Torn Between The Carter Brothers

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Addison

“You want me, don’t you?” The words were whispered against my throat as | was being lifted up and down over a

large, throbbing cock. | was gasping, breathless and unable to think of anything else aside from how good this

feels.

“No!” | cried out, feeling utterly wrecked when a large hand wrapped around my throat, pinninginto the

sheets and then fucking intohard till | screamed.

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“You little liar. You say that, yet your hungry cunt is squeezing my cock to death.” Zane’s voice dripped into my

ear like warm oil, and with a startled gasp, I jolted awake, breathing hard as | sat up.

What the fuck was that droom?

My head was pounding, | was breathing hard, what was worst was that the dream had felt so real, that u almost

tasted it in my tongue. | felt so horrified right now to have a dream of something like

that, and also confused cause | didn’t know what that meant.

| glanced sideways, my eyes falling on Zane’s body as he slept, his chest rising and falling gently, and he looked

even more breathtaking in his sleep right now, but still as dangerous, like one touch would

leave one scorched.

| turned away from the sight while reminding myself to calm down. The dream meant nothing, it was just

probably because of the entire day we spent together. This is the exact reason why | wanted to put an end to

those touches he kept giving me, so | had a feeling it could lead tofixating on them, and it already seemed

like | was doing just that.

However, as | got into the bathroom and splashed water over myself, | reminded myself it meant nothing. It was

just a stupid dream, which was probably prompted from us cuddling. It doesn’t mean I'm falling for him or

anything equally ridiculous, because | was certain that | was still very much in

love with Marco.

| turned and excited the bathroom, then | exited the room without a glance in the direction of the bed. It felt like |

needed swater to clear my head, and a little space to think. On arriving at the end of the stairs, my eyes

landed on Marco, who was sitting by the corner of the stairs, right there on the floor, resting against the wall

there.

My eyes widened in confusion, Wasn't he supposed to be in bed now? He was even still in clothes from last night.

“Are you alright, Marco?” | asked as | rounded the corner to face him. He had a dejected expression on

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when he glanced up at me, and there was so much sadness in his eyes that before | could stop myself, | was

dropping down beside him and pulling him into my arms.

His hands caround my waist, holdingagainst him as he rested his head against my shoulder and broke

down. | didn’t know what was wrong or why he was crying, but he was seeking comfort fromright now

instead of shovingaway from disgust after what he witnessed back at the party, so | felt relieved, happy and

over the moon. My heart kept fluttering against my ribs as | ran my fingers through his hair and tried to get him

to stop crying.

After about thirty minutes he finally stopped crying but still didn’t let go of me, and my heartbeat was

all over the place, while | was trying but failing to rest into this too much. Does this mean he wants

me? He desired me? What does this mean!!

When he pulled away a little to stare into my eyes, my heart hammered in my chest from nervousness.

“What happened?” | forced those words out, when in reality, | wished | could just lean close and kiss him, and

that he'll accept the kiss and deepen it instead of shovingaway. I've never been bold

enough to try that, but right now, I'm feeling really tempted to.

“Nothing important, | guess | was just in my feelings?” He responded with a chuckle, his arms still firmly wrapped

around my waist.

| pursed my lips. “And where's Aisha when you clearly need her?” | couldn't stop myself from snipping.

“Asleep. | didn’t want to disturb her.” He responded and at once, | felt irritated to my bones.

desperately wanted to tell him that she didn’t deserve him and that she definitely wanted to get into Zane's

pants, but | forced those words down...

In the next few moments, | slowly remembered Zane’s suggestions, to not spend private moments like this with

him, but being in his arms feels so perfect, like | belong right here, and | couldn't find the will

power to pull away.

“Are you sure it’s nothing important?” | asked and he hummed before he dropped his hands from my waist and |

felt a huge feeling of disappointment settle over my entire body.

He leaned back and regardedslowly before speaking.

“You've changed, Addison.” He stated and | frowned in confusion.

“Me? How?”

He chuckled, the sound bitter and flat. “A lot of things which you’d never allow, you let it fly with Zane. I'd bring

with Zane enough for you to lose all your self worth and morals?” He continued and my cheeks darkened as my

stomach tightened with nervousness.

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“At the party tonight, he definitely fingered you. Don’t bother lying, | could figure out what was happening by

your facial expressions and im certain a lot of people did too.” He continued and | felt myself grow more

embarrassed.

I let out an exhale, unsure of what to say.

“You aren't gonna say anything?” He demanded, sounding angry and I sighed, pushing my hair away

from my face.

“I guess I'm just starting to step out of my comfort zone, and Zane doesn’t forceto do anything.”

He scowled this tbefore gritting out. “He’s gonna hurt you. He's just having fun, that’s all he cares

about. Fun, fun, fun.”

I pursed my lips, still unsure of what say in response that wouldn't reveal that my relationship with

Zane wasn't real.

When | remained silent, he got to his feet and held a hand out to me.

“Let's share a drink together, for old times sake.”

My heart jumped into my throat, and | knew that | should instantly reject the offer. I've spent way too much time

with him already despite promising Zane last night that I'll never do this again.

“But...” the excuse | planned to say died in my throat when he blinked those brown eyes at me, which were my

utter weakness and undoing.

“Just one drink, then that’s it.”

| let out a sigh, knowing that I'd be unable to refuse anymore. | slipped my hand into his, my heart fluttering as

he pulledup and ledtowards the area of the bar, and after grabbing two cups and a bottle of whiskey, we

sat by the kitchen island and he poured us a glass each.

He tapped the island as he sipped his drink, and for the life of me, | struggled not to openly lust over him. The

fact that he just cried sminutes ago didn’t make him appear a little ugly, instead, he looked even hotter

cause all emotional men are green flags in my opinion.

“Do you know that | thought of you a lot after our breakup?” He began and my eyes almost jumped

out from their socket.

My heart was in my throat, my stomach clenching and unclenching.

“I-you- you did?” | whispered, unable to believe my ears, while my mind reeled.

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“Oh yeah, a lot.”

| frowned in confusion, because if | remember correctly, he dumped me, then started going everywhere with

Aisha. He never replied to all the texts | sent him. Back then, | even texted his friends, begging them to talk to

him for me, but he told them all to ignore me. That's exactly why they all still sawas a loser on the day |

arrived here.

“But you were dating Aisha.” | couldn’t help but point out and he let out a dry laugh, his face blank as he shook

his head.

“It's all quite complicated and a lot to explain. You see, there's a lot you don’t know, and a lot | kept away from

you in order to protect you.” He breathed out and my eyes widened again.

“What do you mean?” | asked with bated breath. Instead of responding, he said something else

entirely.

“I was disappointed to discover that you're no longer single and now dating. Still am,”

The more he spoke, the more my heart kept racing. What does he mean?? What is he trying to say?

Oh gods.

“Marco, | do not understand anything at all. Can you start from the beginning? What are the things you kept

away from me?”

This time, his lips went into a flat line as he shook his head. “None of that matters anymore since you're now

dating someone else who you're in love with.”

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