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But before | could even reach the guard's station I'fell to the ground. | felt the pain, | never expected to feel
before. The pain | thought | would never feel. The pain of my mating having sex with another wolf. The worst
thing of it all was that I could feel it was forced. Not just because | knew Ayla would never betraylike that. |
felt it, apart from the pain of her being with another wolf. | felt her fear, | felt being repulsed. Most of all | felt the
crippling guilt she must be feeling.
| want to reach out to her and comfort her. Hold her and tell her everything would be okay. Tell her that | would
never blher for this and that we would deal with whatever the consequences would be. At the stime, |
wanted to kill David even more than | had before | wanted to go over to him and rip his throat out with my bare
hands.
And to do all of that | need to know where they were. | needed to find her, he was getting increasingly more
annoyed and violent with her. For three weeks he had not hurt her much, or not enough for it to cthrough
via de matebond. Now in one day he had choked and raped her.. And | still wasn’t doing anything for her.
| changed my mind about how to handle the situation now though. So instead of going to the guard's station, |
went to Dad's office. Maybe if he knew what was happening to Ayla he would change his mind on how to go
about this. He was way too gentle and patient. | needed him to be the King. He needed to control the entire
county. He needs to rage war
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on David and make him an enemy of the country. So we can be sure no wolf can help him anymore. Isolating him
from the majority of his pack didn’t seem to be enough. Meaning the only thing we could do was isolate him
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Dad had to have noticed something happening tobecause before | could reach his office he was already
walking up to me. Lips a thin tight line, eyes creased with concern.
“Griff what happened, | saw you fall to the floor. Is it Ayla?” He askedstill walking towards me.
It caused sof the other wolves walking around the hallways to look at us. | trust every single one of them
but sthings you still should keep private. Ayla would have had enough to deal with when she cback. If
she cback because with every passing day, | was more and more scared that she would never. We were
closer to my office than we were to my father’s office.
“Let’s talk inside.” | told him pointing towards the door.
He nodded as his face showed more worry. He knewenough to know that if | wanted to talk about this inside.
That if | wanted to keep this private from the rest of the pack members it was something serious. He must have
understood it was most likely something to do with Ayla too.
“He raped her dad, and | could feel it all” | didn’t wait for Dad orto
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sit down. | needed to get this burden off my chest and make him feel the urgency.
Make him feel we needed to act now, that what we had been doing so far was not enough.
“Griffin, 1 am so sorry are you okay? I'm sorry of course you are not but I don’t know what else to say” He told
me.
As much as | wanted to be mad at him, as much as | wanted to blhim for not doing enough | knew that
wouldn't be fair. Seeing the, genuine hurt and empathy in his eyes comforted me. Another gentle reminder that |
was not alone in this. On the worst days, | felt like | was. Like | was all alone with no one who got me. But in
moments like this, | was reminded of the fact of how loved she was. How many of us wanted her back home?
And like always it would givea little bit of hope.
“Don’t you see it Dad, we cannot stop this from being a war. We need to act now, make David the country’s
number one enemy” | shouted, | noticed my voice getting louder but there was nothing I could do to stop it with
how terrible | felt about it all.
“I get you want to son, but think about it for a moment” Dad warned| wanted to scream at him.
Tell him that had done nothing else but think about it ever since Ayla went missing. He shotI look and | know
what he was thinking. And
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he was right about it | panicked about it. | stressed about it and | thought about how much | missed Ayla. How
badly | wanted her back in my arms. Not about the consequences of my actions. | had almost done something
rash and impulsive.
“But nothing we have done so far is working either, | don’t know what to do anymore” | complain as | start
pacing the room.
| realized Dad was right, raging an all-out war and declaring David the country’s enemy would not only isolate
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and himself.
“I am not going to tell you | have all the answers” Dad started and | appreciated his honesty but | needed
someone with all the answers.now.
“Maybe we can cup with shalfway solution, | still think declaring a war is the wrong thing to do. Not
because | want to spare David but, because | hate him for what he is doing to Ayla. | just fear we need to give
him shope so he has a reason to keep her safe. You can however contact Alpha Jay, and ask him if we are
allowed to set up camp on his pack ground. You can bring the entire army, even though | would suggest you
leave enough behind to keep our pack safe. Then you can scout the environment until you find her.” He goes on
to explain.
| get his idea if | find him and | have most of the royal army to backup, and the BloodOak army he will stand
no chance. Not even with the small pack he managed to still keep. It feels like | am finally doing
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something that is enough and for a split second | am excited to call Jay. Because | am sure he will be more than
happy to let us set camp on his pack ground. Hell, the pack had so many empty abandoned houses.
And knowing him he is going to offer us to sleep in the homes. One more week of waiting. But a week where |
can get the pack ready, train the army tell them all | know about David. Until | realize it also means | have to tell
Jay | think his oldest baby just got raped, close to him without him being able to help her. And suddenly | fear the
conversation.
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