“Joslyn, my head is spinning. I haven’t drunk so much in a Long time. Today’s your birthday and I’m so happy. I want to drink another glass and make a toast to you, but I’m already full. I think my tummy will burst if I do that.”
“Hmm…They haven’t finished their own drinks. Hey you don’t have to drink anymore either. Blair, I’m really happy with your cousin. I hope you can find someone to be your happiness soon.” Joslyn knew about
Blair’s trouble in love affairs and in her work.
Blair smiled, rubbing her head against her friend’s shoulder. It felt weirdly good and relaxing. Then she took the unfinished glass of beer and drank a swig.
“Joslyn, I don’t even know my own heart now. And you know what? I feel even more confused about Wesley’s mind. When I decided to go abroad and study in England, I also swore to myself that
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI wouldn’t Love Wesley anymore for the rest of my life. He had turneddown so mercilessly. But when I cback and met him once more, I couldn’t help falling in Love with him all over again. He’s such an attractive young man! But that jerk! If he doesn’t Love me, why does he keepin his apartment? He toldthat he will Letgo when I have a boyfriend. Don’t you think he’s being ridiculous and a bit weird?”
Joslyn wrapped an arm around her shoulders and laughed.
“Yes, he’s being very ridiculous. If Wesley were a woman, he would be a manipulative and hypocritical bitch. Haha…”
Blair thought about her words. Joslyn was right. Wesley and the female gender were a dangerous combination. She laughed out loud too.
“He thinks he’s doing this for my own good, but he never askswhat I want. I don’t want to have anything to do with him anymore, but I guess each tI see him, I get soft-hearted. He once told me very clearly that he doesn’t love me. Why can’t I have more self-respect and stay away from him? Do you think I’m a loser?”
“Shh!” Joslyn raised her feeble arm and covered Blair’s mouth, a bit loosely.
“Don’t look down on yourself like that. It’s Wesley’s problem.
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He doesn’t like you but still keeps you around him. He’s the one who said that he was doing it for your own good. But I can clearly tell that it’s because he loves you. He just doesn’t want to admit it!”
Blair gestured with her hands as she spoke.
“No, you are wrong. I don’t think Wesley has feelings for me. He takes care offor my uncle’s sake. I often see that he’s been fooling around with Megan.” She took a pause and asked, “Hey Joslyn, do all men like fooling around with more than one woman?”
“Maybe! Men are unpredictable, dear. You are such a beauty, Bless. Men like beauties. Megan is not as pretty as you. But she knows how to pretend to be weak and helpless in front of Wesley. Men are unable to resist these types of girls. Hey, I have a great idea. Why don’t you learn a few tactics from her and show Wesley your weakness and feminine side?” Joslyn suggested naughtily. Ever since Wesley had turned down
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmBlair’s proposal, she had acted as if she wasn’t interested in anyone or anything.
But whenever they talked about Wesley, she would feel a strange mix of emotions. She would feel angry, happy and sad, all at the stime.
Joslyn strongly believed that Blair should adopt stactics when it cto dealing with Wesley. She needed to learn to discover ways to attract him by her beauty and tantrums.
“Show my weakness and femininity?” Blair propped herself up on one elbow and drank another glass of beer as she continued, “I wanted to, but he is such a blockhead when it comes to matters of love. He is always so slow in getting my point. Sometimes, I felt so mad at him that I wanted to beat him blue and black.” She gave Joslyn a bitter smile.
“Why don’t you try to seduce him? It could help you know if he’s really not into you!” Joslyn was totally drunk and made a bold suggestion under the influence of the huge amounts of alcohol that she had consumed.
Blair rolled her eyes.
“I did that too! But it didn’t work. Last time, when Wesley, his mom and I went shopping together, he boughta shade of lipstick and a bottle of perfume. For a moment, I thought he had feelings for me. I was so happy and desperate for him that I was ready to get laid. I strongly feel that an upright and honest man Like him will not abandon a woman with whom he has slept, right? But before we got intimate together, we had a fight again. Well, it was not really a fight, but we disagreed and argued. At that time, I thought he didn’t like me, and recalled Megan’s words. That girl very openly toldthat he had a thing for her.”
Joslyn looked at her with a perplexed expression. She embraced her warmly, and her heart ached for her best friend.
“I really feel bad for you. Why can‘t you just get over Wesley and move on? When you went to