Helen subconsciously substituted herself as Curtis's wife in her mind, and she instantly felt that her eyes were already filled with tears. 2 She wanted to hold the tears back, but she really would not have expected that big drops of tears would gush out of her eyes because she could not control it or hold it back at all. The tears slid down her wrinkle-free face which seemed to show no signs of aging whatsoever. 4 The old butler who was standing aside could only sigh silently when he saw this.
"Sigh... who in the entire capital would not know that the second lady of the Dunn family has been deeply in love with Curtis for so many years..." "However, who would have known that the second lady would still have such deep feelings and affection for him even after Curtis has already passed away nearly twenty years ago..." 3 Ever since tbegan, love and sentimental affections would leave nothing but everlasting hatred behind. According to the ancient time, regret would be more suited for the word hatred.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtA person who was infatuated would only be left behind with regret, and this regret would be everlasting.
This was the exact case for Helen. 3 A person who had never experienced this kind of deeply ingrained love would never be able to understand a person's obsession with another person. 1 As long as someone was obsessed, it would not matter even if they were apart for ten or twenty years, if they were thousands of miles apart, separated by a great distance, or even if they were separated by death. 4 This was the case for Helen. 2 She had wanted to forget Curtis a long tago so that she could focus on living her life in a down-to-earth manner.
However, the obsession in her heart would not allow her to do so.
That obsession was like a weed that was growing in her heart.
She could not plant anything else in her heart anymore because of that weed. 4 Sometimes, she felt that this weed was already overgrown, and sometimes she even felt that it had already been burnt to ashes. 1 However, she would never know when a spring breeze would suddenly fill her heart and this weed would start to grow out again.
That obsession was also like a thorn in her heart.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmSometimes, she would think that the thorn was already gone when she could not feel the pain anymore. 3 However, she would always inadvertently end up getting hurt by this thorn again. 1 Therefore, Helen finally understood that this obsession was already deeply implanted within her.
"Curtis, since you have always been in my heart, why should I deliberately force myself to forget all about you, then?" 2 "Since I have always loved you deeply, I will allow you to continue staying in that place in my heart that would always belong to you, then..." 1 "Whenever I thought about you in the past, I would always feel very guilty and sorry toward Sheldon.
However, I have already broken free from him now. S 0, from now on, I can think of you and miss you openly without feeling any guilt toward anyone else anymore ..." 4 At this point, Helen was also starting to feel much more relieved.
She wiped her tears away as she asked the old butler," Uncle Walters, who owns this old mansion now?" 2
The old butler pointed at the seal on the iron gate next to them before he said, "Miss Helen, this mansion has already been sealed up by the court." "Sealed?" Helen frowned and she hurriedly asked, "What happened? Can you helpto inquire about this matter?" The old butler nodded and said, "I have already been in Aurous Hill for so many years, so I do have sconnections in several departments. Letcall and ask about it."
Helen nodded before she urged, "Then, you should hurry up and make the call now. I would like to find but ve about it as soon as possible. Also, please helpto ask whether I can take off the seal so that I can go in and take a look inside the mansion." The old butler hurriedly took out his cell phone to make a phone call. 2
After making sinquiries, the old butler hurriedly reported to Helen, "Miss Helen, all of the properties under the nof the owner mansion has er of this ion has already been sealed up because he was involved in sillegal fund-raising lawsuit. However, his case has already been tried for more than two years out of town, and there is going to be a verdict soon. As soon as the verdict is pronounced, this mansion will naturally enter into the judicial auction process." 1 X