MY Possessive Mafia Men

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MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 75: This Can Be You If You Let Go Chapter 75: This Can Be You If You Let Go Angelia

The news that | would be alone with Kingston tomorrow cas a shock but a good one. It was a bit stressful

seeing as | didn't know him like | knew Riccardo and Marshall but it only mademore curious about him. There

was something about him that drewto him. | had never really gone for the mysterious guy before but it

madewant to get beneath his skin and get a peak of his inner thoughts.

Everyone in their right mind knew Kingston was dangerous, still, somehow that madefeel safe like he could

protectfrom anyone and anything. We were already through with our dinner a few minutes ago and the food

tasted like childhood memories, it was always bitter sweet to remember my grandma. | loved her and missed her

so much that it hurts. After the years, whenever | stumbled onto something that remindedof her, the pain

lessened but it was always there. | had cto the point that | can enjoy remembering even as | missed her.

Ricardo stood up, breakingfrom my deep thoughts. go downstairs." He said, stopping by the door and

waiting for me.

Let's

He didn't make a move to open the door as | walked up to him, instead, he reached out, fingering the harness by

the throat with longing in his eyes. It looks like a collar.

"If only this wasn't just a short term arrangement...." He trailed off and shook his head.

"We will start the

the night t by observing others. | want you to see what we expect of you within our contract." He said, changing

the subject.

| had no idea of what he meant by if only and it madesadder than | would have liked to admit. | felt eyes on

us the second we started walking down the stairs. He didn't make any sort of reaction which ledto believe he

was used to being in the center of attention. | mean, how could he not? He commanded such respect just by the

power he emitted and he was one of the three most gorgeous men | had ever set my eyes on. Of course, people

would look or even gawk, whenever he was in their presence. Although, | wasn't used to this kind of attention. |

just wanted to hide behind him. They were probably wondering what he was doing with someone like me. |

cringed at the thought, this was the sort of thought pattern | was trying to get out of. He must have sensed my

unease because he stopped as soon as we got down to the floor and turned to me.

"None of these people matter, only Kingston, Marshall and me. You are our submissive and

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therefore we were your only concern."

There was something in his voice, so assertive and dominating that it madelisten to him. | relaxed more

because he was right, no one in this room mattered but him. "Yes, sir." | said, letting him know | had heard him.

He seemed pleased by my response and ledthrough a door and down the hall.

"The private viewing room?" | asked, remembering the last twe had been here.

My

skin

buzzed at the memory of both him and Marshall finge f***ingwhile Kingston watched. The moment had been

so erotic that it was forever stuck in my brain.

"Yes but this time, | want you to watch closely at the couple." He stopped at a door and opened it

for me.

This room was similar to the other one we had been in before, it contained the sleather sofa and a

sideboard by the wall with toys on it. In front of the couch was a one way mirror which took up the entire wall. It

was also similar to the other room we had been in. It was dark in here, if not for the lights from the hallway, all |

would have seen were shadows and contours.

He closed the door, sealing us Inside the dark room. He took my hand and guidedto the couch.

and | sat down at his behest.

|

"Watching others will let you see the natural instincts the submissive have and | want you to know that it is okay

to submit not just to us but to your instincts as well. Hesitation among other things is just how your brain is

conditioned. Out there, in the world of vanilla, it is expected t that you should react a certain way to certain

things and being ordered around is one of them." He explained.

"lI want you to learn how to let go of everything that is keeping you back. Second-guessing, hesitation, and

uncertainty, they have no place here. Let yourself release the tight reins on what society deems normal and

instead live your life for you. | get that it isn't as easy as it sounds-to just let go but try to remind yourself that

you will be freer if you do so. Don't let anyone tell you how you should react."

The way he talked about submission, | had never thought of it in that way before but I could understand what he

meant. Society really did dictate how people should act, to sdegree. Having the urge to submit was taboo to

talk about, craving pain with your pleasure was taboo to talk about and kink in general, was taboo to talk about.

| could go on and on for days but the thing was making it taboo also meant thing was making it taboo also

meant that we would react to those things with more apprehension than one would react to plain vanilla sex.

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Like Riccardo had said, we were conditioned to react a certain way to things that weren't. conversational. Now

that | actually thought about it, the hesitation | felt before | followed through with an order was simply because a

part of my brain thought that what we were doing wasn't normal, that submitting wasn't normal and the thought

had to cfrom somewhere. It cfrom society, the conversation | had overwhelmed between two old ladies

talking about how ungodly fifty shades were. Sex education in high school where they spoke about standard

sexual practice but not anything about what was considered kinky.

The movies on television that only showed missionary sex. Everything painted a picture of how it should be,

growing up, | hadn't been aware of everything | learned subconsciously. It still stuck with me, it was ingrained in

my brain. Riccardo's words shockedinto the revelation and | hadn't noticed the lights in the other room had

been turned on or that a woman was now inside it.

That room looks different from the other one | had seen last twe were in a viewing room. Instead of several

different pieces of furniture, there were only two things, a bed and a chair placed in front of it.

"Make sure to watch, honey. Watch their dynamic, this can be you if only you let go." He said and | nodded my

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