Chapter 38 : I Did It
*Mila*
I opened my eyes and glanced around. The first thing I saw was Payne leaning over me, a concerned look on his
face.
We'd made it back from my memory.
My heart thudded in my chest as I sat up. All the pain and emotions from that memory were still fresh, like an open
wound in my heart. I clasped my hands over my heart.
April sat beside me, slumped against the nearest wall. She was asleep too, or unconscious. I couldn't tell but her
breathing was even and slow.
Payne dropped to his knees at my side.
“Thank the Goddess you're awake!" he said happily, relief filling his eyes.
His eyes drifted to my right and I turned to see what he was looking at.
Soren was still asleep beside me, eyes closed, heavy breaths steaming up the dimly lit cavern.
I nodded absently at Payne, but my attention was only on Soren. I thought of how he'd protected me in the dream.
Not just from what was around us and the danger of getting trapped in my mind. He protected me from myself and
from my own emotions.
Laying there, he looked so soft and peaceful. Nothing like the sarcastic, harsh shifter I was growing attached to. It
almost seemed like I could get close to him without fearing he'd shut me down or push me away.
He was open and vulnerable.
I was still shaken from my memories and all I had to hold onto was how his arms felt around me and how he'd kept
me grounded when I was ready to lose myself.
Shifting to hands and knees, I crawled to Soren's side. Slowly, I reached out and tenderly brushed some hair from
his face. I cupped his cheek with one hand.
“What are you…"
Payne's voice trailed off in a surprised gasp when I leaned down and pressed my lips to Soren's.
“Mila…" he reprimanded.
I ignored him and kept kissing him.
After everything I'd seen and felt, I needed it. I needed to feel like I wasn't alone and that someone cared about me
and what I'd been through.
Soren had seen it, he'd know. He was strong and powerful and I could rely on him to hold me up when I was losing
it. That's what I needed right now.
Suddenly, Soren's arms came around me.
I squeaked as he rolled me onto my back. He wrapped his arms around me firmly, pinning me against him as he
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtkissed me back.
Soren's tongue dove between my lips, expertly parting my teeth. He ran his tongue over mine and over the inside
of my mouth, tasting me thoroughly.
My stomach fluttered and my thighs ached. Warmth blossomed in my core.
He kissed me back with such passion and I wrapped my arms around his neck, putting a hand on the back of his
head. I returned his kiss with the same fervor, our tongues battling for dominance.
I rolled my hips against Soren, forgetting anyone else was around.
He responded with a pleased grunt and I felt the firmness of his c**k press against my leg.
“Eh-hem…"
Soren and I froze.
Slowly, we pulled apart. Sheepishly, I glanced at Payne, who had cleared his throat. He stared at us completely
dumbfounded, eyes ready to pop out of his head, jaw nearly on the floor.
“What happened in that dream?" he asked, gaping at us.
My cheeks burned hot and I quickly straightened my ruffled clothes.
Soren smirked at me. Quickly, he composed himself and stood up, cool and professional again. He held a hand out
to me and helped me to my feet.
“Nothing out of the ordinary," Soren said smoothly.
I heard a note in his tone that told me he learned something important from my memory. He hadn't shared any
great revelations with me during the experience. I wondered what it was.
“Right, then, shall we work on the problem of breaking the curse?" Payne asked, reverting to his own
professionalism. “That's why we're here, isn't it?"
“Mila?" Soren asked, glancing at me.
I nodded. “Yes, that's what we are here for. I think…"
I trailed off, rubbing my hands on my thighs. That memory showed me I had magic, and very powerful magic if I
was able to save that little boy when I was half his age. If I could reach the Moon Goddess with a prayer or a spell, I
was certain I could break the curse.
I would need something to amplify my powers because I was rusty when it came to magic.
Absently, I brushed my fingers over the tip of the Feather of Justice tucked into my back pocket. I'd known it was
powerful and important and thought I might need it to help with the curse.
Now, I was glad I'd brought it along.
I didn't think I could just perform the spell, from anywhere. The temple was a holy place. Even if it was ruined, it
was still holy. The energy here was powerful and it was the central place of Miltern's history. I knew I'd have to cast
the spell from a place that would affect the whole pack.
April murmured and opened her eyes. She creased her brow, almost like she was surprised we'd made it back.
“I'm so glad you're here!" she jumped up and took my hands. “Honestly, I thought… I wasn't sure I'd be able to
bring you back but I knew you had to see in order to break the curse."
“Thank you for guiding us. I think I'm ready now," I said. I smiled tightly.
I thought I knew what I needed to do but I still wasn't sure it would work. This was a huge gamble but April was
counting on me. All of Miltern was counting on me. I couldn't put it off anymore. The truth was, I could spend the
next five years preparing and practicing and it still might not work.
There was no way to know for sure until I tried.
“April, can you take me to the temple altar? I want to try something," I said.
“Of course, follow me," April nodded.
She collected her lamp and the three of us followed her back up the winding stone steps.
April led us to the back of the ruined temple. The altar was still standing, despite being covered with debris. It was
made of stone and untouched by the fire.
I ran to the altar and smiled, running my hands along the upper edge where the stone was carved intricately.
“Can we brush it off?" I asked Payne and Soren.
They nodded in unison and together, they brushed the soot away and removed some of the larger planks and
beams that covered it.
“April, do you mind?" I asked, motioning to her lantern.
April smiled widely and set the lantern on the center of the altar.
It wasn't much, but it gave the altar a more sacred, magical feel to it.
Satisfied, I knelt down at the base of the altar and clasped my hands in a silent prayer.
“Moon Goddess, guide me," I whispered.
I grabbed the white, silky feather of justice from my back pocket and clasped it between my hands.
Behind me, I heard several gasps. I couldn't discern who they were from but it sounded like everyone was shocked
that I had this feather.
I still didn't know what its importance was but I could feel that this feather would work for me. It was like my blood
vibrated when I held it.
Closing my eyes, I bowed my head until the feather tickled my forehead.
“Moon Goddess above, please hear my prayer. Your light shall guide us and your mercy shall be praised…" I
whispered the same words I'd heard myself use in the memory.
Sighing, I thought of where to go next. My heart fluttered and the feather warmed between my hands. I could tell
that the magic was stirring. Now, I just needed to find the right words to break the curse.
I knew they were there, on the tip of my tongue.
Taking another deep breath, I focused on drawing those words out of me.
“Goddess, please… lift this numbing darkness, free these people from the bonds of fog and apathy. Give them back
the joy of life and light. By moon bright and Goddess light, break this foul curse."
The feather wiggled out of my hands.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmI opened my eyes and watched as it floated into the air. The feather slowly drifted down on the altar.
The moment it touched the stone altar, I felt a tremor through the air.
Immediately, the fog felt lighter.
Standing up, I backed away from the altar and instinctively, I looked through a crack in the ceiling at the night sky.
Moonlight pierced the fog, getting brighter and brighter as the fog lessened and thinned. In a few minutes, the night
sky was fully exposed and we could see the moon and stars.
Payne, Soren, and April all looked at the sky with me, gasping at the beautiful, glittering jewel stars.
I felt like I hadn't seen stars in months, even though I hadn't been in Miltern that long. How quickly the fog had
taken over and sapped away my own happiness and enjoyment of beauty.
“My Goddess," April whispered.
My knees wobbled and I stumbled forward, leaning on the altar. My muscles were weak and trembling. The spell
had taken a lot out of me.
“Look to the east," Payne said.
Forgetting about my weakness, I pushed off the altar and I followed Payne's pointing finger.
A sliver of unhindered light appeared on the horizon. The sun crept over the horizon, revealing a bright, cloudless,
clear sky. There was no fog, no clouds, and the sun was brighter than I remembered it.
It was like watching the sunrise for the first time.
All the heaviness and weight of the fog lifted off of me, off of the temple, and I felt like I'd lost a hundred pounds in
just a few minutes.
Payne and April gasped. They were completely in awe of the rising sun, unable to look away.
I thought of how April must feel. She hadn't seen the sun rise like that in years. She hadn't breathed free, fresh air
without the fog in years.
Tears wet her eyes and I thought she might faint as she swayed back and forth.
My mind spun and I pressed my hands to my temples. Groaning, I stumbled toward the altar again. My legs shook
and my knees buckled.
My toe caught on a piece of wood and I pitched forward.
Just before hitting the ground, someone's strong, warm, safe arms came around me. Soren held me against him in
a warm embrace.
Sighing, exhausted and drained from the spell, I forced my heavy eyelids open and looked into Soren's face.
“I did it," I whispered.
He smiled at me. Gently, he stroked my hair and brushed my face with the tips of his fingers.
“Yes, you did it. Well done," he said, a note of pride and appreciation in his voice.
My chest swelled with his praise. I struggled to keep my eyes open but my eyelids felt like they were made of lead. I
closed my eyes.
The last thing I remembered was feeling safe and peaceful in Soren's arms.