Chapter One Hundred-Forty-Two
RAINIER
As the shower pours over me, | resign myself to the reality of what I not about to step into. There isn’t even a
sliver of a doubt in my mind that Angle is going to go ballistic when I tell her | want a divorce. She more than
aware that | haven't been happy, and on more than one occasion she’s accusedof wanting a divorce. The
kicker is, each and every tshe said it, | denied that it was true. Because at the time, it wasn’t. | didn’t want a
divorce, | didn’t not want one either, but that fact was irrelevant at the time. | simply did not care at all.
We had sex quite a bit in the beginning of our relationship as well as at the start of our marriage. It wasn’t until
all this crazy shit started happening and Draven first arrived, that | truly began to neglect my husbandly duties
of boinking her at least once a week. I'm not even really sure why it changed at that time, but it did. Maybe it
was seeing Domonic so fucking obsessed with a female and so completely desperate to hide it. Or maybe it was
the fact that deep down, | knew something was up with him. | knew he was being uncharacteristically cruel when
he insisted that Draven was an outsider and had no business planting her feet here. We could all see it. Maybe
somewhere in the middle of his useless attempt to stick to our dumb rules, | realized things were about to
change. Perhaps, | subconsciously began to separate myself from Angie.
| still have not asked her about Draven’s ring. And why not? Because something insideis afraid that she did
it, | believe that she may have found it in my things, thought it was a gift for my non-existent lover, and then
taken it out of spite. But | have no proof. The guilt that | feel on a daily basis, for knowing | would never love her
and manying her anyway, rideslike a mule in the desert on most days.
But it is tfor that to stop. Angie is a grown woman and should be free to find someone to love her and
cherish her in a way that | never will. And should that logic fail when | tell her, I've also decided to sign over my
house. Despite that it was mine before married. She can have it all. The furniture, the cars in the garage, even
the money in our joint bank account. Shit, 111 even agree ridiculous alimony payment, if it will somehow help
her swallow the pill I'm about to feed her.
But | already know, my quick visit hto break the news will be anything but. | won't be getting out of there
unscathed for sure.
When | step out of the shower and waltz back into the bedroom, | find it empty. Frowning to myself, | pull on my
clothes from yesterday and venture into the living room in search of Felix. When | finally see her, something
crushes into my heart. My chest begins to ache in the oddest way and a sudden sadness washes overthat |
cannot explain. | take a moment to study her as she gazes absently out the window and at first, nothing seems
to be wrong. She looks normal enough. She’s dressed, her hair is brushed, and her face is freshly washed. But
there's something missing and it isn’t until she actually looks atthat | see what it is.
“You're finished,” she supplies, grantingthe bare minimum of a smile. “I guess we'll be heading back now,
right?”
Her eyes. The bright, vivid teal irises that light up everyt| see her are dulled. There's not even the slightest
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇthint of warmth in them at all and I'm immediately conflicted. | let my desire for her get the better ofte. |
shouldn't have started having sex with her while she was still asleep. | fucked up.
“Sweetheart,” | begin, and the sudden flare of pain | see in her gaze nearly kills me. “If | offended you this
morning when L...” | close my eyes for a second in an attempt to find the courage to say the words, “orced
myself on you while you were still sleeping-"
Her incredulous snort cutoff and | found myself even more confused than before. “Stop it Rainier. You n
never forcedto do anything,” she reassures me, her eyes going cold and distant. “I enjoyed every single
thing that we did together. It was all wonderful. Too wonderful,” she insists, before gazing back out the window.
“Perfect,” she whispers.
| cocked my head at her, still acutely aware that there was something weighing on her heart. | took a seat next
to her, frowning when her -body instantly stillened next to me. “Felix,” | whispered, too afraid to touch her but
needing to all the same. “What is it? What's wrong?”
She smiles, taking a deep breath before turning her eyes on mine. “Nothing. Not a thing. Just a little nervous
about meeting your friend at the bar | guess.
She’s lying. Tim not sure how | know, but I do. “If you think that I just plan to dump you there and never return, |
promise that’s not how it
“Uh-huh,” she says, glancing down to stare at her lap. “I know you'll return. They always do, at least once.”
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“What the fuck does that mean? | snap. “For the record, | am nothing any they you've ever had.”
“That's for sure,” she agrees with a sad smile as her eyes water.
“Sweetheart,” | start. “I really wish | had tto solve this puzzle you've surrounded yourself with this morning,
but I honestly don’t. | have responsibilities that | cannot neglect any longer. Not to mention in unavoidable
engagement that starts the moment the sun goes down tonight. So as much as | wish | could sit were and figure
out how and what fucked up your morning glow, we simply have to leave.”
y mouth down on hers, Forcing her lips open when she tries Reaching out with both my hands, | turned her face
to mine, and slammed my to resist, | plunge my tongue in her mouth. After a moment, she finally gives in,
kissingback with so much aggression that | moan into her mouth. When | pull away, her eyes are still closed,
but | know don’t have any more tto waste and | head for the helm to drive us back.
Once we've docked, and are piled into my SUV, | text Bartlett to be ready and head to the bar. | had actually
spoken to him about it before I ran it past Felix, in hopes that she would agree to try it out.
It was still pretty early in the morning, and the stroots were mostly bare. It wasn’t until we pulled in behind the
bar t had Hector’s car towed from the property. The damn thing was still parked there, California plates and all.
“Hector’s car is here, Felix says in a frightened voice. “Was he released? Or do you think he made bail?”
| shake my head at her. “No. | can completely and totally assure you that Hector is nowhere around.”
“What do you mean? He's still in jail, right? You have him locked up, don’t you?”
that | realized | never
“His car is here because | arrested him here, | simply forgot to have it in pounded,” | inform her, taking her
trembling hand in mine. “I'l have it dealt with today. | promise. You'll see, there's no need for you to worry.”
She nods, not looking entirely convinced and we enter the bar through the back door.
shootsa knowing look. “Nice to meet you, Felix. I'm
The moment Bartlett lays eyes on her, his gaze widens in appreciation and he shoots Bartlett
“Hello,” she says so sweetly that | can’t help but smile stupidly her way,
Bartlett notices right away and begins to laugh, fixing his eyes on Felix as he asks, “Do you believe in karma,
Felix?”
She nods without so much as a second of hesitation. “I absolutely do,” she informs.
too,” he says, sendinga glance my way. “I think Rainier does too. He hasn't always, but | believe he
does now.”
“Okay,” she laughs good-naturedly, completely oblivious to the fact that he’s trying to givea hard time.
“Have you had breakfast yet, Felix?” Bartlett asks and she shakes her head no. “Great Care to joinfor sgave?
| was just about to make
“Sounds great,” she says
“I have a few things to take care of,” | say carefully, bracing myself for the inevitable sadness of Felix’s gaze.
“But I'll be back by lunchtto help you get settled in.”
“That's not necessary,” she says so coldly that even Bartlett grimaces. “You've done more than most people
would have done, and I'm extremely grateful. You don’t have to feel obligated to keep checking in I'm a grown
woman and | will be fine on my own.”
| meet Bartlett's eyes and
be
excuses himself to head into the kitchen and start making their breakfast.
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“Only me?” she whispers, closing her eyes.
“Only you,” | promise. “And I'll prove it to you. | swear it.”
She nods, blinking back tears as she smiles my way.
“I'll be back,” | say, backing away from her slowly and watching as she turns her back onto face the bar.
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