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| wondered how bad his parents might have beer for him to be ashamed of them. | knew Axel, maybe not as
much as Thane did, but | know he was kind, even more than he would like to
admit.
“You don’t have to talk about it if you aren't ready to.”
“No, | want you to know,” he insisted, and | was very curious to discover more about him. When | was younger, |
thought | had the perfect family; my father was the Beta, and back then, the pack faced so many threats; he was
always at war, so he was rarely around, but when he was... he spent his ton me.
| hadn't realized how jealous my brother had been; | had been so caught up in my own stuff, | didn’t realize that
he spent less twith his own mate and even lesser twith brother
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Adrian.”
Axel had a brother; never once had he mentioned or talked about him, and that was indeed strange. There were
so many questions on my mind, but | chose to keep silent until he was -done narrating.
“Adrian had been close to my mother; he was only three years younger than | was. | never really noticed how
distant | and my mother were until the day the soldiers cback with the news that my father, The Beta, had
died in the war. My father was the one person | had looked up to so much; | wanted to be like him; he taught me
so much, and it had been sad, but that was only the beginning of it all. My mother stayed away from me, it was
almost like | wasn’t even a part of the family. Things got worse; my mother becill-famed, she was known in
the pack as a... whore; no one called her that out loud, only out of respect for my father, but that was exactly
what she was. | had tried talking to her one too many times, but she told| wouldn't understand; she believed
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAdrian was the only one who could understand her, and so... I let her be. That had been my mistake.
That day | was to pay a visit to the neighbouring pack, but there was a storm and we cancelled, postponing the
trip to the next day. | had returned honly to discover my mother and my brother at it.”
| couldn’t hold back my gasp.
“Sick right?”
“I'm... I'm so sorry, | don’t know what to say.”
A surge of pity filled me; maybe that was why Thane and Axel had easily bonded; they had a lot in common;
they both had really, really crappy parents.
“I had thought it had been my mother forcing my brother into having sex with her, but no. She said she loved
him; she said she loved her own son and she wanted him, not all in a motherly way; she said she never cared
about the sick old man that had been obsessed over his favourite son. | sometimes think it was my fault; if |
hadn’t been so full of myself, | would
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have noticed how lonely she was; she longed for companionship in the hands of the only one who could
‘understand her’. And as twisted as it could be, my brother claimed to love her too. | think he is just plain stupid;
he had been fed by all the lies she told him; he was totally brainwashed. That had been their secret; she had
been openly flirting around to divert the whole pack’s attention away from their little abomination. | tried talking
sense into them both, but they were determined.
| had threatened to banish them from the pack, not that | would, but | had wanted to put ssense into them;
the next thing | knew, they were gone, they left no note tellingwhere they were off too, nothing.
| didn’t give up on them; | searched for them for a whole year and | found them; my brother had made a nin
a new pack, far away, and they never did split up. My mother had beggedto leave them in peace; she said
always took her happiness away, just as | did with my father; she said this was best for us all, and so | let them
go, it was a lost cause.
“When was the last tyou saw them?”
“Five years ago, when I-decided to let them be.”
“You know, it is not your fault; you did your best.”
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