Chapter 194: Chapter 194
ASHLEY
"What?" | snap, lunging to my feet. My eyes sizzle with anger. "What do you mean you're hiring a manager to
oversee MY company? You can’t do that!"
"I can, Ashley, and | will." Father replies bluntly as his eyes dart around my work space. | hadn't expected him to
show up suddenly in the middle of the day or to cto such a rash decision just when | am starting to see
glimpses of a clothing line | might be inspired to create. My sketchpad has gone through a couple of torn pages
before | finally drew something akin to a vision of the new line.
"Sales are not slow on your end; they're practically inexistent now. We're out of stock for most of the highly
sought-after designs at the walk-in stores. The customer support of this company’s website is a mad house.
There’s an egregious number of complaints yet no one has deigned to give appropriate replies." He leers at me
with a clenched jaw. "Every single ta woman breaks your heart, you let your emotions affect a billion-dollar
company | built from the ground up with my sweat. That ends now. | need someone who knows how to keep his
feelings in check and run a business professionally."
"Father!"
"Someone who knows not to mix business with pleasure, especially at the work place!" His eyes flash angrily as
it stays on me. | dip mine, aware that he is referring to the scene where he walked in onsmashing my third
assistant in the last two weeks.
Somehow, | becreluctant to work with them after we have sex.
"You might be my son but you clearly lack what it takes to run a company long term without making stupid
decisions because of women."
"I'm sorry, okay? | was dealing with stuff but it’s over now. I've got the clarity | wanted. I'm good now."
"I DON'T CARE, Ash. I've heard that line countless times and given you countless opportunities but you always
fail me. And you know what's funny? Ashal has been through much worse than you in the last few years yet his
company still does very well at the end of each quarter. You see, you have no justifiable excuse for your
incompetence."
My eyes darken at the harsh comparison. "Really? Now, it’s Ashal and not Asher?" | chuckle dryly. "For the
longest time, you loathed Ashal because of his illness. You never gave him a breathing space, always blaming
him for his condition and indirectly referring to him as a monster. Even when he outperformed Asher, you
continually recognized Asher globally as your right-hand man. Now, you suddenly want to unlock a new level of
being a pathetic father by using Ashal to shme?"
| shake my head in disbelief. "You have no idea the battles my brothers and | face on a daily basis but more
importantly, you have no right to tell us how to respond or react to our battles. YES, | am not Asher, Ashton or
Ashal but tellingthat Ashal’s been through worse thanis BULLSHIT! Yeah, he suffered through a medical
condition he never asked for and because of that, his love life was always hard. But everyone excused most of
his incompetence." Tears sting my eyes. "I was sexually assaulted as a child by your best friend. I'll always
wonder if you truly never knew about it..."
"Ashley!"
"Well, it fuckedup for life. Things like that have lifetconsequences, father, but somehow everyone
expectsto suck it up and move on. You all think it should be easy forto pretend that it never happened.
You holdto even higher standards than those who never have to go about their day questioning their
manhood while haunted by nightmares from their childhood trauma. | know Ashal has been through a great deal
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtbut at least he didn’t lose his unborn kid. I lost mine, TWICE."
Nicci might have lied about her pregnancy but | swear | formed a bond with a child that didn’t even exist. If Ashal
can still be in shock and feeling the pain of losing loved ones even though it was a close shave, then my paternal
attachment to my fake baby with Nicci is just as valid.
| keep my eyes on father knowing he will never know the truth about Nicci’s baby, mother too.
"I always get played by the women | genuinely give my heart to. Yet, you wonder why | struggle to form a
connection with one woman?" | scoff at him. "Like things can’t get any bleaker for me, you want to take the only
thing that keepssane?" | can’t believe how unfazed he is despite how difficult it is forto be vulnerable
with him. "Go right ahead, Brett Rolins. Your company will always cfirst, won't it?"
Grabbing my jacket off my chair, | toss it over my shoulder and brush past him.
"Don’t you dare walk out on me!"
"Or what, Brett?" | match the fire in his eyes. "You'll ask your goons to restrain me? You'll disownfor sport
and dangle my inheritance like a carrot while makinggrovel at your feet begging for it? Or, you'll hand it all
over to your real son to showmy place? Do whatever the fuck you want. There's nothing left forto lose
anyway. Ignoring his calls, | storm out of what used to be MY company.
My safe space. My little slice of the world. It was also gone. What the hell am | supposed to do? | have no idea.
Though I had spouted a few brave words in front of father, heaven knows | don’t feel brave, or strong.
The second | get behind the wheels, my hands begin to tremble. This is my limit. I'm not sure | can take the pain,
the betrayal and the overwhelming disappointments anymore. | pull out of the VIP garage and zoom off before
anyone can seebawling.
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It’s pitch black and raining heavily outside. For the last three hours, I've been staring at glass of beer, watching
the froth fizzle away while nestled at a local downtown bar people hardly visit.
My phone died after a disturbing number of missed calls. I've been feeling numb and empty for the last few
hours, gaping at the empty bar and back to my drink, wondering what | am doing.
A myriad of thoughts have gone through my head in the last few hours. | can’t seem to escape the crippling fear
that | am nothing alone.
Without Brett's last name, | would be nothing. Without my brothers filling my life with equal parts and
intrigue, Danvarr wouldn't findparticularly interesting enough.
Sometimes | wonder where my trauma stops and where my innate deficiency begins. Is my past largely to blame
for my woeful existence or is that just a lie I've let myself believe as a coping mechanism?
Frustrated, | reach for my beer to drain it in as few gulps as possible, hoping to block the searing pain crawling
up my chest. Bust as soon as my fingers wrap around the glass, someone forcefully yanks it out of my grip and
downs it loudly to my horror.
With a small belch, Iman sets the glass down and smacks his lips. Where the fuck did he even cfrom?
"If you wanted to drink it, you'd have had it already."
Bile tickles the back of my throat over his effrontery but as hard as | try, | can’t seem to muster the strength to
challenge his action. So, instead of smashing his face in, | get on my feet and turn to leave.
"It's Demi, isn’t it?"
I whip my head instantly, surprised at his outburst. A small smile tugs at the corners of his lip. "The diamond
encrusted knuckle rings are a fashion trend your brothers refuse to buy into so they're kind of a tell for you,
Ashley Rollins." His face is devoid of the roguish grin | have cto expect from him.
"Please" He gestures towards the bar stool. "I haven't got a job so | have all the tin the world to listen to you
yap about whatever and whoever is responsible for that sour look on your face. Indulge me. I'll buy you another
beer if it makes you feel better."
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Grinning, he winks at me. "Apparently, someone wants to get even. So, I'll ask for the last tAshley Rollins, do
you require my services to get back at Demi or anyone else? Yes or No?"
My eyes narrow to slits as | yank my hand free.
| square my shoulders and give him a burning look. "Quit blaming everyone but yourself for your shitty life. If you
were any good at executing tasks, I'm sure Asher would have kept you in his employ." A sting flashes in his eyes
as | continue.
"And even if | was interested in getting back at my ex-wife, best believe | know how to go about it and where to
find competent set of hands to do any dirty work required. Now, get out of my face!"
| make it as far as two feet when | hear him expel a deep breath behind me.
"Was going to save the best move for the last so here it goes. You need me, Ashley. I've got sintel that could
keep you and your brothers out of jail. Walk away and you'd never find out."
When | continue to leave, not buying into his desperate lies, he hustles after me.
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man in the trunk of a car shortly
before he was found dead. The dead
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My blood runs cold as | turn to Iman. Madeline's dead boyfriend's brother found evidence against Ashal?