NovelEnglishChapter 149 -Soren- There is a sinking feeling in my stomach, something tellingeverything is wrong, an intuition that she is in trouble. I haven't felt this stomach dropping feeling since Max went missing or since my wife died. I knew that feeling back then and I ignored it, and I have regretted that day ever since. Had I truly listened to my gut, listened the to change in the air and that nervous energy that radiated from her.. She was nervous but insistent that I still go saying we would talk about something when I returned, that she needed to be sure of something first, I thought she meant something might be wrong with our daughter and she didn't want to scare me, now I wonder if it was something else.
We never had whatever conversation it was that had her on edge and I often wonder what it is she had to say. Now I fear history is to repeat itself, that there will be no final words from Bree, that all I will have to remember her by is her last text message. That can't be the last thing I get from her, I need her. Despite what she has done, I know that it will take tto fix the trust she broke, but I'd rather have something to build back up again than to have something to regret. I'm not naive, I know my feelings will change, that distrust will take over once I find her but for now I'd rather have her hsafe and be angry with her, then hurt or worse.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtMy temper is one thing but it's not violent, my love for her will always outweigh my anger, no matter the circumstances. She's angered a lot of people, broke their trust, but I know she has 100% Chapter 149 288 Vouchers her reasons and whatever those reasons are will have to be good enough for me. And the rest, I could care less for their opinion of her. I haven't breathed a breath worth breathing until she calong. It was a forced instinct after I lost my wife, I lived for my son, now I breathe because I see a future I can have with her, a happiness that was stolen and Bree found. Damian doesn't have to understand that, but I need her, I love her, and I won't lose her.
Frustrated, I tap my phone screen again, the harsh blue light illuminating my face in the dim light of the car. Still nothing from Bree. The silence is deafening, each passing second feeling like an eternity as we drive through the night.
"Soren, honey, maybe you should try to relax," my mother says softly, her brow furrowed with concern, her voice coming through the Bluetooth speakers of the dash that is connected to Damian's phone, her face peering atthrough the small screen.
I shake my head, unable to tear my eyes from the device. "I can't, Mom. Something's wrong. I can feel it." my mother looks atworriedly through the phone and unable to take her gaze I peer away.
"You'll find her son," she tells me, and I nod slowly. I don't doubt finding her, I'm just worried about the condition she'll be in when I do.
"You are not the only one worried about her, but she probably needs time, she is probably worried about her father," My mother adds. Yet that nagging feeling in the pit of my stomach says otherwise.
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with worry. "Son, I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation. Give hem stime," he says, and Mother moves over slightly so I can see him on Damian's phone.
"Grandma!" Max calls out from the background somewhere. My mother glances over her shoulder, and I see. my son. rubbing his eyes. She sighs heavily. That lasted all of two seconds," she mutters before handing the phone to my father. I had tried reading him a book over the phone but like I suspected the moment he could no longer hear my voice he woke.
Max was beside himself and I was trying to help them get him to him to bed, but my parents will have to figure it out because know he won't sleep withoutor Bree there. 82.00%
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