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Pregnant I left him To His First Love by Collins Patrick

Chapter 180
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Chapter 180

Leila slams the door shut, scared and in tears as she runs out of the room and Tatum feels like the door was

slammed against his heart.

He would deserve it, he deserves it, he deserves for his heart to be placed under a rock and smashed repeatedly

until it's nothing but mush for all the pain that he has caused her, the woman that he loves, his one and only

desire. He never thought that it was possible to love her anymore than he already did but fuck, it is, he falls in

love all over again everythe sets eyes on her, his desire grows deeper, taking root in his very soul.

All he wants to do is make her happy, keep the light in her eyes and the smile on her face but how can he even

do that when it was he who strangled her happiness, snuffed out the light in her eyes and drained off the smile

on her face.

He slowly pushes his body up to sit on the floor, leaving the wood in his chest because it is the only thing that

can stop him from going after her. The smell of her arousal hanging in the room is driving him crazy, his wolf is

thrashing hard in his head, fighting him for control, his cock is so hard, if it gets any harder, it'll burst.

'Mate, | want mate," his wolf cries in his head, taking control of Tatum's body and he pulls the stake out of

Tatum's chest, bolting out of the door in pursuit of Leila.

'No, you'll hurt her, you'll fucking hurt her, stop," Tatum protests but his body is no longer his and he cannot stop

the growl that escapes him as he sees Leila ahead. Leila turns and the fear he sees in her eyes breaks his heart.

No, not fear, she shouldn't be scared of him, he will never hurt her, not again, not ever.

He can handle the hatred in her eyes when she talks to him, he can stomach the anger in her voice but fear, no,

she could go away again, leave the pack for good if she doesn't feel safe around him of all people and he can

lose her for real this time.

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The fear of Leila leaving the pack strengthens his resolve and he wrestles control back from his wolf but he

knows it won't be long before he loses it again, the haze is too strong, his cock is throbbing hard with such an

immense pain it's like if he doesn't get a release soon, he'll fucking die from it.

He staggers through the corridor, clattering into the walls, bleeding all over the place from the gaping wound in

his chest but neither that nor the pain in his crotch matches the pain in his heart.

All he wants is a chance to do right by her, to treat her like the fucking queen that she is, not drive her away like

this.

What if she never speaks to him again?

He jumps down a flight of stairs into the basement, his father's old torture bunker where he brought rogues to

torture. He needs something that can permanently weaken him

because with how much desil net

he

feels right now, once his wolf takes back control, nothing will stop him from going to her, even into her

fucking house.

He trashes through the chemicals on a counter beside the door, smashing vial after vial until he finds what he is

looking for, wolfsbane.

It would slow down his healing and

sap his strength and even if his wolf takes control, his body will be too weak to do anything, this is the only way

he can stop himself, it is the

least he will do for her.

He empties the vial down his throat and immediately, he clutches it as the wolfsbane sears his inside, burning

his throat, down to his chest like he drank molten from a volcano.

Tatum drops to his knees, clutches

his throat, digging into it with his

claws like he is trying to reach inside his throat to stop the pain, his

wound stops healing, his body

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'Mate...mate,' his wolf cries weakly, filling Tatum with its pain and desire for its mate.

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He'll never hurt Leila again, never put her in harm's way, he'll die before he lets anything happen to her.

Carmela can try every spell in her

book, every trick up her sleeve but he

will not be Ang gscandifrie,

ERE Rsrue Gat and a second

ith her beats a thousand lifetimes

with Carmela. He loves Leila the

same, mate bond or not and all he

wants is a chance to redeem himself.