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Chapter 0195
“Fuck, you scared me” I put my hand on my chest as if that would slow down my beating
hard.
“Sorry. I thought you saw me coming in” she says looking sheepish.
I was so lost in my thoughts that I hadn’t realized that they had entered the private booth.
“It’s okay…I just have a lot on mind”
“Care to share?” Letty asks, taking her seat.
I shake my head. “Not really”
It’s not that I didn’t want to share, it’s just that I didn’t know how to. How do I even begin
telling them that the criminal everyone is tirelessly searching for is my baby’s uncle? Or
that we have been in contact and
as if that wasn’t worse I permitted him to be in my baby’s life?
“Does this have to do with Rowan again?” Letty leans forward. Her eyes sparkling for
some odd reason.”
Travis said that Rowan called him a few days ago and he was butt drunk”
I frown at that. I can’t remember the last time Rowan got drunk. He stopped drinking too
much after Noah
was born. Plus he’s gone radio silent since that night he showed up unexpectedly at my
house.
I still can’t believe that I punched him. It felt good because I’ve wanted to do that for a
long time.
“Why was he drunk?” Corrine asks, seeming curious
Letty shrugs her shoulders as she answers. “Neither Travis or I know, but I bet Gabe knows
and I double bet that Ava has an idea“.
They both turn to look at me expectantly. I shift uncomfortably on my chair.
“Spill it, Ava” Letty commands.
“Honestly, I don’t know anything. The last time I saw him, he turned up unexpectedly at
my house at night. His behavior was odd so I asked him to leave”
“Describe odd?” Corrine pushes.
“He got jealous when Noah mentioned that Re-” I catch myself before I can say his name.
“Noah. mentioned something about suitors and he went ballistic saying I belonged to him
and he wasn’t going to allow me to whore myself to other men”
“Ooh, so possessive. I never thought I would see the day when Rowan becomes
possessive towards you” Letty says all dreamy..
I just look at her like she was losing her grip on reality.
“You can’t be serious, Letty. This is Rowan we are talking about. The same man that told
me over and over again that I meant nothing to him. That he would never love me
because he hates my F***ing guts”
The pain I used to feel was mainly replaced by anger. All the heartbreak I went through
and all for what?
He is still a thorn on my side.
“I honestly t
think he has come to the realization that he wants you. Why do you think he wants to be
around you every time?” Corrine asks her eyes pinning mine. 1
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“Even if that’s true, which I highly doubt, it doesn’t matter. It’s a little too late. I gave him
countless
opportunities during the nine years we were married and he wasted them all. He gave me
nothing in
return except pain. I just don’t see things the way you guys do”
They’re quiet. Both staring at me like they want to say something, but don’t know how. For
now, all I want.
is to let this Rowan issue go. I don’t want to think about him or his sudden change in
behavior. I already
had too much on my plate without adding him to the mix. 1
“Look, I know you guys want to see me happy and for some reason you think I’ll find that
happiness with Rowan, but you’re wrong. Our relationship was doomed from the moment
we said ‘I do‘ years ago. We are toxic for each other. I loved him and hated him at the
same time while he only hated me. I tried transforming myself into something I’m not just
so he would love me and that didn’t work. Even if I were to try now, it wouldn’t work. The
love I had for him is buried under tons of pain, heartbreak, resentment and bitterness. So
please I beg you, let’s just let this issue go okay?”
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