NovelEnglishChapter 0271 - Josie - I hate the pack runs, more because I can't join in. It's the only tI am reminded that I am not like them.
They can't help it, they are following the gut instinct of their very being. Why should they change centuries of tradition just for one person. They shouldn't and as much as I try, I try to not hold it against them.
But no matter how much I try, it still hurts. The pain still claws at my chest of not being enough, of not being complete.
This cabin in the meadows was my go to place during pack runs. They aren't meant to cout to this part of the pack grounds, but I am not allowed to shoot...just in case I hit a wolf.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtOrders from the Alpha, Dad. In here, I am tucked away. Not a dirty little secret, but more...kept out of harm's way and vice versa.
Lobo is withas I chase him around the cabin, music blearing out as I try to work off the frustration that was building within me.
I was always frustrated during the pack runs, but this tit felt more intense...what happened in the storage cupboard, or almost happened, tortured my mind for the rest of the day.
I change the music to the sound of calming, relaxation tones as I take a deep breath in. Letting my body relax.
I roll my head from side to side...trying to find that inner peace. Something I haven't found since our guest arrived. He had a way of makingfeel unbalanced, not in control...almost...anxious.
Closing my eyes I try to clear any thoughts but all I get are flashbacks of him climbing off his bike earlier...how I wanted to go to him. An unexplainable pull to him that I wanted to give into. I've never experienced that sensation before.
I hear Lobo moving around the cabin, sniffing at the skirting boards until he stops at the door...and starts to growl in warning. For the most part, Lobo was an extremely friendly dog...but mainly only withand Mum...even Dad. But any other males, he struggled with, he didn't trust. He tolerates Maya but only because she is female and tries to buy his affection with dog biscuits she secretly passes him in the kitchen when she is over.
I ignore him at first, it was night tand we were in the quiet meadows, a hot spot for nocturnal animals. But as his growl descends into a menancing bark, I start to take notice.
Moving to my music player, I turn the music down, letting Lobo have full access to his canine hearing.
The pack members know not to stray this far from the usual planned route, just in case.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmAs I turn the music player off, I hear howling in the distance. As expected...it was a full moon tonight but what I didn't expect was Lobo to remain so persistent that he moves in front of me, to block me. His dog fangs on show, preparing to attack.
I reach behind me, into my back waistband of my leggings... reaching for my gun. I was going against M protocoNbut I was vulnerable, the rest of the pack in the other direction andalone with Lobo, the gun was my only line of defence.
Clicking the safety off, I aim the gun for the door, moving around Lobo and taking a step towards it. My trusted companion Xends d his head down, his back arching and his claws pawing on the wooden floor as he prepares to leap...fuck...my adrenaline was pumping through my heart. My heart felt as if it would break free of my chest. I didn't scare easily, but he was right...someone was outside.
"Who's there?" I demand, trying to hide the tremor in my voice. This is what I was trained for, this is what I am prepared for... but when it actually happens... The door slowly creaks open, and I take a step back, my gun rising at the intruder. Holding my breath I prepare to pull the trigger back, just breathe Josie...just imagine they are a target board.
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