Soul Land IV (Douluo Dalu) : Ultimate Fighting-Novel

C.858: You Only Have Me

“When we first met, you were like a child, and I protected your innocence and purity.”

“When we met again, you had grown up, and you gave me warmth and support.”

“The interweaving of silver and purple is the most profound mark on my heart.”

“Memories are painful, but I can’t help but persist.”

“Why are memories so sad? Why do I feel the deepest pain from the past?”

“I can’t see or touch you, but I miss you even more.”

“Who are you? Who am I?”

“Pain is only physical and mental, but longing is deeply ingrained in my heart.”

“In that deep-rooted memory, my vision seems to gradually become clear. It is still the fusion of silver and purple. I know you, and even if it is forever, I cannot forget.”

“I don’t want to escape anymore. What is pain? I want to strive to remember, to recall everything that happened in the past.”

“I just remembered, I remembered a sentence, a sentence that definitely relates to you and me.”

“Although I can’t remember if it was me who said it to you, or you who said it to me, but that sentence is really clear.”

“You only have me.”

“These four words are in my memory, the clearest four words in my memory.”

“You only have me!”

“Who are you? Who am I? If life could remain as the first time we met, I want to go back to that moment and take a closer look.”

“Is it that you only have me, or is it that I only have you?”

There is no melody, as there is no time to compose. There is only singing, and the distant and lingering voice.

“You only have me, or is it that I only have you.”

The soul’s questioning comes to a close, in the gradually unreal and low voice.

As Mister Le finished singing, he seemed to have no strength left to support his body. He knelt down on one knee and supported himself with one hand on the ground, because the intense pain in his brain made him sweat uncontrollably from his forehead.

He had known the consequences of singing this song to trigger memories, but he still did it without hesitation.

It had been a week, and every time he saw the figure intertwined with silver and purple in his mind, he no longer felt cowardly. No matter how much pain, he wanted to try to remember everything that had happened in the past.

Unprecedented persistence supported him, and his efforts to remember gradually gave him some subtle fragments.

She was important, that was something he could now be completely certain of. The woman named Nana was important to him, very important.

Just like the four words he recalled: “You only have me!”

Although he still couldn’t remember most of his memories, he chose not to retreat. No matter how much pain he had to endure, he was willing to bear it. He hoped to recover his past memories and recall why that person was so important to him.

“Uncle Le.” Lan Xuanyu had jumped off the bed by now and was nervously looking at the screen.

But just then, he heard a cry of alarm, “Teacher Nana.”

As he turned to look at the couch next to him, he saw that Nana’s face had suddenly turned unusually pale. She was clutching her heart with her right hand, and her body slowly slumped onto the couch. Large beads of sweat were rolling down her forehead.

They had known Nana for so many years and had never seen her like this. Lan Xuanyu quickly picked Nana up and laid her on the bed.

“Teacher Nana, what’s wrong with you?” Lan Xuanyu asked anxiously as he placed his fingers on Nana’s wrist.

Nana’s eyebrows were furrowed, and her pretty face was as pale as paper, trembling slightly all over, just like Mister Le on the screen.

“Xiuxiu, stay here with Nana, I’ll go find Elder Shu,” said Lan Xuanyu as he rushed out.

Lan Mengqin wasn’t at the academy right now, so they couldn’t ask the Emerald Swan for help, and could only seek out Elder Shu, who was very skilled in healing in the Life School.

Just then, Nana grabbed Lan Xuanyu’s wrist with surprising strength.

Lan Xuanyu looked at her in surprise but saw Nana shaking her head with her eyes closed tightly.

He had to stop and stand with Bai Xiuxiu beside Nana, feeling the changes in her breath.

At this moment, Nana only felt a splitting headache. That song, the one that seemed to torture the soul, deeply shook her heart and evoked some memories from deep inside her.

As Mister Le sang the line “You only have me,” Nana felt her brain explode, as if countless fragments of memories were shattered, causing intense pain in her chest and brain that she had never experienced before. But in her mind, the golden figure became stronger in an instant.

Who is he? She must know him since the lyrics of his songs were clearly meant for her.

The familiar feeling couldn’t be wrong, she must know him.

Fragmented memories continued to bombard her brain, constantly stimulating her memories, but the intense pain also increased, to the point where even with her cultivation, she was struggling to resist it.

It seemed as if something in her heart was resisting, preventing her from remembering everything, perhaps because the past was too much.ɴᴇᴡ ɴᴏᴠᴇʟ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ɴovᴇl(F)ɪre.ɴet

Bai Xiuxiu looked up at Lan Xuanyu and said, “Is it because of Uncle Le’s song? Did they, did they know each other before? You said Uncle Le also had amnesia, and so did Teacher Nana. They”

Lan Xuanyu was also a bit dazed at this point. The screen had already shown Mister Le leaving the stage with the help of staff. At this moment, the concert was also in chaos. Mister Le’s sudden physical change caught all the fans off guard. If it weren’t for the fact that “If Life Were Only Like the First Time We Met” was too shocking to them, they would have realized it sooner and the confusion would have been even worse.

Without caring about the concert anymore, Lan Xuanyu shut off the TV and released his spiritual power, silently feeling Nana’s changes.

When he tried to sense Nana’s spiritual fluctuations, he immediately felt a terrifying and chaotic surge of spiritual power within her mind. As soon as he probed, his own spiritual power was almost instantly torn apart. He groaned and blood trickled from his nose and mouth.

Feeling the stimulation from his spiritual power, Nana’s body trembled. The chaotic spiritual wave quickly subsided, and she held onto Lan Xuanyu’s hand tightly.

Then, Nana’s breathing gradually became stable, and her furrowed brows began to relax, only holding onto Lan Xuanyu’s hand tightly.

“Teacher Nana, are you feeling better?” Bai Xiuxiu asked softly. Nana closed her eyes and nodded gently.

After a while, she finally stopped shaking, and her breathing also calmed down.

When she opened her eyes again, she saw the concerned faces of Lan Xuanyu and Bai Xiuxiu, and the bloodstain on Lan Xuanyu’s mouth and nose. She immediately felt sorry and frowned. She gently pulled him into her arms and hugged him tightly.

It was strange that just moments ago, her brain was throbbing with pain, but as soon as she hugged Lan Xuanyu, the pain quickly disappeared, and her heart also calmed down. It was as if she had found her backbone.

Bai Xiuxiu watched on the side, blinked her big eyes, and was somewhat puzzled. She pouted at Lan Xuanyu, not knowing whether she was jealous of Nana hugging him or jealous of him being hugged by Nana.

“I’m fine now.” Nana’s breathing finally became completely calm, and she let go of Lan Xuanyu and sat up.

Lan Xuanyu cautiously held her hand, looked at her, and didn’t dare to ask any further, for fear of triggering her emotional fluctuations.

“I’m fine, but it seems that something that I couldn’t remember before was triggered. I” She looked up at the TV that had already been turned off, “I should have known him before, we’ve met before, it’s so strange. Who is he exactly”

Lan Xuanyu quickly said, “Nana, don’t think about it. You scared me just now, and I don’t want you to suffer anymore. You can slowly recall it later.”

“Mm.” Nana nodded lightly, but the song of Mister Le kept echoing in her mind involuntarily, and when the song appeared, her head began to ache faintly again. She quickly restrained herself from thinking about it again.