann’s POV however stay tuned for bonus chapters from Bellamy’s POV as well as Megan and Darrien’s, not to mention chapters about how Aaron spends his free tand of course, Harrison's attempts to Woo a certain bartender!**