My Heart only Beats for You

With the sgoal, Lothar himself had put in his all to becan idol, even ignoring his own principles to carry out Reid's orders. He was doing all this because his sister would die if he didn't have enough money.

This was a reality for him.

How could he stay optimistic under this crushing burden? How could anyone, if they were in the ssituation? Lothar said, "Selina, in that situation, just living would take up all the energy you have. Would you be able to be optimistic if you were in their shoes?" Selina was confused by Lothar's words.

She had never experienced this before. Therefore, she couldn't understand what Lothar was trying to say.

"Even so, my sister-in-law has always been very optimistic," Selina said softly.

Lothar did not answer.

Their optimism was usually fake. It was to deceive themselves rather than others.

That was the only way they could live without being devastated by the sheer cruelty of reality.

Lothar stood up and said incoherently, "So, we have to be optimistic. We have to stop dwelling over those unhappy memories." Selina gave a wry smile.

She looked at her full, bloated stomach.

It was true that she had now stopped dwelling on those unhappy memories.

Matthew learned that Cecilia had regained her consciousness when he returned to the hospital.

"Matthew, my mother would like to talk to you," Tobias said to Matthew.

Matthew was stunned for a moment.

He cback to his senses instantly.

"Okay," he nodded slightly and said.

He walked into the ward.

Cecilia sat up when she saw Matthew coming into the ward.

"Madam Lawson, you don't have to sit up," Matthew said.

Cecilia shook her head and said, "I'm fine. It's quite tiring forto lie down all the time. I would prefer to sit up." Matthew did not insist.

"Matthew, you and Selina..." Cecilia said. She seemed hesitant to finish the sentence.

Matthew took over. He said with a gentle tone as usual, "Madam Lawson, it's a pity that we can't be a family anymore. Still, this is the decision Selina and I made, and what's done is done. Please stop blaming Selina." Cecilia seemed to be disappointed.

After a while, she said in a soft voice, "Matthew, I'm sorry for all the troubles caused by Selina." "Madam Lawson, marriage is a two person thing. She couldn't be the only person who was at fault. I committed my own fair share of mistakes too." Cecilia pursed her lips.

Even after all the troubles that she had met, it was incredible that Matthew was still covering for his ex-wife. It was as if he truly didn't blSelina for anything at all. How could Cecilia say anything else to that? "Matthew, you're a good man. I believe that you will find a better woman than Selina," Cecilia said after a moment of silence.

Cecilia knew that there was nothing she could do to reverse the situation. As it was, they had already gotten a divorce, and she was not thick-skinned enough to ask Matthew to remarry Selina. Cecilia could only wish Matthew all the best.

Matthew did not say anything in reply. His facial features were almost wooden, his eyes closed off voids. He had fallen deeply for Selina. How could it be possible for him to fall for another woman? Selina felt much more comfortable now that sthad passed.

She took a glance at her mobile phone.

There had not been any missed calls or text messages.

Uneasiness started to build within her.

Had there been any change in her mother's condition? She couldn't help but make a phone call to Natalie.

Natalie said that Cecilia had woken up and was talking to Matthew in the ward.

Selina, who was initially happy that her mother was in good condition, becsad.

Cecilia was chatting with Matthew...

Cecilia had thought only of Matthew instead of Selina after waking up.

"I got it. Goodbye," Selina said and was about to hang up the phone.

"Selina, hold on," Natalie said hurriedly. She continued, "Where are you now? Please cback." Selina said with a self-mocking smile, "Why do I have to go back? Mom doesn't want to see me." "Selina, stop throwing a tantrum," Natalie said with a serious tone.

"I'm not throwing a tantrum," Selina pursed her lips and replied.

Natalie sighed. She felt helpless.

Selina paused for a moment, then said, "Natalie, is Matthew leaving soon?" "Mother has already woken up. I'm guessing that Matthew will be leaving once they finished talking." Selina hesitated for a moment and said, "Well then, I'll be right back." After saying that, she hung up the phone and looked at her companion. "Lothar, I have to go back now. See you next time." Lothar stood up and asked, "Where are you going? Did something happen?" "Yes, of course, something happened. Why are you asking so many questions?" Selina said. She didn't want to talk about the details.

Although Lothar and Selina clicked with each other, they were still not close yet.

"Letgive you a ride," Lothar said. He continued, "It's hard to hail a taxi here." After a moment's thought, she accepted the offer. After all, if it was true that taxis were hard to would have to ask a driver toand pick her up.

That would probably be very time-consuming.

If that was the case, she might as well accept his good will.

Lothar brought her to a place not far away. Selina was stunned when they arrived.

There was a bicycle in front of her.

Selina had thought that Lothar was going to give her a ride in a car.

She had assumed that Lothar would not own a luxurious car because he was poor. However, she didn't expect Lothar to not have a car at all UMS "Are you going to givea ride with this bicycle?" Selina asked.

Lothar answered seriously, "Yes." "What's wrong with you?" "What did I do wrong?" Lothar asked, his confused gaze meeting hers.

He tilted his head to the side. He didn't think anything was off about giving her a ride with a bicycle.

Seeing Lothar's reaction, Selina was speechless. Then, she said, "I'm really impressed." Lothar did not know what to say.

"How long has it been since you graduated from college?"

ок "More than three months." S'a''h th FindN}}}I.n't website on Google to access chapters of early and in the highest quality. Selina said understandingly, "Oh, you've just graduated not long ago. It's no wonder that you're so silly." Lothar didn't agree with this. He retorted immediately, "Why do you say so?" After looking at Lothar up and down, Selina fixed her gaze on Lothar's head and said, "You're brainless." Lothar was speechless.

"I don't want to ride on your bicycle," Selina said.

"Well, how are you going to leave then? It's hard to get a taxi here.m Besides, it will be a long journey if the public bus." You o wontent "I'll get a driver to pickup." Lothar was stunned for a moment. Then, he cto a realization and said, "Oh, so you're from a rich family." Lothar did not say it in a sarcastic or envious tone. He sounded natural.

Selina was quite satisfied with Lothar's reaction.

Selina would not have continued associating with Lotharif he hadn made a big issue about their differences in social status. Selina made a phone call to her personal driver. After a while, a car arrived for her.

After saying goodbye to Lothar, Selina went back to the hospital.

She found Natalie waiting for her at the main entrance of the hospital once she arrived at the hospital.

Natalie seemed to be relieved when she saw Selina. She said, "Selina, you're finally here." Selina nodded. Then, she hesitated and said, "Has Matthew left?" X