Chapter 1025
| tried to push him away but he held my hand down. The man’s voice was low and hoarse. "Where do you plan to
pushto? How far do you plan to pushaway?"
My heart suddenly throbbed. | failed to get the words out of my chest and allowed him to plant scattered kisses
that carried a hint of punishment all over me.
In the dark, tears could not help but well up in my eyes. | spoke in a hoarse voice, "I never knew what poppies
were like. I've only heard others saying that they're beautiful but have never seen them for myself. But | saw
them just the other day. They're indeed beautiful, but they're also very dangerous. Because once you get
hooked, you can never quit.”
After a pause, | continued, "You're just like this kind of flower, Theo."
The man stopped moving, still sounding like he was short of breath.
Even though | could not see his face clearly in the dark, | was able to guess his expression.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtHe asked, "Why did you go there?"
His hands were tightly fastened around my waist when he asked the question as though he was afraid
that | might suddenly dash off.
I was still thinking of ways to reply but could not think of a reasonable answer in the end, so | could only
helplessly say, "I accidentally went there.”
The man frowned. "To hide from me?"
| pursed my lips, not denying it.
Maybe it was better to let him misunderstand. After all, | had already thought it through. If | could not give him a
better future, then | would have to ruthlessly push him away.
He buried his face in between my neck and asked." Who did you go with?”
| did not know how to answer this question. After thinking for a very long time, | answered, "You should ask me
who | cback with.”
There was a faint coldness in the air. Theo was angry.
"We shouldn't be like this, Wanda!” There was repressed anger in his heart. "You know very well that if | refuse to
let go, then you can never escape from m e. I'll never let go of you, so we're destined to be together forever. We
won't be separated by anything."
| pursed my lips and broke his grip on my waist. | said in a slightly cold and indifferent voice, "Do you know what
it means to not love anymore, Theo? I'm not happy when I'm with you. Everything in the past feels like a stab in
the heart. Every t| see you, I'll think o f my dead child. Because of your mistake, | can't be a
mother again, so | beg you to please letgo, okay?"
| vaguely saw the man's tall and slender body sway in the dark. | could not see his expression, but | could tell
from his rapid breathing and the aura he was emitting right now that he was in despair.
| thought those words would be enough for him to willingly letgo.
"Is there no other way?" he asked, his voice extremely hoarse.
| felt a lump in my throat. "No. Let's each search for a life of our own and give each other speace."
| felt every fiber of my body hurting, and for the first tever, | learned that all the nerves in one's body would
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmhurt along with the heart when a person was sad.
Theo let out a self-deprecating smile. "What do you mean by search for a life of our own? Just because you can
let go of everything and leave, you think everyone can do the stoo?"
| pursed my lips, not wanting to listen to what he was about to say because | feared that | would not be able t o
control myself from rushing over and embracing him, telling him that | did not want to leave and | could not do it
at all.
However, it would be too selfish ofif | did that.
Upon returning to the private room where Shannon and the rest were, everyone turned to look atat the
stime.
Shannon rolled her eyes at me. "What took you so long? Are you constipated?"
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| speechlessly glared at her and sat back down, saying, "I met a friend and we chatted for a while."