Chapter 287 My sensitive heart, the twe spent growing up together, my elders’ tears and pleadings, Colin's sorrowful back-they controlledlike chains, with no way out.
When | entered the ward on the fifth day, Aunt Mel hurried over towith reddened eyes. She grabbed my hand and began crying “Lulu, please save Felix. | know he’s done ridiculous things to you, but he still likes you. Can you forgive him? Please be with Felix. Only you can help him!” Everything | had feared was now coming true.
However, | didn’t want to. Why should | bear the consequences of Felix’s own choices? Why should | live a life dominated by others? | had Colin. | only wanted to be with him.
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What about Colin and me? What would happen to the love we'd just started? | couldn’t bear to part with him.
“Aunt Mel, there is nothing betweenand Felix at all. Colin is the one | love. Even without Colin, | won't be with Felix. You're aware of what occurred back then. I'm also my mom's precious daughter. Why should | forgive him after he has hurtso badly?” Aunt Mel didn’t listen toat all. She repeatedly implyto forgive Felix and save him. She stated that if something happened to Felix, she wouldn't be able to survive.
| wondered how Colin would react when he heard that. Aunt Mel spared no effort for Felix and even sacrificed her eldest son’s happiness. How would Colin feel? Aunt Mel didn’t let go of me. She shook off Colin's hand repeatedly, crying
and begging, “Lulu, Colin will be fine without you, but Felix will diel You don’t want him to die either, right? You used to like him a lot! You must be unwilling to let him die! Please helpsave him! Felix can’t just die like this! He's still young. Lulu, | beg you!” | refused to agree. “Aunt Mel, Colin is the person | love. If you want my organs, | can give them to you. But | only love Colin. | won't love Felix again.
Aunt Mel's request was just too much.
She still refused to give up. It wasn’t until Uncle Austin returned to take her away that | could escape, but she was still pressuringto get back together with Felix.
Later, Colin tookout of the ward, and we went to the terrace. Facing the chilly wind, we felt sorrowful.
He heldin his arms while calmly smoking one cigarette after another.
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Shortly after, there were more than a dozen cigarette butts beneath our feet, and the ashes flew everywhere.
Just like our hearts that had been tortured to the point of collapse.
Trembling, | turned around and hugged his waist. “Colin, | don’t want to leave you. Don’t pushaway.” Colin grabbedin his arms, kissing my forehead and brows affectionately several times. His voice sounded broken in the wind. “Don’t be silly, you're my life. How could | push you away? Don’t be afraid. I'm here.” It was soon tforto leave. Colin wanted to sendoff, but seeing his tiredness and depression, | refused.
1 didn’t want to make him even more exhausted.
So, | took a taxi halone.