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That night, I returned drunk to the pack but no alcohol could helpto forget
about what happened. However, just as I entered my house, Alpha Louis was
there sitting in the living room.
“Oran…” he frowned at my state, though we soon found ourselves sitting in the
living room.
I looked at the letter from our friend’s pack that he had brought to me. “The
Alpha’s daughter has been kidnapped by a group of deadly rogues. No wolf
that’s been sent after them has returned alive. Reuben is not in the pack so I’ve
brought this matter to you. We will need a group of skilled warriors to deal with
the rogues” he explained.
“Alright, I will see what can be done,” I put the letter on the table.
“Oran, what’s the matter, boy? You don’t look good,” he asked worriedly.
I fiddled with my fingers in silence for a while before I spoke, “From the
beginning, I knew that he had drawn the line but I could not give up. I crossed
that line with him again and again. At this point, I feel as if I have been pushing
him into this relationship. He seems forced. That’s why he is ashamed of our
mate bond. He never says that he lovestoo. I feel as if he is not mine even
though I finally have him.”
The Alpha silently listened tothe whole time. The room fell silent as a tear
rolled down my cheek.
“My grandma rejected my grandfather a year after the start of their
relationship,” the Alpha stated, smoking a cigarette. “Do you know why? She was
in love with another man. She did not care whether or not my grandfather was
her soulmate. She had to marry him because of the pressure her father had put
on her but she provided my grandfather with a son then left with her true love,”
he tilted his head a little and looked at me, “Do you understand what I am
trying to say?”
“Life is not always about love or mate bond,” he looked deeper into my eyes,
“Life is about priorities. My grandma could never love my grandfather. She
married him and provided him with an heir because it was the only way to gain
her freedom. She did all of that just so that she could be with the man that was
her top priority. Nothing can be forced above someone’s priority. At this point,
you and Bix are at the sstage. You choose what is your priority. Love,
matebond, or your own will of desiring something.”
He put a hand on my shoulder, “if you feel like you are forcing him then stop.
Because if you continue then it will
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just make you worse. If you feel like you are not sure whether or not he loves
you then go and ask him instead of feeling rejected. If you feel his priorities are
different from yours then learn to accept it. Learn to respect him. If you feel that
his happiness is somewhere else then accept that bitter truth too.”
He got up from his chair but stopped before exiting, “Be brave for worse too.”
After he left, I sat there for hours, thinking about what the Alpha said. I had
always wanted Bix to be happy but I connected that happiness withonly. He
had his own life and his own choice that was burdened by our mate bond. All
this tI had only thought about myself and did not give a thought about how
he felt. If I was cool to be with a man, I was being selfish by what I was doing to
Bix.
I never expected that I forced love from Bix. But it turned out I was the one who
was responsible for disturbing his normal life.
That night, I drove to Opal Moon Pack to speak with Bix. Detecting his scent, I
reached the first fioor but once I noticed someone else’s scent with him in the
room, I stopped by the window and found him with Lauren.
I froze in place when I saw them holding hands. My heart tightened. So this was
Bix’s priority and choice? A bitter smile took over my lips. I took steps back and
walked away without being noticed.
“Beta Oran!” A passerby bowed his head tobut I did not stop. However his
voice reached Bix’s ears right away.
“Oran?” he stormed out of the room. “Where is Oran?” he asked the man.
“Was he not here to see you? I thought I saw him coming from the direction of
your room.”
“F*uck!” Bix was crushed as both he and Lauran rushed out of the room.
“Did he see us holding hands?” she gasped.
“Oran!!” Bix raced all the way from the packhouse to the parking lot where I was
about to get into my car. “Oran!” He grabbed my arm and turnedaround to
face him. “Why the fu*ck did you not stop when I was calling you?” he yelled.
I stared at him, “Bix, let’s reject each other.”
“What?” his eyes widened and face turned white. “Why are you suddenly…”
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“I’ve finally realized it now. You were right when you said that it is impossible
for two men to be together. We can only be friends that’s all. Our mate bond
turned out to be a defective design of the Goddess. She made a mistake, now it
is tto fix it,” I smiled, looking at him one last time, “Reject me.”
“How dare you!” He grabbedby the collar. “How casually you ask for
rejection after, Oran! You don’t have idea how hard it was forto not fall for
you. That thirteen year old me, following after you like a lost puppy
any
admiring you from afar in the hope that you would be close toalways. Only
to one day be crushed by a harsh reality when I was told by my mother that we
couldn’t be together because we were both boys! You don’t have an idea how
many times I searched down to the very marrow of my bones for even a spark of
desire for a woman. You don’t have any idea how many times I forced myself to
have sex with a woman only to epicly fail when my mind was only with thoughts
of you. Your mere touch would makecalive. You don’t know shit! And
now you…”
His red angry eyes had grown watery then he just slammed his lips on me
without caring about the fact the passing pack members were watching us. My
eyes widened. What… Had he just said? He fell forwhen he was thirteen?
Before me?–
He broke the ki*s aggressively, “Go ahead. Rejector live happily! I DON’T
F**KING CARE!” he growled and started walking away towards the woods that
were going to lead him out of Opal Moon.
I stood there in stunned confusion.
“Goddess, you broke your man’s heart,” Lauren murmured. “After abandoning
everything, he ended up being rejected. I thought you were into him,” she
commented.
“What the fuc8k do you mean?!” I growled at her hatefully
“He is sellingthis pack so that he can be with you,” she lazily replied.
“What?!”
I stared at her as if she was insane.
“Yeah, he has been talking tofor over a month about this matter. I always
thought him crazy for selling such a good territory that he had re–built with
hard work but he said that there was someone else that was more precious to
him than this territory. After handing this place over into safe hands, he only
wanted to return to his soulmate and live a happy life. He did not wantto
judge you, seeing as I don’t appreciate individuals that are attracted to the
ssex so he introduced you as his friend, but it turned out…”
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My mouth was slightly gaped hearing this. Bix… he had been working hard for
me? He had chosenover everything else? Was I his priority? My body felt as
if I was thrown into the cold water.
After a couple of seconds of shock, I immediately chased after Bix. Only minutes
later, I found him.
“Bix!” I grabbed his arm.
“DON’T TOUCH ME!” he angrily shoved my hand away.
“Listen to me.”
“WHY? HAVE YOU NOT REJECTED ME?! GO AWAY. DON’T TRY TO CBACK IN MY
LIFE.”
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I saw him in tears and immediately pulled him into my arms, “I am sorry“.
“LETGO! LET GO!!” he struggled but I stubbornly held him tightly to my chest
until he stopped struggling.
“I am sorry for hurting you,” I buried my face in his neck. “I don’t want to reject
you, Bix. I just thought I was holding you back. I was forcing you into our mate
bond. I want you to be happy…”
“You are my happiness,” he pulled away from him a little and looked deep into
my eyes. “You are my everything,” he bit my lip then pulledinto a ki*s, “I
love you, Oran.”
Finally he had spoken those three words that I had been yearning to hear my
whole life. I wrapped my arm around his body and k*ssed him back, “love you
too.”
We ki*sed each other until we were breathless. I touched his lower lip and bit
his jaw. “What do you want to do now?”
“Takehome, mate,” he whispered.
We smiled at each other. Always bossy and
arrogant,
he was my Bix. My soulmate. I held his hand and we started walking together.
“Let’s go.”
The End.
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