Chapter 208 I Hate Myself the Most
Braden ;watched Amelie taking all the medicine and ordered her to sit in the rest area.
Amelie did not complain. She returned to the rest area with dull eyes and sat there like a soulless
zombie. She did not make any
noise.
Braden’s handsome face was tense and his eyes were cold. “You still have the nerve to ask. Why is she like this? Don’t you know?”
Shirley’s anger that had just been extinguished shot up again. “Braden, can you speak properly? If you
really think that I have committed a heinous crime, you can come back at me. Don’t be so sarcastic here,
always standing on the moral high ground to suppress me!”
Braden looked straight into her eyes with a hint of sadness in his eyes. He asked softly, “A little life is
gone because of woman has been ruined by you. Do you really not feel guilty at all? Do you feel that you
have no responsibility at all?”
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Shirley was speechless.
How could she not feel guilty? In the past four years, there had never been a day when she would not be
condemned by her
conscience.
It was just that time could not be reversed. Shirley could not let this accident punish her for a lifetime.
“That day, I carried her, who was covered in blood, to the hospital. The doctor said… If I sent her a little
earlier, the child might be saved. Amelie’s uterus could also be kept. Just a little earlier will do!”
Braden’s deep eyes were full of sadness, and the ends of his eyes were red. It was really painful and
sad.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtHe asked Shirley in a suppressed voice, “Why did you push her? I have put her in a place you can’t see.
Why are you still unwilling to
let her go?”
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Shirley stood there helplessly, her palms unconsciously sweating.
She had many things to explain. She wanted to tell Braden that it wasn’t her who had taken the initiative
to look for Amelie. It was Amelie who had looked for Shirley instead.
Moreover, it wasn’t her who pushed Amelie first. It was Amelie who kept provoking her, so Shirley….
However, no matter how Shirley explained it, in front of this bloody tragedy, she was not innocent, It was
better not to explain!
“A little earlier, just a little bit, and this tragedy will not happen. Why are you so cruel to the point of not
helping? What are you afraid
of?”
Braden’s bright eyes flashed with tears. His eyes were not filled with anger, but regret. “At that time, I had
already chosen you. If I had chosen you earlier, everything would have been different!”
At that time, Braden and Shirley had left the dangerous Robinson family. He confirmed his feelings for
this woman.
Braden was
also waiting for her answer, an answer to start with him all over again.
But who knew that such an accident would happen…
If it were a little earlier, he and Shirley would not end up like this!
‘I am very sorry!”
Shirley lowered her head silently and said from the bottom of her heart.
“Ever since the baby was gone, Amelie has gone crazy. The doctor found out that she has severe
depression, severe anxiety, and severe mania. She must take medicine and control it for the rest of her
life. After taking too many of those medicines, although they
can keep her calm, the side effects are huge. She will become crazy from then on. Only when I am by
her side will she be slightly
better…”
Braden looked at the dazed Amelie and sighed. He continued, “When she is awake, she realizes that her
child was gone, and she lost her uterus. She cries all day. When she relapses, she thinks that she is still
pregnant. She takes me to do a prenatal checkup and goes to the toy store. She probably did not take
any medicine today. She insisted that it was the child’s funeral and wanted to buy a few sets of clothes
for the child. Then she met you and was stimulated. That was why her reaction was so scary.”
Braden told Shirley everything that had happened.
“I’m telling you all this not because I want to take revenge on you and suppress you I just want you to
know that you are not the only one who has been aggrieved in this world. You are very aggrieved, and
Amelie is very miserable. How can I not be sad?”
Braden’s expression was a little painful.
He had been sealed and did not want to mention these things again. He also told himself that he did not
want to do anything for the rest of his life and just obediently atone for his sins.
However, Shirley returned. There were some things that could no longer pretend to be non–existent.
“You said that I hate you. I admit that there was a time when I really hated you and wanted to strangle
you to death. However, who I hate the most was myself. It was I who did not manage the relationship
between the two of you. It was I who thought too good of it. It was I who reacted too slowly and did not
stop this tragedy as quickly as I could…”
Braden could no longer continue.
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His tall body turned over and his broad back trembled slightly. It was as if he was forcing himself to
swallow this sorrow.
It was rare for Shirley to see the cold and arrogant Braden. When he was so fragile and helpless, he was
like a lost child.
In her memory, Shirley had only seen him like this once at his brother’s funeral.
Her heart also felt uncomfortable, and she couldn’t help but want to go forward and hold him…
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmDeep in her heart, a voice immediately jumped out, constantly reminding her, “Don’t be sympathetic to a
man!”
In the end, Shirley only gave a few perfunctory comforting words, “Things have happened. What can we
do? Take it easy!”
After all, other than taking it easy, what else could they do?
“Do you need me to do anything?”
Shirley asked Braden
Braden took a deep breath and finally adjusted his mood. He slowly turned around. His handsome face
was as cold and ruthless as before, but his red eyes revealed the shameful fact that he was shedding
tears.
“If you really feel guilty, then be tolerant of Amelie She may not be a good woman, but she is not an evil
person. Her fate is very
miserable
Her brother loved her so much if he was still alive, their family of three would definitely be very happy
Shit happens. As the person who benefited from it, Shirley could only alleviate the guilt in her heart by
treating Amelie well.
“Understood!”
Shirley nodded
it could be seen that Braden really loved Amelie Amelie was in such a sorry state, yet Braden still
refused to leave her What respectful love!
No wonder Braden wanted to divorce Shirley back then!
“Amelie and I are going to that baby’s tomb now. If it’s convenient for you, let’s go together!”
Braden asked coldly.
He felt that Shirley had to resolve this matter. Otherwise, this would be a tumor that no one could let go
of. Everyone was trapped in it.
However, he wasn’t sure if Shirley was willing. After all, this woman had such strong self–esteem!
“Of course, if you don’t want to, I won’t force you.”
Braden waited for the answer from Shirley.