Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex-Novel

Chapter 807. Kiyohara Ai / Troublesome First Kiss

「 Then, how about you start with a kiss? 」

Katsuko-nee suggests

「 Right 」

「 Auuuu, uhm, I-I-I... 」

Ai panics again.

「 Shuffle 」

「 Kyauuuu 」

Her tensed body loosens up.

「 Here, look at me 」

「 Y-Yes! 」

Ai’s eyes look at me.

「 We’re sex friends now, isn’t it natural that we kiss? 」

「 B-But, u-uhm, I, Ai... 」

「 Ai what? 」

「 This kind of...that...uhm... 」

「 I told you to look into my eyes when talking 」

「 Y-Yes! Uuuuu 」

This must be her first kiss.

I know that much.

However.

「 I can’t understand what you think if you don’t say it. You need to explain it to me 」

She needs to stop relying on people to guess and understand her without the need to speak.

Ai needs to tell her feelings first.

Not letting other people do it but herself.

If she continues to rely on people, then, when things didn’t go as planned, Ai’s thoughts would say: “This person made a selfish guess of what I want, I don’t know anything about it,” and she’ll never bear responsibility.

She doesn’t want any liability within the relationship of people.

Ai purposely make the end of her sentence vague because she wants that result to happen.

That timid and panicking look of hers is her cunning.

However.

If this goes on, Ai will never become independent.

She’ll become a useless woman who runs away from her responsibilities while relying on other people.

Therefore...

「 You need to convey it. I’m not that smart. I won’t understand unless you say it 」

I look into Ai’s eyes and tell her.

「 You and I are already sex friends, we’re going to kiss, and have sex later. Err, that’s not just for today. We’ll do it anytime and anywhere as long as I ask for it. Oh, also, you’re banned from kissing or having sex with other men unless I give you my permission. That’s an order 」

Yomi’s Miko power inserted the foundation of absolute obedience to me.

That setting invokes on her.

「 T-That’s a problem! Aaaauuu! Ugugugugugu 」

「 Shuffle 」

Ai’s heart overflows right away, so I restarted it.

「 Haa, haafuuu, auuuu 」

Ai takes a deep breath.

「 See? Your head is refreshed. Do you understand my orders just now? Ai, what’s your relation with me? 」

「 Uuuuu, S-Sex friend, b-but... 」

「 No buts. This is the truth, isn’t it? Accept that 」

「 Yes 」

Okay, we can move forward slowly as long as I restart her repeatedly.

「 Then, I guess we should kiss? 」

「 Auuuuu, T-That’s, u-uhm 」

Ai’s resisting.

What’s the problem?

「 T-That...I-I, Ai hasn’t, done it...that 」

「 I can’t tell what you’re trying to say. Make it clear 」

Ai frowned and replied with a half-crying face.

「 Ai haven’t k-kissed anyone..y-yet!! 」

「 Yeah, there, I get it 」

I looked into Ai’s eyes and nodded.

「 If you don’t make it clear, nobody could understand what you’re trying to say, see? 」

「 Y-Yes.... 」

Ai sighed.

And going for that opportunity.

「 Well then, let’s give Ai’s first kiss right now 」

「 Auuuuu...Uuuuuu!!!! 」

She’s panicking again.

「 Shuffle! 」

「 Hafuuuu 」

Ai takes a deep breath.

「 Everything has a starting point. It’s inevitable. Well then, let’s do it 」

I said. Ai...

「 That’s not it! 」

She shouted.

「 T-That’s not it 」

「 Oh, really? Then what’s the problem? 」

I play dumb.

「 U-Uhm, I-I said it earlier, I-I have someone I like 」

「 Yeah, I know about it. So, what do you want to say? 」

「 Uuuuu 」

「 Don’t look down, look at my eyes and say it 」

I looked up.

「 You can’t convey anything unless you say it 」

「 Y-Yes 」

「 I know that Ai loves someone else. So, what about it? 」

Understanding doesn’t also mean you accept it.

「 Uuuu...That’s... 」

Ai squeezes out her words.

「 A-Ai wants to do her first kiss with the person Ai loves 」

「 You want to do it, now what? 」

「 Y-You... 」

「 It’s not “You” 」

I gave her a rule on how to call me.

「 I-I don’t want to do it with Yoshida-kun 」

「 What do you not want to do? 」

「 I-I don’t want to kiss Yoshida-kun! Auuuu!!! 」

「 Shuffle! 」

I restart her before she could heat-up in panic.

「 Hauuu 」

「 Yeah. I get what Ai’s trying to say. You mean to say that you don’t want to kiss me, right? 」

「 T-That’s right 」

「 Then, should we have sex first? 」

「 S-Se-?! Auuuuuu 」

「 Shuffle!! 」

「 Hauuuu 」

Her mind dashes on full power many times over.

If I don’t do this, Ai’s heart won’t temper itself.

「 If you don’t want to have a kiss then it’s natural that we’ll have sex first 」

I glared at me.

「 I-I-I...I don’t want...S-Sex either!! 」

「 Speak properly 」

「 A-Ai..Ai doesn’t want to have s-sex with Y-Yoshida-kun! 」

I...

「 I see. I get Ai’s feelings. So that’s how it is 」

I said. Ai felt relieved.

「 But I refuse. We’re going to kiss and have sex. By sex I mean I’ll get Ai naked, lick your whole body, and break your hymen 」

「 Ah, agugugugugu 」

「 Shuffle 」

「 Haaaaaaa 」

Ai seems like she’s having a hard time having her mind go from tension to relief over and over again.

Tears accumulate in her eyes.

「 I said we’re doing it so we will. Ai 」

Even so, I corner AI.

「 W-Why would you do that? 」

Ai asks me with her eyes on the verge of crying.

「 That’s because I want to do it 」

I replied.

「 I want to kiss Ai, I want to have sex. I’ll do it when I want to. That’s why we’re doing it now 」

「 A-Ai doesn’t want to do it 」

Good, this is going well.

She’s now speaking out her feelings.

「 You may not want to, but you can’t do anything about it, we’re sex friends after all 」

I point it out as if it’s natural.

「 Ai, what do you think sex friends do? 」

「 T-That’s... 」

「 Speak out your honest thoughts 」

「 S-Sex...I think 」

「 That’s right. We’re going to have sex, and that’s why we’re sex friends. Didn’t Ai say it earlier? You’re sex friends with me, that’s what you swore in front of everyone 」

I point at Nei and the girls looking at Ai.

We have as many witnesses as we have.

「 T-That’s...Y-You...

「 Who’s that? 」

「 Y-Yoshida-kun forced Ai to say it... 」

Ai looks like she’s in pain.

「 Go until the end. What did I make you say? 」

「 A-Ai’s only forced to say it, I don’t want to kiss nor have sex with Yoshida-kun!! Aaaaah!! 」

「 Shuffle 」

And another restart.

「 Hauuuuuu 」

I’m not allowing you to escape by giving up on thinking.

I’ll pull you back to your clear mind.

「 I don’t care about Ai’s feelings. After all, what’s our relationship? 」

「 S-Sex friend... 」

That’s right.

The setting that we’re sex friends is carved into Ai’s heart.

「 Just sex friends? 」

「 No. If Yoshida-kun wants it, then Ai will have sex, anytime, anywhere, and I won’t date other men nor have sex with them unless Yoshida-kun gives permission 」

After so many panic attacks.

My orders finally sink into Ai’s mind.

「 Then, give it up 」

「 B-B-B-B-But, I... 」

「 I don’t care about Ai’s feelings at all 」

It’s not just kind people in this world.

And it’s not just people who can guess Ai’s feelings and do what she wishes for.

「 Now, time for a kiss. 」

「 Auuuuu!!! Auuuuuu!!! 」

Ai starts trembling in fear as I come closer.

「 Shuffle 」

Ai’s trembling stopped.

「 Hey, look at me, Ai 」

Ai’s beautiful eyes look at me.

Her face is slightly pale from the fear, but...

「 Ai, you’re cute 」

「 ???!! 」

「 You’re really cute Ai... 」

I embrace Ai’s stiff body and kiss her soft lips.

One second.

Two seconds.

Three seconds.

「 Hawawawawawawawawawawa!!! 」

Suddenly, Ai acts violently.

She starts knocking me with her arms.

I let go of her in a hurry.

「 Y-You really did it?!!! 」

Ai?

「 Ai didn’t want it, and yet you took Ai’s first kiss!!!!! 」

Tears spill out as Ai screams.

「 I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!!!! Uwaaaaa 」

Now!

「 Shuffle! 」

Ai’s tears stopped.

The burning anger in her heart is extinguished in an instant.

「 Ah, aauuuuu??? 」

「 Don’t move. Don’t cry. Stay like that, Ai 」

I embraced her again and kissed her.

「 Uuuuuu????? 」

This girl’s petite, but...

Her body feels pleasant. She’s also got some breasts.

I kiss Ai’s lips again and again.

「 Loosen up. That’s an order. Entrust your body to me. I won’t do anything scary 」

「 Uuuuu 」

Ai’s eyes are still glaring at me.

However, she lets me embrace and kiss her as I gave her the order.

「 Ai, stick out your tongue. That’s an order 」

「 Kuuuu 」

Her pink tongue sticks out from her small lips.

I sip on her tongue.

Our tongues entwine.

「 Ah, auuu, uuuuuu 」

I can do anything I want with her.

I support Ai’s nape and back and enjoy the feel of her lips.

Pasha.

I hear the sound of the shutter. Nei’s taking photos.

「 Yes~ That’s Ai-chan’s commemorative first kiss! We now have a photo of it! 」

As soon as Nei said that...

「 Aaaaah! Wagagagagagagagaaaaaaaa!!! 」

Ai begins to act violently again.

This doesn’t look good.

「 Shuffle! 」

I let go of Ai’s lips and whisper to her ears.

「 Hyaaan 」

Then, Ai’s mind and body relaxed.

「 There, there, there, Ai’s so cute 」

I embraced Ai, who loosened up once again...

Then, I resume kissing her.

This time, I played with her body too.

Caressing Ai’s thin back and her round ass.

I can’t touch her breasts while embracing her, but...

Ai’s no longer panicking until I finished my long kiss.

「 Fuu 」

I let go of Ai’s lips.

I ordered her to keep looking at me, and so...

Ai’s eyes are looking at me.

I’m also looking at Ai’s weakened face.

「 W-Why d-did this happen? 」

Ai mutters.

「 I wonder. This must be your fate 」

I smiled and replied to Ai.

◇ ◇ ◇

「 Still... 」

Kana-senpai, who’s been watching our antics, speaks up.

「 Nobu, you really are caring, or should I say that you’re trying to accompany her that far 」

Huh?

「 I mean, it’s “absolute obedience,” right? If it’s an ordinary guy, then they’d start raping Ai already, not caring whether she’s crying or what 」

R-Really?

「 Yo-chan never thinks “It takes too much time, I can’t be bothered” 」

Nei said.

「 Sometimes, it’s admirable how he’s persevering. He never abandoned Megu-chan or the other girls after all 」

Even Katsuko-nee.

Well, yeah.

Megu, Yukino, Mana, and Ruriko, also...

Most of my women are girls who take a lot of time.

Therefore, I don’t think of Ai as troublesome.

「 Well, look at that, Ai got used to it in the end 」

Edie smiled.

She’s right.

Yeah.

And kissing Ai’s lips again...

Ai just accepts it in a daze.

She’s no longer panicking in hate.

「 What’s up, Ai? 」

I asked her while patting her cheeks, then...

「 Somehow, I don’t care anymore 」

Hmm?

「 Ai’s first kiss is stolen, it’s too late 」

She leaks out a small breath.

「 I can’t understand what you’re saying. Explain it so we could understand. That’s an order 」

Ai looked at me, frowning.

Then...

「 I-I should’ve given my...first kiss to someone I liked...then... then, Ai would become happier than anyone, and yet, y-you... 」

「 It’s not “You,” is it? 」

「 Y-Yoshida-kun...took it away, and so, Ai will never become happy anymore!! 」

I don’t get that at all.

Her logic is leaping here and there.

「 Oh, I get it. She really is a child that lives in a dream. Ai-san 」

Katsuko-nee?

「 This girl had a flawless mind and body, and is never injured once, and so she believes that she will obtain happiness 」

「 What does that mean? 」

「 That means that girl believes that she’ll find her first love, receive a romantic confession, and then have a dream-like first-kiss, and will continue to live her life in happiness, without any pain nor sadness. That’s the kind of road of life she believes in 」

What the hell?

「 She believes that such a perfect life would come for her. Furthermore, she thinks that her happy life will come for her as it was programmed beforehand, and so there’s no need for effort. And so she doesn’t think of anything and just live a careless life because things will go well for her, she thinks 」

I don’t get that. Really.

「 Perhaps, it’s because her mother has always prepared everything, even the path Ai-chan will take. Ai-chan’s mother is like that, right? That’s why Ai-chan believes that happiness will come to her even if she doesn’t do anything 」

Nei said.

「 I get that, but... That only applies to her school and ordinary life, right? Ai’s mother couldn’t be preparing everything even her love life 」

Well, if her mother sends her to marriage interviews, then that’s a different story.

But Ai’s still 16. Just in her first-year high school.

「 That’s right, Yo-chan. However, Ai always walks a path where her mother prepares everything for her, and so... 」

She doesn’t know any other life than that.

「 She thinks that someone will prepare everything for Ai-chan, even for romantic relationships. If her mother can’t do it, then someone else that will do anything for Ai-chan will come, and then, everything will happen as Ai-chan wished for 」

That’s stupid.

「 Indeed. Like Tsuji-kun from the tennis club mentioned earlier, Ai thinks that someone will tear off the two and bring the guy to her. If not, then someone better will show himself before her. Anyway, everything goes conveniently for Ai 」

「 And then that Ai-chan boyfriend would listen to anything she asks for. A handsome and smart man and nothing but fun comes her way. Then, that first guy she dates would be the same man she kisses, have sex with, and marries, some kind of happy life 」

「 She believes in a life where she’ll take her romantic dream road flawlessly and without any pain or frustrations 」

Kana-senpai and Nei looked at Ai and said.

「 Right. It’s the most self-indulgent dream romance for women. Never having a bad time, the person you love hearing selfishness you ask for, but you don’t care for your partner. The other party will make you happy. That’s the kind of selfish dream she’s having 」

Katsuko-nee said. Ai fell silent.

「 But, since the first step, the “first kiss” is cut off her dream romance 」

She’s derailed from her dream road without warning.

That setback created a wound on Ai’s dream.

「 Therefore, Ai-san thinks that her life is over 」

So that’s why she’s reluctant to give her first kiss.

The first stage of her perfect and flawless love-road is ruined.

「 It’s over for me 」

Ai said.

「 It’s impossible for me to become happy anymore 」

Tears accumulate in her eyes.

Ai touches her lips with her fingers.

「 It’s over for me. I’ve been defiled. Ruined. Game over. Checkmate. It’s over. It’s all over for me...Uuuuuuu!! Auuuuuuu!!! 」

「 Shuffle! 」

I restart her thoughts before she falls to panic.

「 Hauu 」

She can’t escape inside her mind.

I’ll have her face me and look at the reality.

This is to show that this is not the dream world she’s living in.

I have to make her understand that reality is absolute.

This girl can’t stay blind anymore.

「 Ai’s life is ruined because we kissed, really? 」

「 Yes! That’s right! It’s all ruined! 」

Ai looked at me with intense emotions.

Yeah.

If she can’t escape inside, then,

She’ll have to face the people outside directly.

「 Then, since you’re all ruined, let’s go to the next stage 」

「 Next stage? 」

Ai’s startled.

「 W-What the next stage? 」

Isn’t that obvious?

「 What’s after a kiss? It’s sex 」

「 !!!!!!!!!! 」

「 By the way, sex is just the “midway stage” There’s still more than that 」

I said.

「 T-There’s still more? 」

Ai trembles.

「 Huh, you’re already in high-school, and you don’t know about it? 」

I smiled.

「 Ai, if a man and a woman have sex, what happens? 」

「 Huh? Ah, ah, ah!????! 」

Ai mumbles.

「 It means Ai will bear my child 」

「 Uuuuuuuu???!!!!! 」

「 It’s not just one, you’ll bear three children 」

「 Uguguguguguguuuu?!! 」

「 Anyway, I’ll be sure to make you pregnant!!!! 」

Oh.

Ai’s panic bursts out.

「 I don’t want that! No! Nooooooooo!!!!! 」

「 Shuffle! 」

Ai’s mind and body relaxed down.

「 Haa, haa, haa, haa, haaa, haaa, aaah 」

「 Then, let’s begin 」

I’ll wreck Ai’s dream world.

That’s my decision.

If her life ended from just my kiss, then I’ll let her experience what happens when she has sex.

Then.

「 Wait 」

Katsuko-nee?

「 Don’t you think it’s a waste to take Ai-san’s first time in this dirty warehouse? 」

Well...

Yeah, this is the orgy party room Iwakura-kaichou uses most of the time.

「 You know, I’m the board chairman back then and is now a trustee 」

Minaho-neesan’s the current board chairman.

「 Therefore, I know that Ai-san’s home is just close 」

Her house is close?

「 Didn’t I tell you earlier? The environment and culture creates your life habits 」

「 I remember that 」

I replied.

「 Then, don’t you think that we should deal with the origin of Ai-san’s problem? 」

Ai’s habits came from her mother that protect her too much.

「 I think that Ai-san should have her first time while her mother’s watching her 」

Ai’s eyes opened wide.