Chapter 59: Something Special
It felt as if the world shifted under my feet. I couldn’t believe the cold and callus way that Theo had
treated me, ordering me to leave the palace at once as if I was nothing and no one to him.
I knew that I had made the promise to his mother that I would leave as soon as I had fulfilled my duties,
and at the time, I had meant it.
There was a lot going on back home. The imposter was still there, I needed to bring justice for Susan’s
death, and whatever that Raymond was plotting must be stopped.
I had already run away from the palace once in an attempt to get back to my home. Why didn’t I want
to go now? Wasn’t it for the best that I was able to go back and ensure everything was straightened up
in my pack?
With no other choice, I had to take my belongings from the room I had been staying in when I was his
personal attendant and head back to the girls‘ rooms in the wing far away from the royals‘ residence.
I should have packed up and left the castle altogether as he had commanded me to, but my heart
wouldn’t let me. I was upset, but it wasn’t as if he’d done anything wrong to me or harmed me. He’d
only insisted that I do what I’d said I was going to do in the first place.
It wasn’t necessary for him to be so cold to me, but then, that was just Theo. He was always like that.
Well, not always. I thought about the moments we’d shared where he was soft and tender… Before I let
my mind wander to the time we shared in the crystal’s realm, I stopped my thoughts.
It was strange that when his mother had said I had to go, he’d insisted that I stay. I didn’t think it was all
about the berry. But then, maybe it had been.
He had kissed me a few times, and while sometimes it had been about my blood, at other times, I had
gotten the impression he was kissing me because he wanted to.
Because he liked me.
Perhaps I was wrong….
I wasn’t sure what I should do, so I went into the room I had once shared with Brook and the other girls
and dropped my bags, sitting down on the bed with my head in my hands. No one was in the room at
the moment, and I was glad because I needed a moment to myself.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI’d been sitting there a while, though I wasn’t sure how long because I’d been so lost in my thoughts,
when I heard the sound of a startled gasp and looked up.
Brook was standing in the doorway, a puzzled look on her face. “Ciana? What are you doing here?”
she asked me. “Are you okay?”
I shrugged. “I don’t know.” I sounded indifferent, I realized, but I didn’t have enough emotions to draw
upon at the
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moment to be anything but blasé.
She came and sat down next to me, putting her arm around me. “What happened? Is it Prince Theo or
Prince Warren?”
I made a face at her, and she shrugged, like how was she supposed to know?
I bit out, “Prince Theo. He was just very cold and unsympathetic to me. He wants me to leave and go
back. home, or so he says. I just don’t know what to do.”
Brook’s eyes widened, and her mouth formed an O, but she didn’t speak, and I couldn’t read her
thoughts.
“What is it?” I asked her.
“Well, nothing. It’s just… he’s been so kind and loving toward you lately. I thought… a lot of people
thought… he was going to choose you to be his luna. Some of the other girls have given up all hope.”
She smiled at me with kindness in her eyes, and I wasn’t sure if I should laugh or cry.
“Well, they shouldn’t. He was never interested in me in that way,” I said with a smirk. “I’m no longer his
attendant. Hopefully this news will cheer some girls up.”
“What happened?” Brook was surprised.
“I wish I knew. I’m just so confused.”
“Um,” Brook thought for a while. “I’m quite sure he hasn’t changed his mind about you so quickly. I think
he really likes you. But… do you want to be with him?” She looked at me as if she already knew the
answer.
That would be quite the feat, though, because I didn’t know the answer myself. “I don’t know for
certain,” I told her. “The situation between us is… strange.”
She nodded in understanding. She knew as well as anyone else what I meant. “Perhaps you shouldn’t
give up so quickly. You could make him a gift. That might make him see that you have gone to a great
deal to help him because you care for him.”
I couldn’t help the skeptical face I made. I was not an arts and crafts kind of gal. I preferred to be
outside, working with my hands in the forest or the garden, not sitting at a table sewing or hot gluing
sequins to foam wreaths.
And even though Brook probably couldn’t remember the disastrous cooking incident from the dream
realm, it was safe to say I would not be making Prince Theo cookies to impress him either.
“You could make him a lapel pin!” she exclaimed.
My eyes bulged and my nose wrinkled. “A lapel pin? Isn’t that kind of… odd?” Who had ever heard of
making someone a lapel pin as a gift?
“No!” she insisted. “Trust me, it’s not odd. You really should read the history of the other packs one day,
Ciana. It will be enlightening to you.”
Lalmost laughed. She was so funny when she was trying to scold me.
“I wouldn’t even know where to begin.”
“I have a kit!” she said, standing up and clapping her hands in joy. I giggled. She really was adorable.
“You have a kit for making lapel pins?” I was surprised. I wanted to question whether she planned on
making one for Beta Jake but decided not to tease her for fear someone else might overhear. We were
meant to be there for Theo, after all.
“I do have one,” she said, going to her bag that she’d stored beneath her bed. She pulled out a couple
of boxes of crafting items and shouted with happiness when she found the right one. I had no idea she
was so into arts and crafts.
She carried it over to a little table in our room, and I pulled myself up off of the bed to follow her.
“It’s not that hard,” she told me, but when I looked at it, I had my doubts. “Just choose the items that
you think most represent how you and Prince Theo feel about one another, put them in this little round
clear circle, then, press the back of it on. You have to be careful, though. The back is sharp.”
I looked at all of the items she had spread out on the table, and considered if any of them reminded me
of Prince Theo.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmI saw a heart–that was out of the question–an angel–also a no, and a set of red lips for kissing. No to
that as well.
Then, I saw a berry. It wasn’t the same color, but it would still remind him of what we’d gone through
together. I saw a few other items that might also fit. A red moon, a black wolf and a pair of gloves.
“All right,” I told her. “I guess I can do this.”
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Again, she was clapping and leaping up and down. “Yeah! He‘ s going to love it, and then the two of
you will be back to how you were before.”
With a halfhearted smile, I sat down at the table and set to work. Brook gave me some space, but I
wished she would’ve hung around because I had no idea what I was doing. I almost glued my fingers
together trying to get the little symbols into the clear circle, and when I went to push the back on, it
sliced through my finger, leaving me searching for a bandage.
Finally, after what was probably an extra hour on top of what it was supposed to take, I had the pin put
together. I put the little round back on it that was supposed to keep it in place and let a few deep
breaths in and out of my lungs.
I didn’t want to go back over to him. I was afraid he’d yell at me and tell me I should’ve been gone by
now.
But I had to do it. Otherwise, we’d leave so much between us unsaid, and I’d never know if he’d really
wanted me just for my blood–or for something more.
When I walked to his wing, I was surprised to see that he wasn’t in his room.
Where would he be? But then I saw him, standing at the end of a long hallway that led to the royal
garden.
He wasn’t alone, though. I held my breath as I watched the scene play out in front of me.
Sophia was standing behind him, helping him slip into a jacket. She placed her hands on the top of his
shoulders and smoothed them down.
“There you are, Prince Theo,” she said, her voice a purr. “You truly are one of the most gorgeous men
I’ve ever seen.”
I must’ve made a noise then because Theo lifted his gaze. I was sure he saw me. A hint of surprise
flashed in his eyes, but then his eyes narrowed, and I had a feeling he was going to yell at me for not
having left.