I'm Not Interested In The Main Characters

Chapter 77

Elysia gazed at him with a puzzled face.

She paused as she recalled the past conversation, wondering if there was something he had in mind during the conversation she had with Lumiere.

Maybe, that was why…?

“Maybe… I was not interested in the Duke of Esteban by any chance—Uhk!”

It looked right. So, after listening to her conversation with Lumiere, he speculated about the possession, but did he feel bad that she had no feelings for Cassian before the possession…?

Oh, my God…

What should she really do with this man?

“Because of that… Haa, you’re angry… Kyaak!”

In an instant, her vision was turned. It was because Cassian leaned over and buried his forehead on her back.

Was it because of the heat that filled the office, or was it because of embarrassment?

“Ah…!”

She could feel his body tremble. The hot heat spread from their overlapping place.

Catching her breath, Elysia slowly opened her mouth.

“There’s no way I can’t not see you.”

She returned to the bedroom and reorganized, and confided to Cassian again. This was a fictional world and she knew what the story of this world was like. She said that she came from another world and that she called people like herself vampires.

And, about the imprinting.

She, of course, had to add briefly about the characteristics of a vampire. Meanwhile, Cassian was quietly listening to the story while holding her from behind. It was easier for her to speak because his face was not visible.

Even though she trusted him, Elysia was still worried.

She didn’t have the confidence to face what expression he would have while looking at her.

Eventually, she took a moment to breathe for the last thing left. Could she talk about it? What if he ended up feeling uncomfortable when he found out…?

Perhaps, noticing her feelings, Cassian gently stroked her shoulder as if to comfort her. He then opened his mouth as if he knew she was contemplating whether to speak or not.

“I think there is another reason that you pushed me away.”

“I’m always thinking about it, but you’re too quick-witted.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment.”

Grabbed his hand that was wrapped around her waist and raised it, Elysia fiddling with it. Could it be that he felt the hesitation as she couldn’t speak her mouth and touched his hand?

Cassian reached out and grabbed her hand.

“I live for a long time.”

‘Never die, forever,’ As she added, it felt like Cassian had stopped breathing as if he had forgotten how to breathe. He would have understood everything without adding additional explanations.

Things like being afraid of being left alone…

Thinking that, she lowered her head and glanced at the hand resting on her thigh, barely parting her lips.

“As expected… Are you a little scared?”

“No.”

The answer came immediately, though there were no other words.

Elysia tried to shake off the anxiety that crept up. There was nothing positive about the view of a vampire, so it was inevitable that fears flooded in even though she knew he wouldn’t change his mind when he heard this.

Cassian relaxed his arms around her waist and sat down facing each other.

“…Cassian?”

Her heart fluttered as he frowned and bit his lip.

“The habit of biting your lips seems to resemble me.”

At that, she gave a light smile and moved her finger to pull the lip he was biting on. She was so scared that Cassian’s gaze didn’t turn to her. That feeling was also evident in the trembling of her fingers on Cassian’s lips.

Then, he grabbed her hand and interlocked it.

“Because it’s completely different from what I vaguely predicted…”

Elysia hastily cut off Cassian’s words. She was afraid of the words that would come out of his mouth.

“I know. It must be surprising.”

Cassian covered her cheeks and raised his eyebrows.

“I don’t know what you’re thinking, but no.”

It seemed like she was worried for no reason. Even now, she could feel his love for her in his face and in his eyes.

“I feel better now that I’ve said it.”

“…I’m sorry.”

“What.”

Cassian pulled her into his arms.

“Just love me a lot.”

However, she stared into Cassian’s arms as if she wasn’t going to listen to him.

Elysia didn’t want Cassian to think too deeply about her own lifespan. Seeing him say he was sorry already made her feel uncomfortable. She couldn’t feel the guilt that permeated the words that he was sorry.

“I feel sleepy.”

“…Yes”

She could feel him hugging her and stroking her hair.

As she spoke more candidly than what she had confided to Ramote, she realized how much trouble the corner of her mind was in. Now, she had a place to turn to and she didn’t have to hide anything from him. She could express herself to her heart’s content.

It seemed that Cassian’s shoulders might be a little heavy at these words, though for now, her eyelids kept getting heavy at the comfort of his arms, so she really wanted to sleep.

On the other hand, Cassian was gazing at Elysia, who was sleeping in his arms.

She said vampires…

Certainly, there was no race in this world that was given that name, even in the data or Gods of races that existed in the distant past.

‘Originally, she said her heart didn’t beat.’

Recalling that, he frowned lightly.

Cassian was concerned that her heart was beating and that she collapsed that much during the imprinting process. He hoped that there was nothing wrong with her body. But, since Elysia said she would live forever, he didn’t have to worry about that.

It was frustrating because he wasn’t the kind of person who would be able to do that even if he tried to find out more.

He then lightly kissed Elysia’s forehead.

He felt so foolish that he thought he just had to push and win her heart without giving her a break. He thought he knew all too well why she had to say all the words she had said to push him away. In addition, the imprinting that Elysia spoke of made him happy and, at the same time, tightened his heart.

…By loving him, wouldn’t the future Elysia have to go through something cruel?

After the death of a loved one, she must live alone forever.

He remembered the words that she had muttered in her sleep, and strength entered his hands.

‘Is there really such a thing as reincarnation? Then, I might be able to see you again.’

Cassian smiled as if he was happy just thinking about it, as if he really wanted it.

Even though he smiled, he was upset and couldn’t say anything prematurely, so he had no choice but to hug her.

Elysia expressed there was a very slim chance that she would make him her kin, though it was evident that she didn’t want to even try. Even looking at the memories so far, it seemed that she didn’t like the idea of ​​eternal life.

‘Eternal life…’

Even if she was reluctant, he could try, but. However, she originally had no hope because of her personality. In addition, the one who gets hurt when the results aren’t good would eventually be Elysia.

In the end, he decided to consider whether there was a way to solve this problem. He wished there was a way, but still… Cassian recalled the stories he had heard other than about him and Elysia—things like fiction or like Lumiere turned back time.

Thinking that, he pulled Elysia closer and shut his eyes.

The problem would be when he woke up. Now, he didn’t want to think about anything other than Elysia.

***
Elysia glanced at Ramote, who was sitting opposite her, and gently opened her mouth.

“Old man, shall I learn some black magic?”

At that, Ramote’s face was wrinkled.

She smiled as if it was the reaction she had already expected at his sudden expression of what nonsense she was saying.

“You are joking too much.”

“I’m not joking. That’s how I felt when I was kidnapped, though the black magic used by Peloit was a little different.”

Previously known black magic was only those such as necromancy or mental manipulation through potions. And, since this was to exert power that was not allowed for humans, the divine power would also not apply to those who use black magic.

Nonetheless, the attack magic, the movement magic, the magic circle engraved on the restraint, and the defense magic engraved in the room where she was confined—all of them generally had the same form as the magic they used.

Even though it was the same magic, the power itself was of black magic, so Elysia thought that it would only exert a much stronger effect than normal magic.

“I saw it for the first time, but…”

Ramote raised his glasses and nodded his head.

“There is no such black magic in the data we have. Where did Peloit learn it?”

Just thinking about the reason why black magic was banned, she wondered if it was possible for Peloit to use such magic at will. Besides, the black magic that she experienced was not far from what she usually knew.

Originally, black magic was the magic used by demons.

It could be said that humans found out about the five-hundred-year-old agreement that Ramote spoke of earlier, before the agreement that demons would no longer set foot in the human world was signed.

The ability to achieve impossible things, including stronger power, by paying a price for a contract with the demons was the beginning of black magic.

However, just because they are demons, does it mean that they always use evil magic…?

Although Elysia didn’t know for sure, there must be magic they use for convenience, and if that was the magic that Peloit knew.

“I understand what you are talking about, though there is no way for us to know.”

“Well. I’ll think about it now.”

“It’s not okay, though. Don’t you know what happens when you use black magic?”

He seemed to say that black magic consumed away the caster’s mind. As they are exposed to and affected by malicious emotions, they become increasingly exhausted and eventually eaten by those emotions.

In the past, those who used black magic on the continent were devoured by evil emotions and turned into murderers.

The power itself was so mighty that it was impossible to properly control it even when casting magic.

“I’m not human, so it should be okay?”

If it was here, maybe she could survive without going crazy. Elysia thought that that would be a good way to deal with Peloit.

“I hope you’re not serious about this.”

“I’m serious. I’m just angry for getting attacked.”

Saying so, Elysia sharpened her teeth, remembering when Cassian was attacked by Peloit.

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