Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee

402-Thirsty Pussy.

"So, Maynard! How long do you plan to stay in my pack?" Lazio asked, breaking the attention of the girls, who were

giggling and laughing together.

"Maybe a few weeks. I hope I don't become a burden on you guys," Maynard whispered, sneaking a glance at me.

"Enya!" Christina cleared her throat, turning to me. "How about we girls plan something together when the boys are

working?" She invited me, and it really surprised me. I didn't think she would even want me to tag along. Christina

and Valerie seemed very close, almost as if they had known each other since they were kids.

"Sure," I nodded faintly.

It was then that I noticed Valerie sneakily pointing at my nails, and Christina covered her mouth to laugh. I had

stopped taking care of my hands because of the chores I do at home. Their sneaky laughs made me hide my

hands.

"If you guys are staying here, we can plan picnics too." Valerie clapped her hands when suggesting a picnic. I

assumed I was invited to that as well.

They kept talking and making plans and not once did Lazio ask me why I hadn't even touched my food. Tears were

forcing to leave my eyes, but it would be so awkward if I started crying in front of them. So I kept blinking and

taking deep breaths.

Then I gently placed my finger on the back of my other hand and scratched an alphabet on my skin.

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If he were here and I had raised my head, I would have found him looking at me with his whole heart. I used to be

the center of his attention. No matter what we were doing, no matter what war we were in, I was his priority,' I

groaned inside.

It was now impossible to not cry.

'Nia! Please tell me a joke-anything to cheer me up. I don't want to cry in front of these strangers,’ I begged her,

but just like all these people, she ignored me.

"Excuse me." I instantly got up and grabbed my bag to leave. I didn't turn around and sped out of the restaurant,

and when I finally turned around, I realized they didn't even notice I had left.

They were so busy cheering and watching something on Christina's cellphone that they missed me walking out on

them. I stood outside the restaurant, watching them from the glass door, before I strolled away.

‘So! This is my life now,' I said, smiling through tears, walking on the empty road.

‘It was true then, I was only wanted because of my powers,' I sobbed, 'even you left me when my powers went

away,' I whimpered through quivering lips.

This pain in my heart made me look around with so much sadness on my face that if I had seen someone walk on

the road so helplessly, I’d approached them and asked them if they needed help.

The storm had started to set in. A smile plastered across my lips at the memory of how the storm used to make me

feel more powerful. Now I was miserable. I made my way home since going to work didn't seem like a plan.

I got home and changed into a white dress. Tying my hair up, I started mopping the floor without even wearing

gloves. It wasn't my hobby, but Lazio’s demand.

Things were even messier after I married Lazio. Our marriage wasn't a fantasy wedding either. He wanted a simple

mating ceremony, so I didn't even get a wedding dress.

But back then, even I didn’t care. I was so consumed by the sorrow of losing Thiago that I was fine with whatever

was thrown my way.

After cleaning the house and the guestroom for Christina and Maynard, I stayed in my bedroom for the rest of the

day.

I didn't leave my room to greet them when they arrived. Maynard and Christina were tired, so they went straight

into their rooms while Lazio walked into the room. After looking at me, did he remember I left for home and he

didn't even notice?

"Wait! when did you leave?" he asked, taking off the cufflinks.

"Hours ago," I uttered, watching him shrug and take off his coat.

"I saw you prepare dinner. We actually ate dinner at a cafe. If you had messaged me, I would have told you there

was no need to spend time in the kitchen," Lazio uttered, dropping his coat on the floor and eyeing me to quickly

pick it up before it caught dust. I got out of the bed and carried the coat, waiting for him to take off his shirt too.

"You and Valerie had been visiting Maynard, and you didn't think you should at least mention it to me?" I finally

broke the silence after sobbing at many things for hours. I didn't even know what upset me more at this point.

"Oh sorry! I didn't know an alpha has to seek his Luna's permission before he visits his friends." The sarcastic laugh

Lazio let out bothered me a lot.

"It is not about seeking permission. It is about hiding something. You didn't even tell me you were taking Valerie with

you everywhere you wanted while I stayed at home and cleaned your mansion for you." I almost raised my voice

but toned it down when he turned to me in anger. His eyes carried an expression of shock from probably me raising

my voice at him.

"So that is the problem," he laughed and shook his head at me, "You are just jealous of her." he scoffed, looking

disgusted at me.

"I am not jealous, but isn't it inappropriate that I am your mate and you are hanging around with other she-

wolves?" My voice cracked when I complained about his infidelity. I knew for a fact that he was cheating on me. If

not with Valerie, then someone else, but I am sure he slept once or twice with random she-wolves in the past year.

"Do you wanna talk about what is inappropriate? Isn't it inappropriate that you had me for a mate yet you filled

your thirsty pussy with dicks, left-right?" he yelled. His words felt like he punched me right in the gut but it was the

certainty in his voice that threw me off. He suspected me of cheating on him.