Chapter 2
VOLUME 6 – TO THE LIMITS OF DESPAIR (1)
file 02: fluctuation (yin) (TRANSLATION NOTES)
1
– I can’t believe it .
Haruka dressed herself hurriedly, left the flat and rushed into a cab .
Even after she told the driver the address, it felt unreal, like she was watching a television drama .
The city scenery passing her by in the window that should have been familiar also looked like something from a different world .
Her fingers were trembling slightly .
– Why did this happen?
<Isshin-san was stabbed and taken to the hospital . >
When Ishii told her that, all she could say was ‘Is that so?’ because she hadn’t known what to reply since it was so unexpected .
How was his condition? Why did something like this happen? And who did it?
She had many questions, but at that moment, all of them flew out of her head .
– This is a dream .
She thought that many times . Even now, as she rode in the cab, she still wondered if she would wake up .
There was no reason for Isshin to be stabbed .
He was the sort of person who others would be grateful for rather than begrudge .
– Then why?
Haruka clasped her hands together and just prayed that Isshin would be all right .
When she got to the bed, Isshin would be lying on the bed and smile, saying, 'I’m fine . It’s just a graze . ’ Then, Yakumo would complain, saying, 'Uncle, you shouldn’t scare people like that . ’
– Right . That’s how it’ll go . Please let it go that way .
The more Haruka wished, the more the uneasiness in her heart grew .
Finally, the cab arrived at the hospital entrance .
It was the hospital she had visited with Yakumo and Isshin today . She hadn’t thought she would return like this .
Haruka paid the driver the fare and got off the cab to go into the hospital’s night entrance .
She went through the passage and stepped into the dim and quiet lobby .
She saw people sitting next to each other on the bench in the corridor .
It was Gotou and Nao .
Gotou had his head hung low, and his shirt was dyed deep red .
Nao was hugging her knees as she sat .
– This really isn’t a dream .
'Detective Gotou . ’
Haruka put strength into her body and called out to Gotou .
Gotou slowly looked up .
His usual hearty demeanour was gone – he looked like he could die at any moment .
'Oh, it’s you, Haruka-chan?’ replied Gotou, raising his right hand .
Nao looked up as well .
Her eyes were filled with tears, but she was biting her lip to keep them from falling .
It hurt to look at her trying to act strong .
'Nao-chan, you OK?’ said Haruka, sitting down next to her .
Nao’s face was red from holding in her emotions .
'You can cry,’ said Gotou, patting Nao on the head .
With that, Nao flew towards Haruka .
Haruka accepted Nao and hugged her tightly .
Nao sobbed, shoulders shaking . Haruka’s shirt was wet with Nao’s tears .
Haruka gently rubbed Nao’s back .
'It’s fine . It’ll be fine,’ murmured Haruka, hugging Nao more tightly .
Since Haruka hadn’t heard the situation, there was no evidence behind those words, but all they could do now was believe in them .
After crying for a while, Nao calmed down .
Finally, she wiped her tears and sat back down on the bench, hugging her knees .
'Damn, what a strong girl,’ said Gotou was a wry smile .
'It’s true . Nao-chan is a strong girl,’ agreed Haruka .
'This girl was there too . She was crying because of what happened, and I told her not to . Then, she completely stopped and had held it in until now . ’
Gotou appeared to be regretting what he said .
'Nao-chan, you did well . ’
Haruka patted Nao’s hair and gripped her hand .
Nao gripped Haruka’s hand too .
It was a small but very strong hand .
'How is Isshin-san’s condition?’
Haruka said the thing highest up on her mind .
'Still in surgery . I don’t know anything either . ’
Gotou gave a vague response .
However, from looking at the blood on his shirt, Haruka could easily imagine that the situation wasn’t good .
– But it’ll be fine . Isshin-san won’t die so easily . ’
'Where’s Yakumo-kun?’
She’d thought he’d be here first, but she didn’t see him .
'Ishii went to pick him up . ’
'I see…’ murmured Haruka, looking at her feet .
After that, nobody spoke .
The silence made it feel like even time was in a stupor .
I wonder how much time has passed –
The sound of footsteps echoed through the lobby .
Haruka looked up .
Yakumo was there, like he had come out of the darkness .
He didn’t appear rushed . He walked slowly, like he was checking every step .
'Yakumo-kun…’
Haruka stood up and called out to him .
However, she didn’t know what to say next, so she shut her mouth .
Yakumo walked up to them with a blank expression and patted Nao lightly on the head .
Though his mouth didn’t open, it looked like the two of them, who were facing each other, were saying something to each other .
'How’s Uncle?’ said Yakumo to nobody in particular .
'In surgery . He lost consciousness, but he was breathing,’ explained Gotou in a plain tone .
'Is that so?’
Yakumo said just that and then fell silent .
'I’m sorry that happened while I was there . ’
Gotou stood up and bowed deeply towards Yakumo .
However, Yakumo made no response, as if he hadn’t heard anything . It was like his spirit had left him .
Ishii returned, a little late .
'How is the situation?’
Ishii ran in and spoke in an inappropriately loud voice .
'Quiet!’ said Gotou . He put a cigarette in his mouth and sat on the bench .
Haruka wanted to say something to Ishii, who looked confused, but she couldn’t bring herself up to it .
Haruka silently looked down again .
'Are you relatives?’
After a while, a man in a green operating gown spoke to them .
His oval face looked exhausted . He was so pale somebody might suspect he was a patient .
'I am the doctor on duty, Sakakibara . ’
The man in the operating gown gave his name .
A nurse was behind him . It was Furukawa, the nurse who had shown the around the hospital for the ghost sighting .
'Oi! How’s his condition?’
Gotou was the first to speak .
Yakumo was standing and looking forward, like he had been before .
'He escaped death, but he hasn’t woken up yet . We cannot say anything for certain until we observe his condition for longer . ’
'Is he OK?’
Gotou stood up forcefully .
'We don’t know . At this stage, he cannot breathe automatically,’ said Sakakibara quickly, perhaps disturbed by Gotou’s fierceness .
'What do you mean, you don’t know!? Aren’t you supposed to be a doctor?’
Gotou gripped Sakakibara by the collar and shook him threateningly .
'Please calm down . ’
Furukawa stepped between them to try to stop him, but she was thrust away .
'Shut up! If anything happens to him, I’ll kill you instead!’ threatened Gotou further .
Things couldn’t keep going like this . Haruka stood up to stop Gotou, but Yakumo spoke up before she could .
'Gotou-san, please stop . ’
Though he didn’t speak loudly, that one sentence made everyone stop moving .
Gotou lost his force, like a balloon leaking air, and he let go of Sakakibara’s collar .
Yakumo bowed towards Sakakibara, saying, 'I apologise . ’
'Anyway, the patient will be moved to the ICU . At this stage, we cannot allow visits, but you can look from outisde .
'I will show you the way,’ said Furukawa .
'Damn it!’
Gotou kicked the bench, letting his anger out at something since it had nowhere to go . The loud noise reverberated through the loudly .
Yakumo’s murmur blended into the sound .
– I couldn’t save anyone this time either .
2
– I couldn’t save him, even though I was right there .
Gotou’s anger was directed towards his own weak-mindedness .
The anger couldn’t have been settled by kicking a bench . He knew that, but if he hadn’t done it, he might have collapsed .
Gotou’s life operated like this .
– I won’t let anyone be killed . I won’t let anyone die .
He had come so far believing that, but those thoughts never reached the whole way .
He saw Yakumo and the others walking down the corridor, led by the nurse .
However, Gotou didn’t feel like following them .
He was frozen in the corridor like he had become a rock .
– Even though I vowed to protect him no matter what, I couldn’t do anything .
He felt close to despair as the strength left his body .
He looked at his palms – they were dyed dark red with Isshin’s blood .
'Damn it . ’
Regretting wouldn’t turn back the clock, but he still couldn’t help but think about it .
– Why did I leave Isshin by himself?
'It isn’t your fault, Detective Gotou,’ said Ishii, looking like he might start crying at any moment .
The trite consolation made Gotou even angrier .
'Then whose fault is it?’
'Eh?’
Ishii stepped back when Gotou glared at him .
'If it’s not my fault, whose is it?’
'That’s…’
Ishii looked frightened, but Gotou approached him more .
'Is it your fault?’
'I…’
'Who? Whose fault is it?’
'No… I…’
'Tell me!’ yelled Gotou, lifting Ishii by his shirt .
Normally, Ishii would have shrieked, but his mouth turned into a hard line and he took Gotou’s anger head-on .
'That’s right . It’s my fault . ’
Ishii’s shoulders shook . There were tears in his eyes .
– Don’t make that face .
'You…’
Though Gotou said that, he felt his anger rapidly dissipating .
Ishii was suffering himself because he felt responsible, but he had still spoken to Gotou in his consideration .
Gotou hadn’t thought he’d need a weak man like Ishii to be considerate of him .
– What am I doing?
He felt very small for blaming himself and stopping .
He could regret as much as he wanted later, but there were other things he had to do now .
'If I had noticed something in the temple, Isshin-san wouldn’t have been stabbed . It was my fault . Everything was my fault . ’
Ishii’s face was wet with tears as he spoke pleadingly .
'Don’t cry!’
Gotou hit Ishii’s head .
It felt like something had been woken from its sleep .
– There are things I still have to do .
He remembered .
He needed to reveal the truth of the case and make Miyuki pay for it . That wasn’t all .
– I’ll leave Yakumo and Nao in your care then .
Isshin’s words came up in Gotou’s head .
– He left Yakumo and Nao to me .
When Gotou thought that, he was stirred up by a strong force .
'It wouldn’t have mattered if somebody like you were there or not . ’
Gotou let go of Ishii and clicked his tongue .
Ishii staggered backwards .
'What are you spacing out for?’
Gotou hit Ishii’s head again .
At first, Ishii shrugged in pain, but when he looked at Gotou, his expression became brighter immediately .
'I-I apologise . ’
'There are things we’ve still got to do . We’ll regret later . ’
Gotou said that to Ishii, but the words were actually also directed to himself .
It wasn’t like him to regret the past and think about questions with no answers . He’d move, move and move .
– That’s the sort of guy I am .
'Yes sir . ’
Ishii stood up straight .
He’d never live down letting Ishii notice the important things before him .
Gotou hit Ishii once more .
'We’re going . ’
Gotou spoke up loudly and then he started walking after Yakumo .
3
Haruka walked down the corridor, holding Nao’s hand .
More than being considerate of Nao, it felt like Haruka would lose herself if she didn’t hold onto somebody .
She looked at Yakumo, walking ahead of them .
His back wasn’t crying or angry .
– Yakumo’s empty shell .
It wasn’t an exaggeration – Haruka really felt that way .
Finally, they reached the ICU with Furukawa’s guidance .
Through a thick glass, Haruka could see Isshin lying on a bed .
Machines such as an ECG and EEG surrounded him, their many cords and tubes stretching over Isshin’s body .
A respirator covered his mouth and nose, so Haruka couldn’t see his face clearly .
Sakakibara and a number of nurses kept going in and out . It appeared that they were working hard to treat him .
Nao’s eyes were completely red as she pressed herself against the glass to look through it .
The difficult reality that was happening in front of her eyes –
Haruka’s chest hurt when she saw Nao accepting that and bearing it .
– Does Nao have any relatives besides Isshin?
That question suddenly came up in Haruka’s head .
Nao wasn’t old enough to live on her own . On top of that, she was deaf .
'How’s his condition?’
A voice interrupted Haruka’s thoughts .
She turned around to see Gotou standing there . Ishii was behind him .
'We cannot make any predictions yet . ’
Furukawa spoke instead of Haruka .
'You better not die . ’
Gotou said that threateningly to Isshin through the glass .
'Isshin-san won’t die and leave Nao-chan behind,’ said Haruka, clutching Nao’s hand .
Nao nodded in response .
When Gotou saw that, he seemed to become determined and he patted Nao’s head with a nod .
'Hey, Yakumo . ’
Gotou looked at Yakumo .
Yakumo slowly raised his pale face . Though he didn’t respond, Gotou continued .
'I’ll take care of Nao . ’
Haruka’s eyes went wide at those unexpected words as she looked at Gotou .
Even Yakumo appeared surprised . He gaped at Gotou .
'I’ll leave Nao in your care – that’s what Isshin said to me . ’
Gotou scratched his head awkwardly and sat in front of Nao .
'Hey . That’s OK, right?’
Gotou turned a gentle smile that Haruka had never seen before towards Nao as he asked for her agreement .
Nao nodded, though Haruka didn’t know if she heard the words .
Gotou patted Nao’s head and then stood up .
He had to stay firm . Though Gotou didn’t say that aloud, Haruka felt that from Gotou .
'Yakumo . You don’t have any complaints either, right?’
Yakumo nodded silently at Gotou’s question .
Yakumo was always calmer than anybody and distant no matter where or when, but right now, he was like a piece of glass that would break if you touched it .
– Can I do anything at a time like this?
Haruka thought about it, but she couldn’t find an answer .
'I would like to discuss the patient with a relative…’
Sakakibara came out of the ICU and called out to them .
Yakumo silently nodded .
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt'Would you come to the first-floor examination room? Let’s talk there . ’
After Sakakibara said that, he looked at all of them, bowed and then stuck his hands in the pocket of his white coat before walking down the corridor .
Even after Sakakibara left, Yakumo just looked down the corridor .
As if something was there –
Haruka looked down the corridor as well .
– What’s that?
She was so surprised she couldn’t speak .
A girl stood there .
Only her face was enveloped in a black shadow, as if it were dyed with ink .
– She isn’t from this world .
Haruka felt that immediately . She could see through the girl .
Perhaps that’s the ghost in the rumour that’s spreading through the hospital –
That girl opened her mouth .
’… die… soon… too…’
With the noise, Haruka couldn’t clearly hear what she said .
Finally, the girl disappeared, as if she had been swallowed by the darkness .
Nao looked at Yakumo questioningly .
She might have heard something .
'Yakumo-kun . That…’
Though Haruka spoke to him, there was no response from Yakumo .
Yakumo took out the black contact lens in his left eye .
Yakumo’s vivid red left eye was exposed .
'This…’
After murmuring that, Yakumo dropped his contact lens to the floor and stepped on it .
Crack –
The sound of the lens breaking sounded incredibly loud to Haruka .
'Yakumo-kun…’
Yakumo was clearly acting strange .
– Yakumo’s going to disappear .
Haruka spoke up in her uneasiness .
'Take care of Nao for me,’ muttered Yakumo . Then, he walked towards the darkness down the corridor .
– You’re OK, right, Yakumo?
Haruka murmured that in her heart .
4
Gotou was driving the car .
He looked at the rear-view mirror and saw Haruka and Nao sitting in the backseat .
They seemed afraid of something .
'OK?’ said Gotou, turning around after stopping the car at the red light .
– Is what OK?
He had just been trying to put them at ease, but even he thought it was a stupid question .
However, Haruka seemed to understand Gotou’s feelings and showed him a smile .
'Yes . ’
Though she had a stiff smile instead of her usual bright one, it made him feel a bit better .
'I see…’
Gotou said just that and started the car .
'Er… is it all right not to say anything to your wife?’ asked Haruka, sounding concerned .
'It’s not a big deal . ’
Gotou shrugged with a smile .
However, the truth was that Gotou had no idea how his wife Atsuko would react .
There was no time to make a fuss about it – would be his excuse .
It wouldn’t be the first time he used it .
– When did that start?
He found the answer to that immediately .
It was when Atsuko had had a miscarriage . Because of that, she could no longer bear children .
– Sorry .
Atsuko had said that to Gotou as an apology .
– Why are you apologising? Having no children isn’t a big deal . I’m fine as long as I have you .
That was what Gotou had really felt .
However, for some reason, he hadn’t said it aloud .
At the time, all Gotou had done was nod silently .
– Idiot!
Gotou had yelled that at himself, but he just couldn’t honestly express his feelings .
After that, the number of conversations he had with his wife rapidly lessened .
'What a stupid man…’
He unconsciously spoke aloud .
'Eh?’ said Haruka .
'Nothing,’ responded Gotou with a wry smile . Then, he parked his car in the parking lot for the police residence, where he lived .
'We’re here . ’
Gotou turned off the engine and got off the car . Then, he looked up at the fourth-floor window for his flat .
The light was on .
It was always like this . No matter how late Gotou returned, the light would still be on .
When his relationship with Atsuko began, he had once mentioned that lonely it was living alone and returning to a dark room .
Now that he thought about it, it had implicitly suggested that he wanted to marry her .
Atsuko still hadn’t forgotten that conversation – she always kept the light on .
'OK, let’s go,’ said Gotou, waiting for Haruka and Nao to get off the car .
He didn’t know how Atsuko would react, but there was no point grumbling now .
Determined, Gotou went through the entrance, took the elevator up to the fourth floor and stood in front of the door to his flat .
He never pressed the intercom button .
Whether Atsuko was asleep or awake, he’d unlock the door with his own key and go inside . However, today, the situation was different .
Gotou took a deep breath and pressed the intercom button .
Soon there was a sound and the door opened .
Atsuko didn’t look surprised even after seeing Haruka and Nao at Gotou’s side .
'Oh, what is it?’ said Atsuko without any delay .
'We’re taking care of this girl for the next little while,’ said Gotou quickly, pulling Nao towards him .
For some reason, his hand was shaking .
'OK,’ said Atsuko, crouching to greet Nao with a smile .
Nao smiled back .
Even though it was an unreasonable request, Atsuko just accepted it, without asking anything . Though Gotou felt grateful to her, he didn’t know how to express it .
This wasn’t the first time for that either .
He was always grateful to Atsuko, but he never said anything . That had become natural for him .
Despite that, Atsuko never asked for a divorce .
– Why does she stay with me?
Sometimes Gotou wondered about that .
What was fun about being with somebody like him who never considered the home like him? Wouldn’t Atsuko have preferred a different life?
Gotou didn’t have the courage to ask .
'I’m going back to the precinct now . Ask Haruka-chan for the details . ’
'Eh?’
Haruka sounded confused, but Gotou pretended not to hear and left to escape .
– Why am I running?
He didn’t know .
After he reached the elevator, his feet suddenly stopped and turned around .
It looked like Atsuko and the others had already gone inside – he couldn’t see them .
– What am I doing?
Gotou clicked his tongue and went into the elevator .
5
After Ishii returned to the precinct, he sank into his chair .
– I couldn’t do anything .
That sense of helplessness made him feel even more exhausted .
The image of Isshin bleeding on the floor kept flashing in front of his eyes .
I should have been able to save him . But –
Interrupting Ishii’s thoughts, which were becoming increasingly negative, his mobile phone rang . The number on the display was Hijikata Makoto’s .
'Hello, Ishii speaking . ’
Ishii answered the phone with a heavy heart .
<The situation has become serious . >
That was the first thing Makoto said .
Makoto, who was a newspaper reporter, had probably heard that Isshin had been stabbed .
'Yes…’
Ishii gave a flat reply .
<Are you all right?>
Makoto’s worried voice reverberated in Ishii’s weakened heart .
'It’s my fault…’
He hadn’t planned on saying it, but he’d let it out of his mouth before he noticed .
The first impression Ishii had of Makoto was fear .
However, after a number of cases, he had come to know her and that impression had changed greatly .
Makoto was somebody who could be attentive of others . During the last case, Makoto had been the one who held out her hand towards Ishii, who had lost his way .
<What’s wrong?>
Makoto spoke in a gentle voice .
'I was at the scene . I was guarding Isshin-san, but…’
<Ishii-san…>
'That’s why everything’s my fault . ’
<That’s not true!>
Makoto let out a loud voice on the other side of the phone .
'Eh?’
<If anybody is responsible, it’s the culprit . Don’t you think so?>
'Yes,’ replied Ishii, pressured by Makoto’s forceful tone .
<Let’s work our hardest to arrest the culprit . I’ll help as well . >
'I understand . Thank you very much . ’
After saying his thanks, Ishii hung up .
He felt like his spirits were just a bit refreshed .
Just as Makoto said, I have to work my hardest to arrest the culprit now – Ishii felt like he had cleared his mind .
Just as Ishii turned back to the desk with a fresh mind, the door opened .
'You were back?’
Miyagawa came into the room .
Though he didn’t say anything, there was regret on his face .
– If I’d put out more guards .
His thoughts were clear on his face .
'Yes sir . ’
'Then where’s Gotou?’ asked Miyagawa, looking at the chair across from Ishii .
'He returned to the official residence . ’
'Hm?’
Miyagawa frowned . He looked dubious .
'E-er, um… He took in the victim’s daughter, so…’
Ishii quickly gave an explanation . Miyagawa’s frown deepened .
When Gotou said he would take Nao in, Ishii had been surprised too . He hadn’t thought Gotou would say that .
However, now that he thought about it, it was like Gotou .
Gotou was more soft-hearted than anyone . He wasn’t somebody who could refuse when asked to do something .
'Gotou took in the victim’s doctor?’
'Yes . The victim, Saitou Isshin-san, said he would leave the rest to Detective Gotou…’
'I see…’
Miyagawa looked up at the ceiling with great feeling and lit a cigarette .
The smoke slowly rose .
'Right . I almost forgot something important . ’
After a silence, Miyagawa threw a file onto the desk .
'What is this?’
'The background of the guard on duty during the interview . ’
'Ah,’ said Ishii in understanding .
The guard had been silently when Miyuki announced that she was going to kill somebody . Gotou had said it was suspicious and asked Miyagawa to look into his background .
Ishii flipped through the pages and looked at the documents .
Yamamura Mikio . Twenty-six years old . After graduating high school, he passed the examination to become a guard and took that on as his job .
'Ah!’
Ishii had been disappointed, but he unconsciously spoke up when he saw the address .
'What?’
Miyagawa probably felt something . His eyes were sharp .
'It’s Yamamura’s address . ’
'Address?’
'Yes . It’s 〇〇 . On the map…’
Ishii searched through his drawer, took out an atlas and spread it out on the desk .
He flipped through the pages to find〇〇 .
'Here,’ said Ishii, pointing at a spot on the map .
Right then, Miyagawa’s expression completely changed .
'That’s where Nanase Miyuki’s case occurred fifteen years ago…’
Tension ran across Miyagawa’s face .
The place Yamamura lived and the place Miyuki lived were only a hundred metres apart, though the town names were different .
Though Ishii had no idea what that meant, he couldn’t write it off as just a coincidence .
'Perhaps Nanase Miyuki and Yamamura might have interacted when they were younger . ’
By saying that aloud, Ishii became agitated .
He adjusted the position of his glasses with his finger and looked at the map again .
Their ages were close, so it was very possible .
If he imagined a bit further, he couldn’t deny the possibility that they had kept in contact even after the incident fifteen years ago .
'We can’t say anything with just this . It might just be a coincidence,’ growled Miyagawa, scratching his chin .
'Right…’
Ishii had no reply to that .
When he thought about it more, it was too hasty to think that Yamamura might be a conspirator just because he lived close by .
'But it’s too good to ignore . ’
Miyagawa smirked at Ishii .
Ishii had been withering, but that was enough to make him swell up .
'Yes sir . ’
'All right . I’ll look into Yamamura some more in the detective department . You and Gotou can look into other lines for me . ’
'Other lines?’
'Any trivial thing is fine . Look into what happened at the scene again . ’
'Yes sir . ’
They had been at the scene .
Did we miss something – by looking into their memories again, they might be able to make new discoveries .
'I’m counting on you . ’
Miyagawa picked up the documents and left the room .
– I’m counting on you .
The last thing Miyagawa said circled in Ishii’s mind .
Ishii had virtually never been counted on to do something in his life before . The exhilaration he had never felt before naturally brought a smile to his face .
6
Yakumo left the hospital through the night exit .
His body was heavy .
It felt like he would sink into the floor if he stopped even shortly .
Where should I head – without the answer to that question, Yakumo started walking .
He treaded along the asphalt road .
The sound of the passing cars was discomfiting .
He wanted to stifle his five stimulating senses and go to a world with nobody in it .
However, no such place existed .
No matter how much he ran, he would not be able to escape .
When Sakakibara informed him of Isshin’s condition, he could not possibly accept it . He wanted to believe it wasn’t the case .
– Why did this happen?
In Yakumo’s heart, rather than pondering over that question, he thought about how it was his fault that Isshin was in this situation .
Before he noticed, he had reached an empty lot .
It had originally been a building – but now it had been demolished, its rubble left behind .
– I should have died here .
Fifteen years ago, Yakumo’s own mother strangled him here and brought him near death .
However, he did not die .
To put it correctly, he was saved by one man .
– If I had died then .
That thought had passed Yakumo’s head countless times .
It is not as if I resent anybody . But perhaps I would have been happier if I had not existed – he would think that way .
He had seen the lives and deaths of many people up until now .
He had thought that he would become accustomed to it, but the wounds they carved into him grew deeper each day .
If he had died then, he would not have lost the people important to him .
He might not have suffered this way .
Naturally, he had experienced happiness in his life, but he felt that it had come together with the unhappiness of others .
My own cursed existence continues to make those around me unhappy –
Yakumo looked up at the sky .
The moon was out .
Its pale light was dazzling .
'What should I do?’
Nobody answered his question .
Yakumo started walking again in pursue of that answer .
He passed the shopping street in front of the train station and silently climbed the slope up to the university .
He finally reached the university .
In the moonlight, the lone school building stood like a gravestone .
Yakumo went around the back to the prefabricated building in Building B .
He opened the door to the <Movie Research Circle> and the very end of the first floor and stepped inside .
It was a dreary room, furnished with only a table, a refrigerator and a sleeping bag, but he had many memories here .
He had not had any memories until a year and a half ago .
However, her existence had made memories in this inhuman place .
Like being submerged in lukewarm water, he had even felt like his own existence had been recognised .
– That is a delusion .
He heard a voice .
Yakumo was uncertain as to whether it was his own inner voice or somebody else’s .
– Your red left eye is cursed . It makes everyone around you unhappy .
'Then what should I do?’
Yakumo looked up at the sky and asked that question to nobody in particular .
– The fleeting illusion of being loved will make you suffer .
'This voice…’
Yakumo realised the voice was not his inner one but that of a third party .
This voice’s owner was outside the room .
Yakumo immediately flew out of the room to look around .
However, all that was there was a pitch-black darkness .
7
Haruka woke up with a gasp .
Her hands were clammy with sweat .
She must have had an incredible nightmare, but she couldn’t remember what happened in it .
Nothing was clear . It was like her brain was refusing to accept what was happening .
Haruka was lying on top of a beige sofa .
Wind blew in from the window, moving the white lace curtain .
She didn’t recognise the room .
– Where am I?
Haruka slowly sat up .
'Are you all right? It seems like you’ve had quite the nightmare . ’
She heard someone’s voice .
Haruka looked up to see a woman come into the room .
She looked to be in her late thirties . Her almond eyes seemed a bit strict, but she was a beautiful woman with a tidy air .
Haruka finally realised where she was when she saw this woman’s face .
She was Gotou’s wife, Atsuko .
When Haruka remembered that, the memories of last night came afresh to her mind .
Haruka couldn’t leave Nao alone when she looked so anxious, so she had come with her .
Gotou told Atsuko that they would be taking care of Nao for a while and left without explaining the details .
However, Atsuko hadn’t thought anything of it despite that .
– Welcome .
She had taken Haruka and Nao into her home with a smile, prepared a futon and kept busy until Nao fell asleep .
Once things calmed down, Haruka explained what had happened up until now .
It had taken longer than she thought it would . Gotou didn’t seem to have explained anything about the case yet, so Haruka had had to start from everyone’s relationships .
It seemed like Haruka had fallen asleep in her exhaustion .
To be honest, she wasn’t even sure how much she had explained .
'I’m sorry . It looks like I fell asleep . ’
'Oh, don’t worry about it . ’
'How much did I explain?’
'You were kind enough to explain to the end,’ said Atsuko, sticking up her thumb .
'I see… I’m sorry . ’
'Ah, that’s right . You’ll eat breakfast, won’t you?’
Atsuko wiped her hands on her blue apron and tied up her hair as she said that .
From just their faces, it felt like Beauty and the Beast, but her brisk way of talking was very similar to Gotou’s .
They really are married – Haruka felt strangely touched by that .
'No, I’m sorry for staying so long . I should go soon…’ said Haruka quickly, getting up .
'That’s no good . ’
'Eh?’
'I’ve already made it, so you have to take responsibility . ’
If Atsuko said that much, Haruka couldn’t refuse .
'I really am sorry . ’
Haruka bowed her head .
Atsuko put a hand on her waist and looked at Haruka like she thought her mysterious .
'What a strange girl . Why are you apologising?’
'Even if you ask me… why…’
She didn’t have a reason .
Apologising had always been her habit .
'Taking things on yourself, blaming yourself and apologising . ’
– That’s tedious .
Atsuko’s words had that echo to them .
Haruka couldn’t deny it . She knew she took things on herself .
'That might be the case…’
'If you blame yourself for everything, you’ll end up like my husband,’ said Atsuko, sticking out her tongue .
When Haruka saw that, she couldn’t help but laugh .
'Is Gotou-san also like that?’
'He is . Even though I’m not concerned about it myself, he’ll say “Sorry” with a grumpy face . ’
'Really?’
'Like an idiot, isn’t he?’
'That’s…’
'If he’s worried, he can just say it aloud . Little things like this don’t surprise me anymore,’ said Atsuko .
It was true that Gotou did tend to take things on by himself . Now that Haruka thought about it, Isshin was the same too . The worst of them was Yakumo .
Without saying anything to anyone, he took everything on . Even if he suffered, he wouldn’t talk to anybody .
They might have all gathered because of their similarities .
'Honestly . What’s so fun about taking everything on yourself?’
Haruka felt like there was a bit of a shadow on Atsuko’s face as she said that .
– She wants them to understand each other .
Haruka felt that when she looked at Atsuko’s profile .
Happy things, sad things and painful things – she wanted to share them with the person she loved, but he wouldn’t say anything, taking everything on by himself .
He might not have wanted to trouble her, but that wasn’t what she wanted .
'I’m sorry . ’
'See, you’re apologising again . ’
Atsuko made an angry face .
'I am . ’
Haruka smiled wryly .
'Women have to be reliable, especially during troubling times . Men just complain and don’t do anything at all . ’
Atsuko snorted .
Even though so many things were happening, Atsuko wasn’t bothered at all .
Perhaps she had always been a strong woman, or maybe she had become stronger from living with Gotou, but it appeared that she wasn’t too concerned about the matter this time either .
'That’s right . ’
Haruka nodded .
'Anyway, at times like this, let’s work together and do our best,’ said Atsuko, gripping Haruka’s hand . Atsuko’s hand was a bit cold .
'Yes . ’
Haruka felt a bit better after talking to Atsuko .
8
’T-that’s ridiculous!’ yelled Gotou, unable to understand the reality in front of him .
Ishii leapt up in surprise from his seat across from Gotou .
Miyagawa, who had spoken up first, just glared at Gotou with his arms crossed .
Gotou could tell Miyagawa wasn’t joking from seeing his eyes, but he just couldn’t accept what Miyagawa said .
In the report that Miyagawa brought in this morning, there was something Gotou had to be surprised by .
– The fingerprints on the knife Isshin was stabbed with were a perfect match with Nanase Miyuki’s .
'Are they really Miyuki’s fingerprints? There must have been a mistake,’ said Gotou again, unable to accept it .
'They’re the fingerprints we got when she was arrested . No doubt about it,’ said Miyagawa flatly .
– What the hell is going on?
Though he was surprised, if the fingerprints matched, there was no doubt about it .
'Let’s arrest Nanase Miyuki right now . ’
Gotou stood up forcefully .
'Can’t do that,’ said Miyagawa, shaking his eye .
'Why not? It’s simple!’
Gotou slammed his fist into the desk as he said that .
He didn’t understand why they were hesitating .
'Did you forget? Miyuki has a cast-iron alibi . ’
'A crime from within the detention centre is impossible… is what you mean then,’ added Ishii .
– I forgot the most crucial point .
Miyuki was being held in the detention house . It’d be understandable if Miyuki had escaped the detention house and gone to stab Isshin .
However, that wasn’t the case . Miyuki was still in the detention house now .
'Er… Would it be possible for her to have left once and returned?’
'How?’
'By walking through walls, she…’
Before Ishii could finish speaking, Gotou dropped his fist on Ishii’s head .
'It’s not as simple as heading home . ’
By saying it aloud, Gotou accepted the fact and felt horror .
How the hell did Miyuki stab Isshin from the detention house – as long as that puzzle remained unsolved, they couldn’t arrest her .
– Damn it .
Gotou clicked his tongue .
'Haven’t we got anything?’
Gotou gritted his teeth .
'If Yakumo-shi were here…’ said Ishii while scratching his head .
– That’s right . Yakumo might be able to solve this puzzle .
Gotou recalled how Yakumo had looked last night .
Yakumo had been like an empty shell then . There was no life in his face, and his eyes had been hollow – it was like he hadn’t been there .
Gotou had found some time to call him, but Yakumo hadn’t answered .
'He’d be no help right now,’ said Gotou, disappointed .
'I don’t know if this’ll help, but…’
Miyagawa spoke up, brushing away the stagnant mood .
'What is it?’
'Looks like there was a bit of a fuss at the detention house yesterday . ’
'Fuss?’
'Yeah . Nanase Miyuki was coughing up blood in her room and then told a guard that she’d just killed somebody . ’
'Killed somebody…’
Gotou had thought it might be a breakthrough, but he felt even more confused .
What Miyuki said to the guard last night had to be affirming that she’d killed Isshin at a distance .
'Ah! I see! So that’s how it is! Detective Gotou!’ yelled Ishii, suddenly standing up .
'What? You’re so noisy . ’
Gotou was immediately suspicious, what with Ishii’s wrong guess earlier .
Ishii’s reasoning was always off . Gotou would regret it if he took Ishii too seriously – he always talked about things that made no sense like magic .
'Chief Miyagawa . How was Miyuki after she coughed up blood?’ asked Ishii agitatedly, fixing the position of his glasses even though they weren’t off .
'She was taken to the infirmary . ’
'I see . I see . So that really is the case . Do you know when she was taken to the infirmary?’
Ishii wriggled as he continued asking questions .
'Past six in the evening . She rested in the infirmary for a night and was brought back to her room in the morning . ’
'Just as I thought!’
Ishii clapped his hands together and smiled triumphantly .
'What’s just as you thought?’ asked Gotou while glaring at Ishii .
Having only one person understand made Gotou strangely irritated .
'At the time of the crime, Nanase Miyuki was not in her room . ’
'What about it?’
Gotou was becoming even more confused about why Ishii was so agitated .
'Nanase Miyuki was taken to the infirmary past six in the evening . Saitou Isshin-san was stabbed at nine in at night . That’s a three-hour delay . ’
'I see . That’s a good point . ’
It seemed like Miyagawa also understood what Ishii was trying to say – he was smirking .
However, Gotou still didn’t understand .
'What are you talking about?’
'After she was taken to the infirmary, she escaped the detention room, stabbed Saitou Isshin-san and returned . ’
Ishii was shaking in excitement .
'She couldn’t get out so easily . ’
'It would be possible if she had an accomplice . ’
'Accomplice?’
'Yes . The man named Yamamura we discussed last night . ’
Gotou finally understood when he heard the name .
Yamamura was the guard who had been silently watching as Miyuki gave her advance notice of murder .
'I see . ’
Gotou clapped his hands together in understanding .
It’d be difficult to escape from her room, but it might have been possible from the infirmary .
That was well done for Ishii . This was possible .
'Miyagawa-san, I have a request . ’
'I get it . Questioning at the detention house, right? I’ll get permission,’ responded Miyagawa, clapping Gotou on the shoulder .
– He’s reliable as usual .
'Ishii! We’re going!’
Gotou grabbed his jacket while he said that and ran out the room .
9
– I can’t breathe .
Ishii sat in the chair in the visiting room of the detention house as he wiped the sweat on his forehead with his sleeve .
He’d corner Miyuki and reveal her trick when he got out of the precinct – that was what he had thought, but now that the meeting with Miyuki was actually looming, that thought left his head, and he just had the impulse to run .
He had planned on cornering her, but he felt like they were the ones who had actually been cornered .
'How long do we have to wait?’
Sitting next to Ishii, Gotou was unable to hide his irritation – he had been bouncing his knee for a while now .
Ishii had never seen Gotou with a stiffer expression than the one he had now .
– Can we really win against her?
That question came up in Ishii’s head .
Finally, the door on the opposite side of the glass opened and Miyuki came in .
The man who brought her in was the same as last time – Yamamura .
Ishii and Gotou thought that he was an accomplice .
Miyuki sat down gracefully with the tips of her lips turned up into a smile .
When Ishii saw that, a jolt went down his spine .
Normally, a smile would comfort a person, but Miyuki’s didn’t .
It was cold, insidious and full of malice . It agitated the anxiety at the bottom of a person’s heart .
'What’s so funny?’ said Gotou, glaring at Miyuki .
Though Gotou didn’t yell, his voice shook the bottom of Ishii’s stomach . It oozed with irrepressible anger .
'You don’t know?’
Miyuki licked her lips .
'What?’
'Isn’t it obvious that I’m happy?’
'What did you say?’
'My plan succeeded . ’
Miyuki crossed her legs and looked at them scornfully .
– She’s challenging us .
That was how Ishii felt .
'Too bad for you . Isshin’s still alive . ’
Gotou leant forward, bringing his face close to the glass .
Gotou’s and Miyuki’s gazes met .
Ishii gulped as he watched them .
'Oh, is that so? I should’ve stabbed him deeper,’ said Miyuki with a dissatisfied pout .
'What did you say!?’
Gotou stood up, unable to control himself .
However, if he got riled up here, they would just be going along with Miyuki’s plan .
'Excuse me . ’
Ishii repressed his fear and interrupted the conversation .
'From what you just said, we can determine that you admit your crime against Isshin-san . ’
'Yup,’ agreed Miyuki readily .
'You admit it then . ’
'Of course . I’m the one who stabbed Saitou Isshin . There were fingerprints, right?’
'Why do you know that?’ interrupted Gotou harshly .
Gotou’s question made sense . Information was limited in the detention house . There was no way for Miyuki to know that fingerprints were analysed from the weapon .
Furthermore, because of its importance, the information about the analysed fingerprints wasn’t even released to the press .
'I wonder?’
Miyuki’s gaze was close to a glare .
She was probably trying to provoke them .
'Perhaps you had an accomplice in the police?’
Ishii said the first thing that came to mind .
'Ishii-san, you really are interesting . ’
Miyuki laughed with shaking shoulders .
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm'Of course not!’ said Gotou with a red face, before dropping his fist on Ishii’s head .
'Ack . ’
Ishii bit down the urge to yell from the pain .
'Gotou-san, you’re not imaginative enough . ’
Gotou’s eyes went wide at Miyuki’s words .
'What?’
'Just as Ishii-san said, I might have an accomplice in the police . ’
'Don’t be ridiculous!’ yelled Gotou, slamming his hand against the protective glass .
Ishii half-stood up from surprise, but Miyuki just kept sitting with the same smile on her face .
'Why not check for yourself?’
Miyuki crossed her stretched out legs again as she said that .
'What the hell did you say!?’
Gotou yelled even louder as he hit the glass again and again .
– Oh no . We’re completely at her pace .
’D-Detective Gotou, please calm down . ’
Ishii grabbed Gotou’s arm .
'Calm down? It’s your fault for saying something unnecessary!“
Gotou hit Ishii’s head .
'But I just…’
'Don’t talk back . ’
Gotou hit Ishii once more .
'You really are an interesting combo . ’
Miyuki covered her mouth with a hand and started laughing .
'What’s so funny?’ said Gotou threateningly, but Miyuki still didn’t stop laughing .
'Isn’t it funny? It’s like watching a comedy show . ’
'Who’s a comedy show? I’ve always been a detective . ’
Miyuki snorted at Gotou’s claim .
'If you’re a detective, you should understand why I know about the prints on the knife . ’
Ishii finally solved the puzzle when he heard Miyuki’s words .
'You left the fingerprints on the knife on purpose,’ said Ishii, looking straight at Miyuki’s eyes .
It seemed that Ishii had lost his reasoning ability after being played with by Miyuki .
'That’s right . I gripped the knife with my bare hand . ’
Miyuki licked her full lips .
She had gripped the knife with her bare hand . It was natural that her fingerprints had been lifted .
But the question was –
'Why? Why did you leave your fingerprints on purpose?’
'Because you wouldn’t have acknowledged that I did it otherwise, right?’ said Miyuki jokingly .
'That’s true, but…’
'When magicians teleport coins, they sign it with the magic, yes? It’s the same thing . ’
Miyuki said that with no hesitation .
'Fingerprints were found on the knife . You’ve confessed . You better be prepared, 'cause I’m getting an arrest warrant now,’ threated Gotou .
However, it appeared to have no effect on Miyuki . She had the same smile on her face as she had had before .
'I wonder if you’ll be able to do that?’
Miyuki narrowed her eyes and stuck out her chin .
'What do you mean?’
Gotou raised an eyebrow .
'Exactly what I said . There certainly were fingerprints on the weapon . I also confessed . But at the time of the crime, I was inside the detention house . I wonder what decision the police will come to then?’
Miyuki’s words were heavy on Ishii’s heart .
Miyuki had confessed that she stabbed Isshin, and her fingerprints had been found on the weapon .
However, she had an iron-clad alibi – she had been held in the detention house .
If they didn’t have decisive evidence that she had left the detention house at that time, she couldn’t be arrested for assault against Saitou Isshin .
At first glance, it seemed like a game they couldn’t win, but their chances of success weren’t zero .
– There’s an unaccounted time .
She had had a spasm and been taken to the infirmary at the time of the crime .
– What happened then?
If they could find out, they could break Miyuki’s iron-clad alibi .
'It’s time . ’
The guard, Yamamura, suddenly announced the end of their interview .
Unfortunately, she was the accused, currently in detention . They could only meet her under the rules of the detention house .
'Please bring Yakumo-kun the next time you come,’ said Miyuki as she stood up .
'What did you say?’
'I want to see Yakumo-kun suffering . ’
'Don’t tell me you stabbed Isshin to make Yakumo suffer?’ said Gotou, sounding almost hesitant .
'That’s right . ’
As Miyuki replied, she spread her two hands why .
'Then why didn’t you attack Yakumo directly?’
'There’s no point to that, right? It’s not like I want to kill Yakumo-kun . ’
'You don’t want to kill him?’
Gotou’s brow furrowed . He didn’t understand . That was how he looked .
However, Ishii understood what Miyuki was thinking .
Her goal wasn’t to take Yakumo’s life . She wanted to smile scornfully as she made him suffer – to watch as he submitted to her .
Miyuki had said this when she announced that she would kill Saitou Isshin .
– I can’t kill Yakumo-kun .
I hadn’t understood then, but is this what she meant –
– What an unbelievable sadist .
Ishii felt afraid of Miyuki all over again .
'That’s why you should bring Yakumo-kun next time . ’
'What’s your purpose in making Yakumo suffer?’ asked Gotou, stuck to the glass .
'I just want that person to understand that I’m better than he is . ’
When Miyuki said 'that person’, she probably meant Yakumo’s father, the man with two red eyes .
Fifteen years ago – Miyuki, who had brutally murdered her own family, went to live with the man with two eyes .
She had come to love and respect him as a father, or perhaps as a man . However, no matter how Miyuki tried, she just couldn’t win against Yakumo .
The emotion eddying within Miyuki was probably a dark flame of jealousy .
'Just for that…’ said Gotou, almost in a gasp .
Miyuki had been about to leave the room, but when she heard those words, her complexion completely changed and she whirled around .
'Just for that, you say? That’s everything to me!’
'What…’
'No matter how much I love him, whenever that person opens his mouth, it’s Yakumo, Yakumo, Yakumo! I’m sick of it! Is being related by blood so great? Is having a red eye that important?’
Miyuki stuck to the glass like a spider as she screamed .
Even Yamamura the guard must have been panicked as he pinned Miyuki’s arms behind her back and pulled her away from the glass .
While Yamamura pulled her away, Miyuki started laughing aloud, as if she found something funny .
Her laughs were maniacal .
Even after Miyuki disappeared through the door, her laughter wouldn’t leave Ishii’s ears .
To show off her existence .
She had stabbed Isshin for that sole reason .
– Terrifying . Truly, she’s terrifying .
10
Haruka sat next to Nao on the bench in the hospital waiting room .
Nao’s legs were shaking as she stared at the floor .
It was the first time Haruka had seen Nao so dispirited .
– I can’t do anything for her .
All Haruka could do was hold Nao’s hand silently .
'Sorry for the wait . ’
Atsuko ran back to them .
She had gone to check at the reception whether Isshin was allowed visitors .
'How was it?’ asked Haruka as she stood up .
'They said that he’s still unconscious, but we can go into meet him . ’
Nao looked up at Atsuko’s words .
Nao couldn’t hear . Instead, she excelled at reading the atmosphere .
'Ah!’
Nao raised her voice .
– I want to see him anyway .
To Haruka, that was what it sounded like Nao was saying .
'Then shall we go?’
Atsuko crouched in front of Nao with a wide smile on her face .
Nao was led into smiling back .
It was mysterious how they looked like a real mother and child this way .
Atsuko took Nao’s hand and started walking . Haruka followed after them .
'I’m really glad that you’re here, Atsuko-san,’ said Haruka honestly .
She had been saved by Atsuko’s brightness and energy since last night . If Haruka had been by herself, she probably would only have been able to hang her head next to Nao .
'Oh, you flatter me . ’
'It isn’t flattery . ’
'I’m glad that the two of you are here too . ’
'Eh?’
Haruka was confused by the unexpected answer .
'Don’t worry about it,’ said Atsuko with a shrug .
Meanwhile, they arrived at the ICU .
Haruka recalled the scene from last night and was hesitant to step inside .
'Let’s go then . ’
Atsuko led the way . After disinfecting her hands and putting on a mask, she stepped into the ICU .
– She really is strong .
Haruka followed after Atsuko .
Isshin was lying on the bed, like he had been yesterday .
There was an intravenous tube in his arm and an artificial respirator attached to him . Cords stretched over his body for various machines, such as the ECG and the EEG .
Though visits were allowed now, that didn’t mean Isshin was better . Haruka was forced to feel that anew .
Perhaps they shouldn’t have brought Nao .
Right as Haruka thought that, Nao let go of Atsuko’s hand and walked up to Isshin .
Then, she took Isshin’s hand .
As Nao held onto Isshin’s hand, she was – smiling .
'Ah, ah . ’
Nao spoke in excited tones, as if urging Isshin to do something .
Haruka and Atsuko looked at each other . Then, they walked up to Isshin, brought in by the voice .
Nao gripped Haruka’s wrist and brought it to Isshin’s hand .
Haruka’s fingers brushed Isshin’s hand .
– He’s warm .
Haruka felt the words Nao was trying to say with her body .
He’s still warm . That meant Isshin was still alive . Nao must have been trying to say that .
'Isn’t that great?’
Atsuko hugged Nao’s shoulders from behind her . Nao nodded in response .
– That’s right . Isshin is still alive .
Since it was him, he would definitely wake up randomly and say 'I’m sorry for worrying you’ with a smile .
Having a hopeful perspective made her heart brighter .
Just as Haruka let out a sigh of relief, she was assaulted by the feeling of something sinking in her stomach .
– What?
She looked about and spotted a girl standing in the corridor through the window .
The girl wore a red dress and had long hair . Her face was dark, as if smeared in ink .
The same girl I saw in the corridor last night –
She was probably the ghost that was said to appear around the hospital .
– When… are you going to die…
Rather than in her eardrum, the voice went straight to her head .
It was probably the girl’s voice .
Haruka recalled the rumour that the hospital was in a fuss over . The people whom the girl asked this question all died .
Haruka looked at Isshin .
– I can’t accept that .
'Ah!’
Suddenly, Nao yelled loudly .
Her two hands were in fists . It looked like she was shaking in anger . Her eyes were on the ghost of the girl in the corridor .
– Can Nao see her?
As if answering Haruka’s question, Nao ran out into the corridor .
'What’s wrong?’ called out Atsuko in concern .
'Ah, that’s…’
Unable to explain well, Haruka also ran out into the corridor to follow Nao .
The ghost of the girl from earlier had already disappeared .
Nao was looking around frantically in the place where the girl had been standing .
Though I can’t explain it, something incredibly awful is going to happen – that premonition alone whirled about in Haruka’s head .
11
After Gotou left the visiting room, Ishii stood up as well and they walked to the infirmary .
A guard led them down the dreary corridor .
Every ten metres, there was a steel door . The guard unlocked each with a key and fingerprint, and they continued onwards .
They turned into many similar corridors, so Gotou had no idea of where he even was .
Under such strict defence, it wouldn’t be easy to escape . Gotou felt that anew .
After about ten minutes, they finally arrived at the infirmary .
Though it was a rather complicated process in getting here, the inside of the infirmary was made unexpectedly like a regular hospital examination room .
'Please sit . ’
Urged by the white-haired doctor who was waiting, Gotou and Ishii sat on round chairs .
'I’m from the precinct . My name’s Gotou . ’
Gotou showed his police IC to the white-haired man .
'My name is Komatsu . I’m the medical officer . ’
Komatsu fished through the desk drawer and took out a dirty business card .
While accepting it, Gotou looked once more at Komatsu’s face . He was probably about fifty years old . He had a long thin face and looked like he had a nervous personality .
'I’d like to get straight to the point and ask you about last night . ’
'If it’s something I know,’ said Komatsu . He spoke in a very prudent manner, appropriate for a doctor .
'Tell me in detail about when Nanase Miyuki was brought in . ’
'Even if you ask me to tell you in detail…’
Komatsu’s attitude seemed like a refusal towards Gotou’s question .
Gotou kept his irritation in check .
Normally, police wouldn’t be able to ask around the detention house like this .
When Gotou thought about Miyagawa, who’d gone through so much to make the necessary arrangements, he decided it would be a bad idea to make a fuss .
'What were her symptoms?’ asked Gotou after clearing his throat .
'She was convulsing and vomiting blood . She underwent much examination, but there weren’t any abnormalities, besides the increase in white blood cells . It probably came from stress . ’
Miyuki hadn’t looked stressed to Gotou .
'It wasn’t an act . ’
Gotou didn’t accept what the medical officer said, but he didn’t dare to say that aloud . Instead, he asked another question .
'Wasn’t there anything else that caught your attention?’
'Hm, even if you ask that…’
Komatsu looked sullen as he ran a hand through his white hair .
It didn’t seem like he wanted to cooperate with the investigation at all . It felt like every time Gotou’s bones would slowly break every time he asked a question .
While Gotou was pondering, Ishii interrupted: 'Excuse me . ’
'When Nanase Miyuki was brought here, what time was it exactly?’
Behind Ishii’s glasses, his eyes were glittering more brightly than usual .
– I’ll try letting Ishii talk for a bit .
Gotou crossed his arms and focussed on watching Komatsu’s movements .
'It was probably past six,’ replied Komatsu, looking up at the ceiling as he searched his memories .
'Then when did she return to her room?’
'I think it was around seven this morning . ’
'I see . ’
Ishii fixed the position of his glasses with his finger .
There was almost a thirteen-hour gap . With that, it would be possible for Miyuki to stab Isshin and return, as Ishii had said before .
'What treatment did she undergo?’
'We took a blood sample, put her on a drip and let her sleep there . ’
Komatsu pointed at the beds in the back of the room .
There were four beds in total . Each was divided from the room with a curtain .
'Were you the only person who administered treatment?’
'I was the only one here, so yes . ’
Perhaps Komatsu felt like he was under suspicion, because his expression became stiff in a twinkle . ’
'Was there a guard in the infirmary?’
Ishii continued his questions in a disinterested manner .
'Nobody was in the infirmary . Guards circle the corridors . ’
'Then the only person here was you . ’
'Yes, but… what’re you trying to say?’
Komatsu’s tone changed .
'There are partition curtains around the beds . ’
'Yeah . ’
'How frequently did you look inside?’
'How would I remember that… What are you really saying? If you’ve got something you want to say, just say it clearly . ’
Komatsu’s voice was ragged; perhaps he couldn’t restrain it any longer .
– Well done, Ishii .
They might be able to get something unexpectedly good .
Gotou turned an expectant gaze towards Ishii . When Ishii noticed, he nodded .
'In short, it was possible for Nanase Miyuki to have escaped your gaze, left the room, stabbed Saitou Isshin and returned – that is what I want to say . ’
'Are you serious?’
Komatsu snorted scornfully .
'Of course . ’
'That’s idiotic . ’
Komatsu sho