Torn Between The Carter Brothers

not fuck her last night, so | wouldn't miss her after leaving, so it would be easier to resmy normal lifestyle

back once I return back home.

However, a hungry part ofwant to still fuck her one last time. Like a goodbye fuck, if that ever exited. But |

felt shitty as hell to still want that right now.

After finishing up my packing, | decided to go find Addison. | wasn't just gonna leave without telling her, that

would be too shitty. The agreement was that | stay till tomorrow, the wedding day, so at least, | owed her some

sort of explanation for leaving a day earlier.

| searched for her for about thirty minutes before one of the guys said he saw her going to the beach. | went in

that direction and caught sight of her in no time, and she was sitting by herself in the moonlight, staring ahead

into the ocean.

The pang of guilt withinreturned and | hesitated for a moment before stepping even closer to her. She

noticed my presence at that point, and when our eyes met, the sight of her red rimmed eyes made something

clench tightly in pain within my chest.

“Hey,” | murmured softly, taking in the sight of her tear stricken face. It seemed like she had been crying for a

while,

“Hey.” She croaked out just as | sat beside her, making sure to keep sdistance between us. | could imagine

how she was feeling right now, that she just wasted all her efforts and raised her hope for nothing.

Which is why right now, | felt tongue tied to tell her that | was leaving tonight.

“So... the plan ended up failing, huh?” | sighed out in a quiet voice, and she sniffed once before nodding.

“Yeah,” her voice was so broken, so dejected and sad and | regarded her after that, unable to believe that just

yesterday, she had been literally glowing when | spinned her around after | cfirst place

1/3

2:23 pm

Chapter 37

55 vouchers

at the race yesterday. She looked like a completely different person right now, and that leftfeeling so jarred.

It's like I'm seeing just how much she’s so hung up on Marco in a different light right now, and I felt so much pity

for her, cause no one deserved to feel like this. | also felt the guilt withinworsen, cause despite how much |

try to convince myself otherwise, this is my fault.

“I'm sorry.” | finally breathed out in a quiet voice before | could stop myself. | didn’t even know why | was

apologizing or what | was apologizing for, but | guess | just felt too guilty to not say a thing right now.

She let out a watery laugh and wiped at her cheeks, looking so broken that | wished | could set eyes on Marco

right now, then I'd literally beat him into a pulp right now.

“Why are you apologizing? You didn’t do anything, and it's not your fault that Marco still doesn’t like me. It's my

fault.”

| frowned. “It’s not your fault either.” | breathed again and she nodded.

“Okay.” But | was certain she didn’t believe that just as she glanced sideways at me.

“I should thank you instead. You put a lot of effort into this fake relationship when you didn’t have to. So, thank

you, | guess?”

Her voice was so soft and she blinked those large eyes atbefore facing.the beach again, and I felt so shitty

that | might puke. She just madefeel much worse, cause she genuinely believed | was helping her this whole

tand not using her. | wished she hadn't just thanked me, cause now it made everything worse forand

madefeel more guilty.

“Well, at least you got something out of it as well, right?” | finally spoke and she blinked at me, clearly confused.

“Like your self confidence. You're a very beautiful woman, you should carry yourself with more grace, you should

wear whatever you want without caring about what anyone thinks, and when you walk into a room, you should

believe you're the hottest woman present.” | breathed out and she nodded slowly, her large eyes still tugging at

my chest.

“You were able to lose your virginity as well.” This time, she blushed beautifully while I chuckled quietly. | was

undoubtedly gonna miss the sight of her adorable blush.

“So, now you have no reason to hold yourself back. You can have flings-responsible ones of course. And you can

also finally give another man a chance once you're back home, one who actually deserves you, and would

willingly worship the ground you walk on, cause that’s what you deserve, to be worshipped and adored. Then

you can get married to him, and have a bunch of

babies as well,”

Once | finished speaking, her eyes seemed to have gotten more glassy as she nodded while exhaling shakily.

2/3

2:23 pm

Chapter 37

55 vouchers

“Y-yeah, you're right.” She whispered, but in the next moment, she was bursting into tears.

| let out a sigh as | pulled her into my arms without thinking twice. As | massaged her back and shoulders while

whispering comforting words into her hair, | was taken aback when she pulled backwards to grab my face and

kiss me.

Tears were still streaming down her face so | broke the kiss and held her away while she tried to go for another

kiss.

“Let’s fuck one last time.” She whispered and my mind stilled as | regarded her.

She was clearly heartbroken and wanted to use the sex to distract herself from the pain tonight. And | wanted to

have her one last ttoo, so | could have easily agreed, but she was in so much pain that | felt shitty from just

the thought of taking her up on her offer.

Which was why after | carried her up to our shared room and laid her down, | only kissed her head before pulling

away.

“You're hurt, Addison. You're heartbroken. Just sleep, okay?”

As | started to pull away, | remembered that | didn’t even get to tell her that | was leaving tonight. As |

attempted to blurt those words out, her next words cutoff.

“Holdone last tthen, please?”

word

word

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWLHI0RAO&1

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWL1i10f1ifl0&1

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

word

word

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWLHI0RAO&1

mmMwWLIII0fiflo&1

mmMwWL1i10f1ifl0&1

mmMwWLIiI0fiflO&1