NovelEnglishChapter 375 “I've placed everything that could harm him out of reach. It would be fine after | install a guardrail to the windows and balconies and elevate the door locks.” | felt distressed to see Colin so busy. | doubted these methods could stop a person who wanted to die.
It was difficult for us to take long-term precautions. If Felix wanted to die, even a belt was enough. We couldn't guard him at all times. Colin's actions made no sense.
We first needed to understand Felix’s true thoughts.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAfter the suicide attempt, Felix becam again. He wantedto be by his side whenever | didn’t attend lectures.
He even grasped my hand to ensure | was beside him, or he would feel unsafe.
Honestly, sitting next to him was fine. | could at least accept it. However, | couldn't tolerate it when he held my hand, not even for a second.
| told him | had to draw. | couldn’t work if he held my hand.
Then, he askedto move the easel to his room so he could always be by my side. When | objected, he went on a hunger strike in protest.
His actions only annoyed me. | ignored him and refused to compromise. Perhaps he knew well that | wouldn't give in, so he didn’t dare to pressureanymore. He just followedaround.
When | was in a good mood, | didn’t mind what he did. When | was in a terrible mood, | would holler at him to stop following me.
He didn’t give up. Instead, he pretended not to hear and insisted on following me.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmWhen | was leaving college, | saw a vendor selling fresh cherries. They were large, red, and as beautiful as jewels. I liked them and bought some.
| returned a bit late and found Colin in Felix’s bedroom. They didn’t hearwhen | opened the door.
| wanted to show Colin the cherries, but I noticed him talking with Felix solemnly through the door crack.
As he had turned his back, | couldn't see his face. Felix was facing the door. He lowered his head, appearing indifferent.
There was tension in the room. It was clear that the conversation wasn’t going well.
1/2 +15 BONUS Colin said, “Felix, it’s my fault you got hurt. Don’t involve Lulu. She's under a lot of pressure because of you. She has lost a great deal of weight. If you sincerely like her, stop torturing her and let her be happy. Please.” Felix replied, “Stop speaking nonsense. | know you like Lulu. You don’t wantto be with her, yet I'm like this because of you. Well, it's okay if you wantto let her go. But you must giveyour eyes and legs! Can you do that? If you can't, please stop condemningfrom a moral standpoint! “You two love each other and feel distressed being apart. What about me? | feel miserable living in this hopeless situation! You promised to look after me. Then why do you wantto give up Lulu? You like her, and so do I. I'm even engaged to her. You're the one who should leave! | just want what belongs to me. | won't feel guilty for you!” Colin told him, “You're so unreasonable, Felix! I'm your brother. | wish you well more than anyone else. I'm sorry that | can’t give you as promised, but that’s not your excuse to torture Lulu. Won't you feel horrible seeing her in pain? She's unable to free herself!” “Hmph, | won't! | can’t see her!” “You... Felix, please be reasonable. Love is between two people. You can’t keep her by force. If you do do so, three of us will suffer.” “I don’t care! You two should suffer with me! It’s better than suffering alone!” Felix seemed to want to make things worse.
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