Chapter 90 : Secret Plans
*Lena*
I brushed a kiss against Xander's lips, but then pulled away. I looked down at him, taking in every line
and sharp curve of his face. I ran my thumbs along his jaw, holding his face between my hands as I
met his eyes.
The room around us was quiet, and the curtains to the strange underground world outside the palace
were closed, shielding us inside a sanctuary of deep greens and red velvets. I did feel safe here. I felt
safe for the first time in a very, very long time.
“Are you feeling better?" he asked, his voice the softest whisper. I nodded, shrugging a shoulder as I
continued to look down at him. “Did you really think cutting your hair was going to be enough of a
disguise to prevent people from finding out who you were?"
I glared at him, then attempted to roll off of him as a playful expression played across his face. He held
me in place, arching a brow.
“I thought you'd left me," I said sharply, swatting him.
He only tightened his grip. “Do you understand now that I've never done that to you, not even once?"
“What about the train station?" I countered, and he let out his breath.
“I thought I was protecting you from… from this."
“You should have told me about the vampires."
“I know. I'm sorry. I should have, but I honestly thought I could prevent this from happening."
I could hear the regret in his voice–could see it flashing behind his eyes. Silence settled between us for
a moment, and I placed my hands on his chest.
“Are you healed?" I asked weakly.
He nodded, then smirked, rolling his eyes as he gathered me against his chest and rolled me over so I
was laying against him instead of straddling him.
“Did you get the royal treatment too?" he asked with a little laugh.
I matched his smirk with one of my own. “Are you telling me a group of men held you down while they
rubbed you with oils and herbs?"
He blushed, pursing his lips into a tight line. “I've never felt better, honestly."
“Adrian will never let you live this down," I smiled, but choked on the laugh threatening to escape my
throat. “What… what happened in Cedar Hollow after I was.... Where is Sasha? The little girl I was...."
Tears welled in the corners of my eyes as I pressed my cheek against his chest.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtXander took a deep, pained breath. “She's fine. We couldn't find her mother…"
I listened with a heavy heart as he explained the aftermath of the attack. Clare and Hale hadn't been
found, but the castle had burned down to the foundation. Several people died, but the power I'd
unleashed had effectively ended the attack, and the families were able to escape and start what would
become a long journey to safety along the northwestern coastline.
“We found Oliver when we reached Avondale. He… he came with Adrian and me across the sea to
Breles. We took the Persephone–"
“You what?" I gasped, lifting my head to look him in the eyes.
“I can't go back to Avondale, just so you know. Keaton will have my head. We technically stole it–"
“You STOLE the Persephone?"
He nodded, a boyish gleam in his eyes as he fought the urge to smile. He told me Abigail had stayed
behind in Avondale to make sure Sasha was delivered to the palace, and that he, Adrian, and Oliver
made it to Breles but didn't make it all the way to Crimson Creek.
“As far as I know, Adrian and Oliver are safe," he concluded, but I could sense the worry in his voice.
He didn't look at me, his eyes were fixed on the light fixture on the ceiling, looking far, far away as he
lost himself in thought.
I didn't press him for details about what had happened during his time in Maxwell's keeping. We didn't
talk about what I'd done in the ruins of the ancient temple outside of the estate, either. We just held
each other.
A clock chimed somewhere in the room. It was midnight, and I lifted my head off his chest as I looked
toward the door to our bedroom.
“Do they sleep at night, like us?" I looked toward the curtains, noticing the light of their artificial day had
ebbed into darkness.
“Costas said their lights are timed so that it's day here when it's night above ground. So they have a
similar sleep schedule that we would have, I guess. He said they don't need to sleep often, or very
much."
“Are we the only shifters here, at least in Brune?"
“Yes," he said with conviction, meeting my eyes. He took a deep breath, pulling me close. “He's going
to use this as an opportunity to declare war on King Nikolas, to free his people. He knows about your
powers, what you are.... We need to leave tomorrow, Lena, and go back to the pack lands if you're
strong enough to open the portal again. Costas said King Nikolas uses the lower vampires to mine
bloodstones, which allows him to temporarily harness powers that allow him to open small breaks
between our realms."
“I know," I whispered.
“We can't be here. This isn't our fight."
He was right about it not being our fight.
It was mine.
I closed my eyes, letting the conversation drift into silence. I didn't want to talk about it. I wanted to
remain in this cloak of safety, and quiet, and just be with him for a moment before we had to decide on
our next move.
Because I knew we'd be separated again, and I didn't know how long it would be this time. There was
something I needed to do before I left this place.
And Xander couldn't know my plans.
An hour passed, the clock chiming again to announce it was now one o'clock. I languished on the edge
of sleep, my body and mind totally confused on what the actual time was in my own realm.
Xander's hand eventually drifted to my belly, spread wide over my navel. I almost flinched at his touch.
“You're sure?" he said in a whisper, and I nodded against his chest, my eyelashes grazing his skin.
“I know you said it wasn't possible–"
“I'm sorry, Lena."
“Why are you apologizing–"
“Because this isn't what you wanted," he said, the sharpness in his voice making me wince. “At least,
not with me. Not like this."
Everything I'd said to him about how complicated our relationship would be as rulers of two different
realms came bursting to the forefront of my mind, and I felt a pang of unexplainable guilt and hurt.
“This is what I always wanted, but never thought I'd have," I admitted. “I don't care what comes next.
We'll figure it out. You always said we would."
He relaxed as I spoke the words and nuzzled against him. Let bygones be bygones, I thought, closing
my eyes.
His hand remained on my stomach, tracing little circles across my skin with his thumbs.
“You said… I was sure I heard you say we're having a girl–"
“I did," I replied, my voice a whisper against his skin.
He sighed deeply, and I looked up to see a smile flicker across his lips. His eyes were closed, and for a
moment I had the urge to tell him I'd met her, that I'd seen her–that she looked like him.
But I didn't. I felt as though I needed to keep that knowledge to myself, to keep it safe, and secret, but
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“What happens now?" I asked, and he groaned in response, turning over onto his side so he was
facing me. He ran his finger along my cheek, then bent his neck and kissed me deeply.
Shivers of longing ran down my spine as he deepened the kiss, his tongue parting my lips.
“I missed you," he whispered against my mouth. “And as much as I want to talk, to plan–"
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him close, kissing him fully and hungrily.
He made love to me so gently I could have cried. He moved against me, grinding against my hips so
slowly and deliberately that I could barely stand it.
“Please," I begged, running my nails down my back.
He growled against my neck, nipping me on the collarbone, which caused me to cry out in ecstasy.
“I plan to take my time," he whispered, trailing kisses across my chest.
And he did take his time.
Hours later I lay tangled in the sheets, his body wrapped around mine as he slept. I was watching the
window, waiting for the first inklings of day to filter through the curtains.
Before he'd fallen asleep, Xander had told me about his first meeting with Costas. Costas had asked
him to do something, for me to do something, and I felt that knowledge weighing so heavily on me now
as I tried in vain to fall asleep.
He wanted us to open the portal and keep it open. He needed us to do it, to allow King Nikolas's forces
to invade my realm so that he could strike the king when he was defenseless.
In return, Costas was going to send his own forces into the pack lands to aid our own armies.
My head spun as I tried to wrap my mind around the fact that Xander had just told me the Kingdom of
Brune wasn't the only secret hive of vampires lurking below the surface of the realm of nightmares
above. There were four kingdoms below ground, all of them willing to do what they needed to do in
order to end King Nikolas and free their enslaved brothers and sisters.
Would their forces be enough to save our lands?
It didn't matter. It wouldn't matter. Not if I was successful.
I snuggled deeper into the pillows, and Xander huffed out his breath, shifting his position in his sleep.
He said he'd be making a decision tomorrow, but I'd already made mine.
Xander and I would be leaving this place, going back to the surface. I'd open the portal to our realm.
But it wouldn't be for the kings of the underground network of lower vampires.
I'd send Xander back through the portal, out of harm's way. I'd stay behind, closing the portal behind
him.
I'd wait until nightfall and bait the vampires in. I'd let them take me to their king.
And I'd face King Nikolas. I'd pretend to be there to do his bidding in exchange for peace in my own
realm.
And when I had him right where I wanted him… I'd kill him.