Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia)

When Trevor walked out, he realized that she had changed her clothes and was stunned for two seconds.

As Trevor approached her, his cell phone was thrown into his arms before he could say anything. She looked depressed and impatient, totally different from her attitude before that. He was puzzled so he asked, "What's wrong?" Did something happen? Victoria pushed his hand away just when he wanted to reach out to her. She cried, "What's wrong? 5251 ? What does it mean? Don't you know what's hidden in your phone?" Her angry roar brought Trevor back to reality. He asked, "Did you check my phone?" It could be heard from his tone that he was furious and displeased! At the stime, he was also thinking. How did she know? Had he mentioned it recently when he was talking to someone? He didn't remember anything about the photos at all. Trevor didn't realize it and kept thinking about the text messages. There were hundreds of people in his contact list. So, how did she find it, and what did she find? "Why? Are you angry that I finally found out about it? 525 is her birthday, isn't it? Does 5251 mean 'I love you'? Since you love her so much and can't let her go, why do you still want to be with me? I didn't cling on to you. I didn't ask you to marry me. I don't want to be with you either! Why do you insist on holding ontoand even making our relationship public? Now that I can't leave you, you're doing this to me! You are clearly bullying me! You're cheating on me!" Victoria cried.

Squatting down, Victoria burst into tears, and continued, "Who cares about your scandal? Trevor, I respected you! No matter how this marriage cabout, I always protected you. I always protected your family. Of course, I won't deny that I did it for my parents! I just want to live a simple life these days. I don't want to live in hatred and resentment. Why do you want to be such a two- faced prick with me? If you have someone else in your heart, and you can't let them go, then you should letgo! Don't bringto this strange place and maketolerate all kinds of gossips just to hide your filthy love! Since you only have her in your world, and you still miss her, and your phone is full of her photos, why don't you be with her? Do you still care about morality and law? Wasn't I r*ped by you? I really hate you. Why do you useas a shield? Did you have to forceinto such a bad situation? You appear in my world every day, but there is another woman on your phone. Look at me, don't you feel guilty and sorry? Trevor! You are such a b*stard! I thought that it was finally my turn to be happy, but you did this to me!" "Just useas a shield. Don't touchanymore. I don't want to be with a man like you..." "You can go accompany her! Your heart is not here. Aren't you tired of putting up a show every day? There are no outsiders here, you don't have to pretend!" She had tried to convince herself to treat him as her husband to make their lives less difficult, yet every the held her in his arms, he might be thinking of someone else. Thinking of that, Victoria felt that she was being r*ped every single day. It felt so terrible! How did she get herself in such a pitiful situation? "Vicky..." Trevor called out softly.

Squatting down, Trevor wanted to explain, but Victoria was enraged and couldn't listen to him at all, "Don't call my name! You are not allowed to callby that name! Don't toucheither!" All of a sudden, Victoria stood up in rage and said, "Trevor, don't go overboard! Since all these are just nothing to you, then... just let it be like this!" It was just a gbetween the two of them. Why would she take it seriously? After all, it was her first tgetting married. She tried her best to fit in the role of being a mistress, but he was not even willing to cooperate with her! Closing her eyes, Victoria only felt that the reality was so cruel. She wasn't even allowed to lie to herself and treat it as a dream in order to survive this life that she could only call torture! Must she live a tough life? Did he want her to contribute and face the conflicts by herself just so that he could date other girls unscrupulously? He shouldn't even think about it! She was not a fool! If her partner didn't take it seriously, no matter how hard she tried, it would still be a one- man show. Was there even any meaning left of it? She had been wronged in the first place. She wouldn't bear it this time! Trevor didn't expect that an unintentional act could overturn Victoria's enthusiasm completely and change her back to her original form.

"Vicky!" Trevor called out.

Trevor didn't like to see her feeling so dejected.

When he reached out his hand, she avoided him and said, "Don't call my name! I want to be alone!" Taking a deep breath, Victoria tried to calm down a little and uttered, "I don't want to always quarrel with you when am happy! Why should I always cause troubles to others during festive periods? Givestime... Whatever it is, let's talk about it later!" She didn't want to hear another word then! Walking to bed, Victoria took a pillow and walked to the sofa on the other side. Just give her a little time, she would be able to digest it and change her mind! He was hugging other women in his arms every day. Could he make her life filthier? She didn't want to be such pitiful mistress of the Clements family at all! She had agreed to act and play along, but he didn't even bother to get the props ready. What a b*stard! Anyway, the biggest festival of the year had passed, and her parents were going to leave soon! Taking a mattress and a quilt, Victoria left the room and covered herself with her big down jacket. She curled herself up on the sofa and covered her head.

She didn't want to cry at all, but the tears in her eyes couldn't stop falling. At that moment, she was fragile, lonely, and resentful! It was supposed to be a happy and warm reunion day, but she had been isolated from the rest of the world. She felt so pitiful...

However, no matter how much she cried, she didn't let herself make a sound, because she didn't blit anyone for all that. was her who or all didn't see the situation clearly. She thought that he would fall for her beauty wholeheartedly, and as long as she could lie to herself and use the temporary marriage to get through this crisis. She thought that everything would be fine! Life was obviously not as what she had expected! Even if she tried hard to integrate into the and miseenitake herself less she tried hard to

make the best of the ridiculous marriage and turn it into a proper temporary relationship, he still gave hera stap in the face and broke her fantasy. Why did he have to make her life so miserable and sad?

Curling up her body, Victoria slowly closed her eyes. She would justm accept the reality, and endure the hardships! Why was God being so cruel to her? Similarly, Trevor was still in great shock after being criticized so strongly by Victoria. He didn't move for a long time...