My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1487 Chapter 1487 "Thank you. I wish that for you too," said Yesseca.

Lothar smiled and turned to leave.

Every step he took weighed like lead.

She stood in the splace as she watched him walk away. She was deep in thoughts as she did so.

After a moment, she widened her eyes.

Then, she rushed down the stairs.

He was still within her sight when she cdownstairs.

Seeing him, she shouted, "Lothar!" However, he did not stop. Instead, he continued to walk forward, increasing his pace while he was at it.

A helpless smile appeared on her face.

She found herself ridiculous.

Why would she be reminded of her own brother? How could a man around the age of sixty be her brother? The chances were none.

She must be missing Lothar a lot to think that this old man was her brother.

Just then, she looked up to the sky.

The sky was blue.

Facing the sky, she smiled, mumbling to herself, "Lothar, I am a fool, aren't I? A big one at that." Walking out of the residential area, Lothar felt tears streaming down his face, wetting his face quickly.

His tears caught the attention of many.

But he couldn't care less. He let them stream down his face.

After their mother took her own life, he had not feared up ever again, even in his hardest moments in life. However, he could not hold it at this time.

His tears did not stop until he was back at Essie's house.

Essie was already back before him.

Seeing his return, she felt the color drain from her face a bit.

It was only until dinner tthat she spoke to him. "Let's eat," she said.

Hearing her words, he went over to the dining table and sat down.

She felt her mood lighten as he had not once mentioned Selina over dinner. With that, she said, "Lothar, I got worked up just now. But I hope you will not mention that again. In another two days, I'll be able to recover your appearance for you." After that, she took out the worm she had prepared from her room and said, "Look at this. It's almost ready to be used. By then, you'll be able to get back your appearance with this." He stared at her. "Essie, there's no need for that anymore. I'm going to save Selina, and I need your help with it. I will give up my life for her." Right then, she held her breath.

All this time, she thought that he had thought things through. She did not expect him to be so stubborn.

With that said, she got a bit mad. "Lothar, did I not make it clear to you? You'll be able to regain your appearance soon. Just another two days! Two days! You can go back to your normal life and go back to your sister. That's right. I remembered something!" She softened her voice as she said, "You killed that man with your current appearance. In another two days, you'll look different. I'm sure they will not be able to find out that you were the one who did it. You can rest assured by then." Hearing her words, he laughed. It was a sad, lonely one.

He knew she was a righteous person.

If such a righteous person had said those words, she must want him to live on.

"Essie, please helpsave Selina. I don't want my life anymore," he insisted.

She felt her heart clenched.

Then, she placed the worm in his hands, saying, "Lothar, take a look for yourself. Take it all in with your eyes. It's almost ready. All you need is to wait another two days, and you'll be back to your appearance. Isn't this what you always wanted? To recover and meet with your sister again? If you die, how are you supposed to do all this?!" However, he remained silent.

He took it from her out of the blue, dropping it in the next second.

The fat worm wriggled its body, wanting to escape, but he stepped on it.

Splat! With that, it died under his feet.

Bright red blood flowed out of its body.

Right then, she felt like she had been struck by lightning.

She shoved him away.

Her worm was dead now. She had fed so much of her own blood to it, and it was now gone.

She stared at it wide-eyed. Then, she burst into tears and cried silently.

His suppressed voice sounded. "Essie, please. I beg you. You must helpsave Selina. Now, the worm is gone, and I can't be saved. Help me, please." Her face was covered in tears.

After a long while, she raised her head. "Isn't this fine like this? The day after tomorrow, you'll be able to restore your appearance, and then you'll be able to return to your normal life. You still haveas your friend, isn't that good enough? Why must you give up your life?" "Essie, helpsave her." He didn't answer her question and so he repeated his words.

Suddenly, she felt completely disheartened. "Lothar, do you really have to do this? Do you really not want to live?" "I'm sure about one thing. If I don't save her, there will be no meaning to my life. All I'll have is pain and guilt if I live." "Is there no one in the world that makes you want to live?" she asked, choked with sobs.

Holding his breath, he got into thinking.

Yesseca's face appeared in his mind.

Of course, there was someone he had in mind.

After all, there was still his sister.

At the thought of Yesseca, he felt an ache in his heart.

With that, he controlled himself to not think about it anymore.

However, she was persistent, and she asked once more, 'Are you sure there isn't anyone? There must be, right?" He nodded his head.

She felt her heart raising to her throat.

Staring at him fixedly, she asked, "Who is it?" He said, "My sister." Just then, her breathing quickened as she posed another question. "Other than your sister, is there anyone else?"

His eyes darkened when he heard her question. "I only have one family member left in this world.

er left in this world. Who else do have other than my sister?" She felt her heart being pulled apart. It turned out that he only had one person who he loved in this world, and that was his sister.

There was no one else other than his sister.

She wanted to ask him if she was not worthy enough to make him stay.

But in the end, she did not.

Why should she ask? He did not care about her, so there was no point in becoming delusional over this.

With that, she felt a burst of sorrow from the bottom of her heart.

It enveloped her, seeping into her bones.

She walked to the chair and sat on it while he just stood there and did not speak.

The two of them remained silent.

She finally opened her mouth after stime. Her voice was a little om hoarse probably because she had just dried. "Lothar, you're serious about giving up your own life aren't you? Fine, I'll help you." Soon, Lothar went to the Perry family.

He couldn't let Selina know he was going to save her.

After all, he knew she wouldn't want him to do so.

If she had known that he was sacrificing his life for hers, she wouldn't agree to it.

Therefore, he had to ask Matthew for help.

However, this time, he was unable to meet Matthew.

Lothar gave a thick stack of cash to a servant of the Perry family. He said

urgently, "Sorry to trouble you. Please letsee Matthew. I have om something important to discuss with him. This can't be delayed. Ashburn X