Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia)

She was exhausted. She really didn't want to deal with him nor be close to him! Let alone be intimate with him! However, she felt that the reason why he cback that early was mostly to do those intimate stuff with her! She didn't want to be deeply involved in such a disappointing relationship! She would not make the smistake for the second time. She was not being careful, instead, she was just trying to be safe than sorry! She was afraid of being hurt again. She could not afford to lose. If the thing that happened three years ago happened again, she was really afraid that she would completely fall apart and never be able to get up.

Perhaps, God was too kind to her. Her love relationships were destined not to end happily.

She casually took a small bottle of perfand sprayed it all over her body. Suddenly, she cto her senses and realized that there was a faint jasmine fragrance in the air. "Will it work?" After thinking for a while, she shook her head. His obsession with cleanliness was obviously based on his mood. Maybe, he would ask her to take a shower again! This method was unreliable! "I got it!" With a flash of inspiration, Alicia turned around and went out. She took a piece of clean menstrual pad from her bag, then only she picked up the hairdryer and blew her hair.

At this time, Frederick was still looking for food in the refrigerator downstairs. In the end, he reheated sbread with ham to fill his stomach.

Back in the room, Frederick didn't even bother to take a shower. After brushing his teeth, he cout from the bathroom to see that Alicia had already got in bed, lying under the quilt. Looking at her on the bed, Frederick frowned. He couldn't tell what was wrong.

Seeing that it was almost 12 o'clock, he went to bed too.

After he lay down, he sensed that Alicia seemed to be maintaining a certain position at a distance away from him. He reached out his hand to pull her over.

"What's wrong? Are you unwell?" he asked. Why did she not say a word since she cback? Alicia wriggled her body and shook her head as she muttered, "I'm a little tired and sleepy..." Just as he was about to say something, a pungent fragrance hit him. He turned his head and sneezed, "Achoo!" Then, he took a piece of tissue and covered his nose. "Where did you get such a cheap-smelling perfume?" What was the point of putting on so much perfin the middle of the night? Sitting up, just like the past, Alicia raised her hand and sniffed her arm. "I'm going to sleep on the sofa then!" She was very eager to do so! How melotic! Such a noble man was indeed unsuitable for a nobody like her! Turning around, she picked up the pillow. Frederick reached out and grabbed onto her waist. "That's not what I meant..." Thinking about it, the reason why women sprayed perfat night was to please a man.

Although this fragrance did make him feel a little uncomfortable, after thinking about it, he felt inexplicably happy in his heart and his tone softened.

"Perhaps, the smell is too strong and I'm not used to it at the moment. I still like the light scent on your body. It's better than any perfume!" He lowered his head and kissed her gently on her shoulder.

However, what he said did not make Alicia any happier. It was clear that he had disliked the smell of her before. It was clear that in this house, the fragrance of jasmine could be smelled everywhere... As expected, men's words were all bullsh*t. They were all lies! His words were the sas that cr*p's. He could speak sweet words to people and make them feel elated. One day, he would stop saying what he didn't mean. Alicia retorted in her heart.

She pinched her thigh slightly. Just like the past, Alicia suppressed her unstable emotions and wanted the hope and emotion that she shouldn't have, to fade away.

She placed the pillow back in the splace while Frederick stroked her hair and lowered his head to give her a kiss. He hugged her soft body and couldn't help feeling a little emotional.

His actions were overbearing yet gentle, always giving her a kind of unexplainable feeling. Even if her heart strongly hinted that she should restrain from this, Alicia still surrendered to his affectionate and superb kiss. Her body and mind eventually relaxed...

It was not until a force had climbed onto her body that she opened her eyes suddenly and found that she had been pressed under someone. She raised her hand trying to stop him.

"No, not today... We can't do it!" His breath was hot and it was obvious that Frederick had been provoked. "Just once. Don't worry, I'll be gentle!" Alicia shook her head several times. She had tried her best to suppress the desire in her heart too. In fact, this intimacy was not as bad as she had imagined. At least, in her memory, when she was with him, even at this moment, her heart would be full of joy and desire.

However, she was afraid that she would fall into this trap, lose her mind, and finally get defeated.

Looking away, she spoke, "I'm on my period... Let's not do it for today!" "Period?" She had it a while ago. How could she have it again so soon? Subconsciously, his hand reached down to feel it. In the end, he could only suppress his desire.

Hearing his questioning tone, Alicia explained right away, "Perhaps I wasn't feeling well recently, thus my hormones may have changed a little... I'm sorry!" She didn't know why did she apologize, but when she realized it, she already blurted it out. Moreover, she felt uncomfortable in her heart.

It was really not good to talk nonsense or lies! "Fool, it's not your fault!"

Although the desire in his heart had not vanished yet, Frederick was a person of determination and Om self-control. He had his desires, but E he did not want to be driven by it. He bowed his head and kissed her on her forehead. He hugged her and did not dare to move again. After a while, he said, "I'm going to take a shower!" She could clearly feel his strong desire and the sound of running water could be heard. However, Alicia felt that she had been tortured and could not help sighing.

Why did she suddenly feel so guilty? Soon, Frederick cout. That night, he still hugged her and cuddled her to sleep for the whole night...

The next day, Frederick opened his eyes habitually to see that she was already gone again! As soon as he got up, he didn't look good. Why did she leave so early again?

A fit of unknown anger suddenly rose in his heart, making him exasperated all over, He removed the quilt. Only then did he find a piece of paper on the bedside table. [Hubby, I'm quite busy recently. I have a meeting today, therefore I have left early. I have prepared breakfast and placed it on the table for you!] The handwriting was delicate, followed by a smiley face drawn by her.

In an instant, Frederick smiled from ear to ear. He got up to eat the food were she had prepared after washing up. There were doughnuts, buns, soy milk, and sother dishes on the table. Of course, he never thought that this sumptuous breakfast was only compensation for Alicia's lies the night before. After enjoying a nice breakfast, he answered a call before getting up and walked out the door...

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