Chapter 1142 'This was the first the ever rebelled against me, and I knew he would fight with everything he had. Vlad wasn't helping either. He did nothing to stop his spell from invading my mind. And with my instincts and magic turning against me, it felt like they were both betraying me. Vlad was also giving up on his mate. "she's your mate, Viad! Even if Isabella won't let you feel the bond, you chose her for us!" I searched for his elusive presence in my thoughts.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI wouldn't give up-I'd fight them if I had to. "Aidan... we're just lying to ourselves... you know the truth just as well as I do..." "No, NO!" I growled furiously. "Nyx only showed you a damn wolf form and you already fell for her!" I remembered every conflicted, fascinated feeling he had when he saw her jump at him in her black-furred wolf form. Viad had always secretly longed to be with a woman who could shift into his own kind.
"Because Isabella could never give you what you wanted, now you let yourself be swayed by scheap trick?" "AIDAN WALKER!" His roar made my head explode in pain, and I had to press my temples with both hands. "Don't treatlike sfilthy traitor! I loved Bella more than my own life, but I'm going to spell it out for you, since you refuse to understand." I didn't want to hear it-I already knew what he was going to say. I wasn't ready for it... I never would be.
"Don't say it, don't say it..." "Aidan, it's not that she's blocking the bond with us... it's that it no longer exists..." Iwanted to silence his voice, stop the truth that was smashing into the wall I had built around myself. "My mate died in your arms that day, and with her, my mark. We're just clinging to an empty shell. Bella is suffering, and we're keeping her here out of our own selfishness...!" Iwas listening, but it felt like I was facing another enemy.
"Looks like Theo managed to rot your brain too." I stared down at the stone tiles with frozen pupils. ---- Cold tears had turned to ice on my cheeks, and I wiped them off roughly. "aidan, you're not the only one suffering here..." "gure looked like you weren't suffering while chasing after that wolf's ass." I snapped, standing up. He went silent, hiding like a coward in his inner world. If Thad to save my woman alone, I would. "You've always had the solution in your hands.
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I can't open portals," he said before fading away from my consciousness. m 1"You're the one lying to yourself... ΕΠ the selfish one here is you."