The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

171 Emotional turmoil... Ramsey o My heart nearly stopped.

Lyla had never set foot in my room before.

Seeing her here felt so surreal, Quickly, I placed the frface down on my counter.

Of course, please cin.

She entered the room, closing the door softly behind her.

Her eyes were red and her hands were fidgeting nervously, I could smell her distress, I wanted to go to her but I didnt want to startle her, so I dug my heels where I stood and waited for her to tellwhy she was here.

I didnt know who else to go to, she began, her voice trembling slightly.

Seth he toldId find you here, I gestured toward a chair, feeling happy at her statement.

Please, sit down.

She shook her head firmly.

No, I cant.

1... I need to say this or I might explode.

Alarmed, I moved closer trying to comfort her but she backed away.

I kept my distance when she held up her hand .

Please, Ramsey ...

dont cany closer Okay, I nodded Whats wrong? Do you want to tell me? I asked gently She took a shaky breath, as tears spilled down her cheeks, alarmingmore.

Ramsey, Im going crazy.

I have to tell someone, or I feel like III die I clenched my fists at my sides, I wanted to comfort her so badly, but I also wanted to respect her space.

What is it? You can tell me? She looked up at me, with eyes filled with anguish.

Ramsey, I could get into lots of trouble if someone knows this and I cto you because it was the most natural thing to do.

But now, I dont know ... Im so sorry because III burden you with it? Its not a burden, Lyla and no matter what we would figure it out together.

Can you trust me? She shook her head.

I cant .

I murmured something inexplicable under my breath.

You have to trustnow, I promise I wont do anything that would put you in harms way.

Please ... please ... Lyla, look at... She turned tear filled eyes to me.

I took a step toward her until I was standing close to her.

Gently, I lifted her chin, then with my other free hand wiped the tears on her cheeks.

Her lips trembled and, in a flurry, she leaned against me, sobbing harder, at I just stood there, holding her, trying to thrust away the crazy thought that cto my mind.

I wanted whatever the situation was to be Nathan breaking up with him or something along that line.

It would makethe happlest person today.

into my Lax sneered at my wicked thoughts but I ignored him.

After she was spent, gently, I scooped her hands and carried her to the couch in my room, ignoring, Laxs prompting to take her to bed.

Ive managed to stay away from women for a few weeks now and he was already itching.

We sat on the couch withstill cradling her until she climbed down from my legs and sat next 171 Emotional turmoil ... I have a wolf The silence that followed after the announcement was deafening.

I just sat there frozen, my mind racing to process what shed just revealed.

The High Priestess had clearly stated that a Moonsinger cannot have a wolf.

Then again... was she the one who helped them out with the Ferals several days ago ? It was you right? I blurted.

The one who fought the Ferals.

She stared atwith confusion in her eyes then shook her head.

Im lost.

What are you talking about? I shook my head, sighing with relief. I guess it wasnt you but... the wolf ... are you sure? She nodded.

Shes been withfor a few weeks now or since forever, I think.

From the first tI had my first encounter with those Ferals, shed ctoin my dream and talk toand stuff but she manifested herself recently to me.

That would explain your recent change in your physical appearance.

Did you know you look more radiant than usual? Yeah, she nodded People have been tellingthat.

But I kept her hidden.

I was so scared.

I thought... I thought something was wrong withbut she was with me, Ramsey.

Shes real.

My heart pounded as I tried to process her words again.

I knew what this revelation meant.

It wasnt just a secret ; it was a truth that could change everything.

A Moonsinger having a wolf would put her in trouble.

Plus, the irony of the entire situation wasnt lost on me.

Here I was, about to announce my engagement to another woman, while the one person who could turn my world upside down chose this moment to share her deepest secret withand not just that, one that could put her in trouble.

The Moon Goddess had a cruel sense of humour indeed.

My ceremonial attire suddenly felt too tight, the room too small.

Outside, the preparations for the festival continued, oblivious to the earthquake happening within these walls.

Nathan would propose tonight, thinking he knew everything about the woman he loved, while I stood here holding a truth that could change everything.

As Lycan Leader, I should immediately report this to the Council A Moonsinger manifesting a wolf was unprecedented, dangerous even.

But one look at Lylas tear stained face, all I could see was the girl that I had seen wide eyed in the ballroom that day and the woman who had unknowingly claimed a piece of my heart.

Have you told anyone aside from me? She laughed bitterly, swiping at the tear stains on her cheeks.

Tell who? My mother? Nathan? They wouldve looked atlike I was skind of freak.

Youre not a freak, I said firmly.

Youre ...

unique.

Special? She looked up at me, with amusement in her eyes.

You dont have to lie to me, Ramsey.

I know Im going to be in big trouble but I wanted to tell you first.

If ever this gets to the council ... 101 Emotional turmoil.

It wont ! I reached out for her hand, pressing it to my lips.

You cannot tell anyone else until figure it out.

I would have to tell Nathan now that Ive told you, She murmured thoughtfully.

I rolled my eyes at the thought.

Are you sure he can handle it; he doesnt seem like it.

He will, she chuckled even better than you but thats not the problem here Ramsey.

Having my wolf is another thing, the problem is, I havent felt her in days now.

I cant see her in the dream world, I cant feel her insidelike I did a few days ago .

Shes silent and I cant help but feel that something is wrong Wait! I raised my hand to stop her.

You had your wolf and now you no longer have her? She nodded.

It feels like she wasnt here in the first place but she was.

I saw her.

I was her.

I felt her and we went for a run.

I dont understand what might be the problem.

Does this happen often? I know you have a Lycan but Im guessing its almost the sthing except for the En. species? Yeah, I agreed with her.

Lax only disappears and stops talking towhen I offend him but its usually within a 24 hour window and Ill still feel him inside.

Maybe thats why ... Shes been gone for nearly five days now and I dont feel her .

Its like before I had her.

Empty.

Is there something I can do? Do you know? I didnt have a lot of experience with Werewolves.

Though I was mixed blood since my mother was a werewolf and my dad a Lycan but I had a Lycan .

Still, the earnestness on Lylas face madefeel helpless.

The one tthat she ctoasking for help, the fact that Im not able to help her was tearingapart.

There was a rapid knock on the door before it opened and Seth walked in.

He looked apprehensive.

I saw his eye dart betweenand Lyla on the couch before it settled on me.

Alpha ! he sighed I think Miss Lyla should leave now.

Luna Cassidy is on her way here.

She must have gotten wind that shes here, he pointed to Lyla .

Were not doing anything wrong.

I only cto see him, Lyla defended immediately.

She should stop being paranoid, if I wanted Ramsey for myself, I could have him.

Please have me, I muttered under my breath.

Its the Harvest Moon Festival, Miss and were trying not to create any scene, Seth said woodenly.

If Luna Cassidy should see you here ... Fine ! Lyla hissed.

III leave.

Then she turned to me, Can we continue this conversation elsewhere ? Preferably in the open or your office so your mate can be at ease. I nodded.

As she started towards the door, the door to my room opened again this time, more forcefully than before and Casseforcefully Cassidy ran into the room sobbing and straight to my arms.