Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)

I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and tonight was the

last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me in clear words that she

didn’t want to be with me.

‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.

‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much s*hi*t, and we

should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started turning the cabin upside down.

I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating for her comfort. 

‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I hadn’t come back

to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her gone? It is a curse because it sure

feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with

her.

‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and rightfully so. I

can’t imagine living without her, either.

‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from happening?’ I asked

him and myself, too.

‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to take care of

Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.

‘That is not possible,’ I groaned and got up from the ground. Walking back to my room, I grabbed the box I had

stolen earlier from the Royal lockers.

‘What are you doing?’ Hel asked once he noticed what was inside that box. ‘I am k*illing this pain inside me,’ I said,

injecting myself with wolfbane.

‘UGHHHH F*UC*K!” Since I was a dark knight, I had to inject a heavy amount into my body. Once it hit my veins, I

landed in bed, and everything began to calm down.

This box consisted of heavy drugs and strong wolfbane. We would usually give it to the prisoners who are violent to

keep them under check.

I stole it when I realized Beatrice had found out about Gwen and me. I knew right then and there that it was over

for us.

She would never accept me back into her life. But because this life was a gift from her to me, I didn’t want to finish

it so easily. Hence, I decided to live, but that didn’t mean I had to live with this pain.

Soon everything went silent, and I was just me, without any power. It felt amazing because this pain was nothing

compared to the pain I was feeling after losing Beatrice.

I probably slept for a whole night and woke up the next day.

‘You shut me out last night,’ Hel grunted while I took a shower.

‘Aren’t you happy that we both slept peacefully?’ I asked and continued getting dressed up.

‘So, where are you planning to go now?’ Hel questioned.

‘I heard they have left already. I am going to go after them,’ I said stubbornly, refusing to accept once again that

she had left me. No matter how many times I tell myself that she is gone and that it should be her decision to leave

or stay, I just cannot accept it.

It was supposed to be us.

‘You are going to stalk her?’ Hel stated, and I shrugged.

‘Give whatever name you want to give it. Just because she is done with me doesn’t mean I can’t go with her. She

will need someone beside her in the dragon’s lair,’ I was probably making up excuses to see her again. Those

beautiful big eyes of hers and her soft hair. I was missing every piece of her.

‘She has Akin,’ Hel didn’t have to say it, but he did, and it ached my soul.

“But he is not going to be that attentive to her. It is a different kind of feeling when we are with her. We will die for

her, but for Akin, she is just a friend and his brother’s ex mate. I am sure he will not be able to take good care of

her,’ I argued with Hel, as it didn’t make sense how I could be replaced with Akin, who doesn’t even love her.

‘Okay. I am not going to argue with you. It is not like I don’t want to see her, so let’s get going,’ Hel finally said,

shutting up and agreeing with me. I started my journey on foot and kept track of it with the help of Reign.

She had been messaging me and asking me how I was feeling the whole day, so I would answer her and then

casually ask her where Akin and Beatrice had arrived now.

After hours of walking, I finally took a cab, and when I arrived at this motel, I found their car parked on the side.

Just the thought of seeing her again made me happy. I walked up to the car, thinking I would ask her to step outside

to have a word with her, and I would sit on her feet and beg her to accept me or at least take me with her.

Maybe this mission will help us come back together again. But my miserable wishes met an end when I reached the

window and peered inside.

She was in the backseat of the car, sleeping very peacefully in Akin’s arms.

The sight was such a pain to me that I wished to have burned down the world, but it was also a good slap against

my cheek for me to wake up and realize, I was not the only one who could keep her safe.

‘Let’s go home,’ Hel whispered in a broken voice and with a broken heart.