Chapter 59
“We can't, | can’t, you know that Any form of contraception is forbidden, Dylan, What would you do if we got
pregnant? | frowned, | knew a guy who could help. He graduated last year, his job is to drive to and from the
districts during trade. He tends to smuggle things in within reason.
“I can get a condom, maybe even the after pill!” | said with complete certainty in my words. “I can, and you
know | can. No one has to know Nick, | don’t see why we can’t be each others first. If you don’t want to though
I'd understand.” | couldn't force him into it. Maybe he didn’t findphysically attractive. | mean he was boyish
hot, I knew he was good looking for our age, and got a quite a few flirtatious glances, even from slycans.
“It's not that | don’t want too, you know if we are caught we will be lashed till we die, then we’d be forced to get
married.” My head snapped up to him and the certainty his voice held. | wasn’t expecting him to say that. As my
ca
gaze met his a deep red hugh took over his cheeks and he coughed a very awkward cough. “It’s just that I...
erm... well if we get caught then we're both screwed, and you've already dealt with more than enough for a
lifetime.”
“No pun intended.” | chuckled at his use of the word screwed. “We won't get caught, but it will be difficult to get
the house to ourselves again, today is kind of a one off.”
“My dad...” Oh yeah, that's perfect. He tolda couple of days 50
about his dad. “He’s been assigned pack house duty next month. We'll get two hours alone after school for a
week.”
This could work, was I really going to lose my virginity to Nick? | never thought about it before but it makes total
sense. We'd shared everything so far, | couldn't see any problems with sharing this too. We were friends, we
were already comfortable together, although we hadn't exactly seen each other naked before, topless yeah due
to the public lashings we've both received in the past, but not completely naked.
“So next month then?” He nodded nervously as he looked at me.
“Next month then.” We both sat there awkwardly as we waited for the other to ease the tension. Maybe we
should start now. Share a kiss and test the feels a little bit.
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“Should we like, hug? Or kiss?” | asked in an even more awkward fashion than asking for sex. We were both 15,
we both knew the basics and sort of what to expect, and we both knew each other well, it was completely
consensual on both parts, | thought it a good plan. Those mutts couldnt and wouldn't take everything after
all.
“Ok...” We leaned in after Nicks short reply and let our lips connect, it was awkward, and wet, very wet, but it
wasn't awful. It was just our first, it also marked the start of a 4 month friends with benefits situation. We had a
good laugh about everything afterwards and remained really good friends. | couldn't have asked for better in all
honesty. He was respectful and | was too. It brought us closer but we both knew nothing else would happen.
Everything was completely platonic between us.
Present day...
My body radiated a horrendous amount of pain by the tI regained consciousness. It was extremely late at
night, or perhaps very early in the morning, | knew this to be so because darkness was all that cthrough the
window, the swindow that my head was coincidently facing. | was still on my stomach, my horribly
scarred back was covered with a
large white sheet, | imagine it tobe
coated with a ntisepyicieeping my
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A loud groan left my lips as | slowly
lifted my head and moved my neck
so that | was facing the opposite
way, the ache in my ae) WagRvEry
mild congereampdre 10 everything
elseldnd just moving it slightly
seemed to help ease it. | honestly
didn't expect to be this bad, | thought
I'd feel a bit better after a sleep, |
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currently was off the scale, it
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screamed at me, yelling atto end
my misery. | felt like id been hit with a
truck, and | could only imagine what |
looked like. | glanced ground little
bit and hofided the button that calls
for help, and contemplated pressing
it, all | wanted was a cold glass of
water, | thought against it though,
right now | was alone for the first
tin a month and it was quiet, my
need for peace and solitude
outweighed my need for fluid. My
throat felt scratchy and raw from all
the screaming I'd done, and |
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| was damaged... completely and phy &