Chapter Ninety Eight Chapter Ninety Eight It had never gone this far before. This was the first tshe had nearly draineddry, and I knew it would not be the last.
I awoke in the healing room; my vision blurred, but I could faintly make out my father's figure standing beside me.
"Where is she?" "She is in her room." he answered.
I felt a slight fear-not for myself, but for her. Something was about to go terribly wrong.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAnd I was right.
She didn't visit, not even after I was discharged from the healers. The scar on my arms was another addition to the others, but I really didn't care about the scars; if anyone asked, I usually cup with scrap story about how I had been bitten by a wild animal.
After a whole month of not getting even a glimpse of my mother's face, I went to visit her. I knocked on the door to her apartment, but there was no response. The bad feeling that had been growing stronger since I woke up in the healing room was even worse now. Stepping back, I broke down the door.
I walked into her apartment, my heart racing; I checked her room first, then the shower next - nothing, she wasn't in there, I cto a stop when I spotted her. She stood by the balcony, lost, her eyes pinned at something up in the sky - something I couldn't see.
"Mom, gods, I was so worried." It took everything innot to let out a curse from the sheer relief that washed over me. She didn't look at me; she didn't even move; she stood still like sstatue. I walked to her and placed my hands on her shoulders, and she flinched; she seemed to only be noticing my presence now. It was impossible that the sound of her door being broken down andcalling her nhadn't snapped her out of her trance-yet it wasn't until I touched her that she reacted. Her eyes widened.
"I'm sorry." She muttered as always. "I'm sorry I did that to you, I'm sorry I didn't visit when you were at the healing room, I'm sorry I stayed away..." "It's alright." I assured, but that didn't stop her from backing away.
"I told you to fight me; you didn't fight; you accepted it." "I told you that would be the last thing I would ever do. I meant it.” "I don't deserve to be called your mother; I deserve to die after what I've done to you." "No, why would you say that? I haven't stopped loving you and the only way you'll ever hurtis by choosing death." She nodded. "I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry." "It's alright." I said once again.
For the next week, my mother was a completely different person. It was strange to see my father and mother abandon their work, duties, and even caution to spend twith me- together. For those few days, we were just a normal family.
"If you becthe Alpha King, what would you do?" Alpha Thane, my father asked one of the evenings.
The truth was that I haven't given that a deep thought. A part ofreally didn't care, but the question seemed +25 BONUS Chapter Ninety Eight important to him.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm"Make the pack so freaking wealthy." I answered, and he smiled, seemingly satisfied with my response.
I should have picked up on that clue, but I didn't. I should have known the little get-together was a kind of goodbye, but I wasn't that smart. I didn't read between the lines.
"We will be back as soon as we can." My father said to me, and I believed him; he had no reason to lie to me; hekladno but they never cback. That night when they both left, I had felt that disturbing worry, like something was off, but I didn't put two and two together.
I knew my mother was responsible for the deaths of a few pack members-sometimes she lost control, and they paid the price. And yet, I never saw her as a monster, not even when she bitand all I felt was pain. But when I discovered the truth that she was gone, leavingto shoulder a life of responsibility, pain and suffering I wasn't ready for my love turned to hate and all the good memories were blotted by the bad ones.