Chapter 19: Mates?
It had been a long day working on the reports from the attack. Logan stood from his
desk, stretching and going to the nearest window. The full moon was rising, and he felt the hairs on the
back of his neck prickling. Logan looked back at his desk with the stack of reports he
still hadn’t gone through. Sighing, he returned to his seat, but he remained standing. He lifted
the cover of the top file on his desk, contemplating whether or not he
wanted to sit and go through more reports. Deciding
against it, Logan headed out of his office. He wanted to breathe the fresh air, run as a wolf under the ful
l moon. It was too nice of a night to be cooped up inside. He pulled
his shirt off, tossing it aside as he prepared himself for the change. Once on four legs, Logan
trotted into the woods, ears turning back
and forth as he listened for any sounds that could alert him to other nearby wolves. He knew he wasn‘t
the only one out for a run tonight! The
woods were quiet, which let his mind wander. The stack of reports on his desk still
weighed on him heavily. If things had been different, his father
might still be Alpha, but Logan had taken control of the pack at age 21. He was one of the
youngest to ever become Alpha, and it
had not been an easy transition. All his father had left behind was wealth from some good investments,
and a vision to modernize the pack. He‘d picked up his father‘s vision where it was left
off, renovating the medical facilities and the pack houses. Even now, after he had been Alpha for over fi
ve years, there were times when he still felt as though he would have preferred not having
the weight of the whole pack on his shoulders. Logan sniffed the air, heading deeper into the
woods and further from the pack town. Leaving
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇthis office, clothes, and skin behind, he could pretend for a while that he was free of his duties and
responsibilities. Not that he didn‘t love being Alpha and appreciate all his father had done. He
had a good plan and roadmap to follow. His father had been
very prepared and left detailed notes of what he had been planning for the pack. What worried Logan t
he most was when he got to the
end of that list of notes. What would he do then when he no longer had a careful roadmap to follow?
The question became heavier
and heavier in his mind. Finally, he snarled, growling into the darkness to break away from that thought.
He missed his father, but he had plenty to do in honor of him: Moonshine‘s break from
the Federation hadn‘t made his life any easier as a young Alpha. He‘d had to further assert his authority
and strength to prove that he was strong enough to lead with the instability that Moonshine‘s void left
in the Federation.
Starseeker had been supportive, for the most part. Logan had Serena‘s parents to help with that. They‘
d known his father and trusted him to take up his father‘s call.
Still, the situation with Moonshine was getting more complicated, if the recent attack was any
indication. Sighing out of his wet nose, the Alpha picked up his pace, trotting through the underbrush, pi
cking his padded paws up high to keep himself from tripping over branches and sticks. He moved grac
efully and fluidly through the trees, hardly needing to pay attention to where he was
going. His wolf instincts kept him from running into trees or bushes. If Moonshine continued
to press their borders and try to hurt their convoys, it could lead to all out war. The Federation had
been created for a time of peace. Logan did not want to be the Alpha that saw that come to an end, that
perpetuated it.
Moonshine‘s Alpha wasn‘t even a legitimate leader, but
when a coup for power is staged, the only way to prevent it is to go to war. Logan hadn‘t wanted that, n
either had Alpha Thomas, so allowing them to leave the Federation was the easiest option. Of course, t
hat only remained true if they weren‘t attacking his pack! Night Sky‘s greatest export to the human worl
d was fruit. It was income and trade relations that they needed. Moonshine‘s interference with their
trade convoys would only increase. They thought they could get away with it, and
Logan had to consider the safety of the entire pack! Growling again, he headed in
the direction of the stream. His mouth was drying out from all the growling he was doing at his own tho
ughts. He‘d adjusted well enough, and he‘d known that being Alpha would come with trials and conflicts
. He was bred from a line of Alphas, and Logan knew that he could do what was required of him. It was
n‘t always easy, but it was his responsibility. He‘d been entrusted with it, and he wouldn‘t abandon that
or take it for granted. The pack relied
on him, and he was their leader, their defense. Moonshine pack would be dealt
with, and Logan knew that with Starseeker still as an alley, they could keep peace and would do
anything to avoid an all–out war. He‘d like to
think that if it came to war, Night Sky and Starseeker could take on Moonshine, but numbers didn‘t nec
essarily win battles.
He needed more support, personal support. Having a pack Luna
would help take some of the burden off his shoulders. Someone to share the responsibility, to confide i
n, someone who would understand the pressure he was under. Logan looked up at the full moon again.
It was so beautiful, the stars in the sky the forest laid out
before him. There was a part of him that longed for someone to walk by his side through the woods und
er the moon.
Holly had joined him before. He cared about her. She was incredibly insistent that they were mates. Lo
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmgan didn‘t doubt it, but he also wasn‘t fully committed to the idea. They‘d always had a good time, but s
he wasn‘t
his Luna, and she didn‘t share the same responsibilities he did. There were things she couldn‘t underst
and about what he did and the pressure he was under.. Although, she helped immensely with the stres
s relief. Logan was fond of her. He was also happy that she had
been able to find refuge with Night Sky. Left in the Moonshine
pack, she probably would have been killed by the illegitimate Alpha. An attempt to remove all traces of t
he former Alpha‘s bloodline, Holly‘s father. She had
adjusted well in the wake of her father‘s death. It was
something they shared, and part of
what had allowed them to bond. Her desire to become mated and the mild pressure she put on him to d
and from a good bloodline. She‘d make a good mate, a good Luna, and a good wolf to have
pups with. It was the direction she was pushing him in. Logan feit like he couldn‘t be bothered by thàt
with everything else that had been going on. He didn‘t know if that feeling came from thinking Holly was
needed a Luna, but that didn‘t encourage him to take Holly as a mate with any more urgency. It was har
to say if that was because he was waiting for someone different or because he just had too much else g
didn‘t want to make anything official with Holly until he was sure she was his mate. Logan made it to the
and he stopped walking. His front paw snapped a twig he was standing on. Downwind from
the stream, he smelled something! He‘d never smelled it before, but he knew it was another werewolf!
Mouth opening, Logan‘s tongue slipped out the side and he began to pant. The scent was too delicious!
He couldn‘t see from his position. He was about to risk stepping closer, but the wind shifted
direction, taking his scent right into the clearing. Logan remained still. The mouth–
watering scent wasn‘t as strong anymore, but he still felt it straight into his bones. He had
to know who it was!
He waited to see if they would reveal themselves. After several moments of silence, with the wind blowin
wolf was even in the clearing anymore. Logan gave up and headed back out of the forest.