Will of chaos

Chapter 1350 Cap 1348: A Father's Frustration

?I can't follow through with this, is he saying he wants to make a request not as God but as a Father?

I couldn't understand where this conversation was going, I didn't even know exactly what this Demonic God really wanted, his every word seems to be used to test me, and his eyes watch my every movement and expression, I can feel something stirring my Aura and it must be his thing, also his choice of words so far haven't been very direct. Nᴇw ɴovel chaptᴇrs are published on ɴovᴇl(ꜰ)ir(e).nᴇt

I could tell all these things from the sheer number of people I've met, he clearly doesn't trust me completely, and yet he seems to need me, that means I have something he needs or I can do something that is helpful to him.

"(Power of Chaos, he wants to use my power for something.)" (I)

I have met Gods Several times and was able to discover that I am the only one with the power of chaos, I am an anomaly among Divine beings because of this, apart from my Power of Chaos I don't see how I can be useful to a Demon God who could essentially achieve anything.

"Zenos, you must have already realized what I want, I like your Cunning, so I'll be direct."?(God Hernoth)

"I need your Chaos Power, you have demonstrated the ability to transform Essences and the ability for a complete Spiritual Rebirth for the Gods."?(God Hernoth)

"I need that kind of power."?(God Hernoth)

"..." (I)

I was right in my line of thinking, but it makes me uncomfortable, I can see in his eyes that even if a request is made, he will not accept a refusal.

He must be sure I'll say "yes" to his request, but I'm more tempted to say no.

"I think I understand what you want, you want the Spiritual Rebirth of a God, most likely your son, right?"?(I)

"Yes, I need your help with this, Gods can die, but only in very specific ways, normally only the Divine Body will be Destroyed forcing the God to have to go through a Rebirth, his body will be recreated while his mind, emotions and powers will be maintained."?(God Hernoth)

"This doesn't feel like a Renaissance to me, it's basically the same person or in this case God."?(I)

"Correct, this only limits the God's power for a while and can be considered the way to cause the most damage to all the Gods other than ripping out their Essences, which is more complicated than you might imagine."?(God Hernoth)

"But I will not make this request for free, you will be rewarded for your help."?(God Hernoth)

"First of all I need to know, am I at any risk in helping you or your son?"?(I)

"Do you fear the reaction of the other Gods? Then don't worry, I took care of my son myself, no one will care about your intervention."?(God Hernoth)

My biggest concern was that another God was involved, I don't want to generate resentment with Gods, this is not good for the health of my heart.

"I won't try to hide my thoughts, I don't mind helping in exchange for a fair reward, I don't know much about you as God and much less as a Father, I don't even know who this son is who wants to help by finding me."?(I)

"The only thing I don't want is problems with more Gods, I have a lot of enemies at the moment and I don't want to add names to the list for helping a God I don't know."?(I)

"I hope your forgiveness if I'm being too rude like I'm saying, but I'm sharing my true thoughts, I'm also worried about something I may not know about."?(I)

"I've helped a Goddess like this before, but it had an effect that I couldn't control, the Goddess who went through Spiritual Rebirth with my help became my daughter, at that time I was taken by surprise, but I really don't want any more children by accident."?(I)

I looked at the Demonic God as I spoke, I hoped he wouldn't feel offended by the way I spoke and would remain calm, I just hoped that by revealing all this things could settle down with him realizing the bad idea of ??me becoming a Father of your son.

"(I really don't want to have a child with another man, so please... please, I'm begging you to let all of that go now.)" (I)

While I was begging the Demonic God to give up this request, his body started to change as if he was seeing an illusion, his Height decreased a little while his body grew and his face adjusted into a cold beauty, his hair grew as he looked to me still calmly as if nothing had happened.

"(WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!!!)" (I)

I thought I had seen everything in this universe since I was born with so much bad luck, but that's why I never expected to see a gender change like that.

"No need to shout, this kind of change isn't even that big."(Goddess Hernoth?)

"Can all Gods change their gender like that? Why did you do that?"(I)

"There are several Gods who don't even have a gender, but the vast majority are as they appear, few are like me capable of transitioning between genders."(Goddess Hernoth?)

"I think it's been millions of years since I took on a female form, probably since I became a full God, but I started my life as a Sexual Demon and as such I can change between genders at will."(Goddess Hernoth)

"Why did it change? Are you reading my mind?"(I)

"Yes, I know what's going on in your mind and you already knew about it, I took this form thinking to make you more comfortable, but in the end, you don't need to worry about my son, I'm not as reckless as the Fairy Goddess, I don't need your direct participation, I just need your Chaos Power."(Goddess Hernoth)

I don't really understand anything anymore, all I know is that all Gods are strange people, each one of them breaks everything I expected from a God.

"When I was young I was always a fool, I managed to seduce whoever I wanted, and I used that to consume the power and lives of many people, I gained more and more power, and with that, I gave in to all my desires, I remember one time I started a war just out of envy of the Queen who had incredible beauty."(Goddess Hernoth)

"The more power I gained, the more I gave in to all my darkest desires, mass murders, orgies, torture, theft, and increasingly senseless conquests, that's how I became a Demigod waiting for everyone We took from the heart."(Goddess Hernoth)

"I remember the things I did back then, I regret the way I did a lot of things, but I don't regret doing anything."(Goddess Hernoth)

"As the centuries passed, many things became clearer to me, it was when I began the culture of Demons to focus their darkest desires into something beneficial, with that I achieved Divinity a few thousand years later and celebrated by raising a son."(Goddess Hernoth)

"The things I did in the past isolated me away from Mortals and other Deities, after a few centuries I wanted someone by my side and so I had my first child, I was selfish and arrogant."(Goddess Hernoth)

"As time passed, my son became a mirror of me in my youth, I was proud of him until the moment I realized his mistakes, he was making the same mistakes I made in the past and even worse."(Goddess Hernoth)

"When he became a Demigod and with my help a God then he became worse, I saw in him the reflections of my own faults and I raised another son."(Goddess Hernoth)

"The Demonic Essence you possess belonged to my first son, not even his Soul is left and my second son follows the same paths."(Goddess Hernoth)

"I failed as a Father, it frustrates me watching them make the same mistakes as me and getting lost in them instead of learning from their mistakes."(Goddess Hernoth)

"If things continue like this, my second son will have the same fate as the first, I can't let this go and I need your help to start everything over from scratch."(Goddess Hernoth)

"(This Demon God is treating me like a damn restart button.)" (I)

"There was never anything I couldn't do, but with my children, I messed up every time, the frustration of their failures falls on me, their father."(Goddess Hernoth)

"I couldn't protect the first one, I didn't even try to protect him and I regret that now, but this time I will correct my foolish second son."(Goddess Hernoth)

I feel like something is not right, he started talking about his past and his children very suddenly, something was wrong.

"You're trying to convince me with a sob story, aren't you? How much of what you said is true?"(I)

"It seems that Selene has another son who knows how to use his brain besides Elizabeth."(Goddess Hernoth)

His sad appearance faded away as his eyes became as calm as a bottomless pit, it was as if every emotion he had shown so far was someone else's instead of him.

"I may have dramatized a little, but I didn't lie, I made a mistake as a Father and I don't accept losing another child, that's why I'm here and I hope you accept my request."(Goddess Hernoth)