NovelEnglishChapter One Hundred and Sixty Six
#*¥THANE'S POV**
| had never viewed myself as a good person. Never. Right and wrong were just two words to me. Riley brought
out a part ofeven | hadn't realized existed. She was the best thing that happened to me, but | never did
deserve her. | knew that, yet | wanted her.
I should have done the right thing a long tago; | should have let her go the very first tI lost control, but
selfishly, | didn’t. It only got worse. | hurt her once again; we had been alone in the woods; gods, | could have
killed her. | had never hated myself more; | had spent two days in the woods because | couldn't bear to see her
in the pain Id inflicted, but there | made a decision: | had to let her go. | had promised myself that this t|
wouldn't let myself be weak; | was going to do what was right, but then saw her.
It felt like I was seeing her all over for the very first time; she had been so happy to see me. | didn’t deserve her
love, and yet | wanted it so desperately. | tried to say those words, but how could I tell her that | never loved her
when | was deeply, obsessively smitten by this blonde girl with piercing blue eyes? How could | break her heart
once more knowing her past with the bastard Ryker?
I couldn't do it.
I couldn't break her heart.
I've killed without a single thought, but | wasn’t brave enough to let a girl go. Instead, | settled with being more
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtcautious; | was ready to go the length, as long as | tamed the Lycan in me, just so she would be safe around me.
The wolf-bane wasn’t as effective as | thought, but with the acid in my veins, | wouldn't be able to sleep; this
way | could be more ‘cautious’.
| was just so damn greedy, and this tshe had almost lost her life; if she hadn’t been able to fight those men
off, they would have killed her. | was more dangerous than | was willing to see; anyone close towas in
danger. | was the last Lycan; many more would cafter me, and | might not always be there by her side.
Riley had gotten better at reading me; she doubted my words. Of course they were all false. Of course | knew
that she had every quality to be my luna and queen-not that | cared about those qualities; | was ready to make
do with what | had. Damn, | wouldn't care if she was so frail she couldn't lift a rock; | was so recklessly in love.
But my bad decisions had almost cost her her life, and so | had to do this.
| had expected her to throw tantrums, even throw sstuff at me. | would take a few hits from her if it made
her feel better. | wanted her to let out her anger onbecause | did deserve it, but no, she did none of that.
She fucking went on her knees, begging. She couldn't even see her own worth; she was ready to be anything |
wanted just so she could stay, and at that moment | had been so close; | had
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wanted to pick her up like the delicate glass she was; | wanted to end it all there, but then | remembered how
hurt she had been; she had to spend a whole day with the healers because | went out of control and | had to go
through with It.
Those tears-no, they didn’t turnon; they pierced into my very soul.
She asked what she did wrong; she was the angel, | was the demon, | was the one wrong, and yet, the fact that
she thought she had been the one wrong and the fact that she believed that there was something wrong with
her brokein ways | can’t even explain.
| had degraded her before everyone at that party had degraded her once more before Axel,
and | hated it.
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done with her, they would go after
her; they would harm her in my
absence. | had todo a Hog ighen
but thiswas thecharde decision |
hael'dver made. | knew what it felt like
to be betrayed; | had felt it. |
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