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The woman in the bookstore scowls at me, it reminds me of the Blood Moon pack. Where the members would scowl at me.
Judging me for being small and short, all while being sweet and friendly with the people they knew abused me. Sure I hid how
bad it truly was, but everyone in the pack knew something was going on. Even if it was just the bullying nob*dy stopped them.
However, I realize with this woman that is not the case, in my need to do things on my own. To never depend on anyone
anymore I have hurt Griff, he has forgiven me. He understands where I am coming from, but the pack members don’t this woman
clearly cares about Griff’ s happiness and I shouldn’t blame her for that.
“I will and I understand you do not trust me. I can tell you all about how Griffin knows the reason why I behaved like I did. And
how that should be enough for you to trust him, to trust you Crown Prince” I try to keep my voice even, not showing annoyance
at being judged like this again..
Griffin wraps his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. It relaxes me and I can see the woman relax a little too but she is
still watching me intently. Waiting for me to continue.
“But that will not make you like me better does it?” I smile at the woman, a genuine smile because of Griffin’s arm around
me.
His silent support does make me feel so much better. It feels like I am not alone and for someone who felt she wanted to be
alone for so long that is one of the most amazing feelings.
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“Well no, I mean I trust our Prince but I also just want to see him happy. It seemed like you were not interested in getting to know
the pack either” She huffs like she is trying to keep on to her frustrations and resentment towards me. And failing to do so.
“I get that but I have some issues with being at big pack events because of my past. Your Crown Prince, my mate, and the man I
love with my entire being has made me feel safel again. So you will be seeing more of me. And now he even throws in an in-
pack bookstore” I jokingly say the last bit.
Not going to lie it is a huge bonus but I mostly wanted to dispel some of the tense atmosphere. I succeeded as the woman burst
out laughing.
Rhonda by the way” She stretches out her hand as she says her name.
So I take it in mine and just like Milo I tell her to call me Ayla for now. She asks about using titles and when I explain I am not yet
the Princess she replies by saying.
“Now that I’ve spoken to you hopefully you will be soon”
I nod, because if fear if I tell her I will be the Princess soon enough Griff will hear how giddy it makes me and wonder why that is.
As far as he is concerned it will take a few more
weeks.
I ended up getting five new books, this is the first time Griff has seen me in a bookstore. He just looks on with amusement as I
bounce around between the shelves brushing my fingers. over the book spines. Every time I pick up a book and
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excitedly tell him what it’s about he will look at me and tell me it does sound interesting. When we both know he will never pick
up a book to relax. If it were up to him he wouldn’t even read books for his role as Prince. Where he complains some of the
reports are still being printed. Or about the fact that nob*dy ever scanned all the books about our history so he could just look at
it on his phone or laptop. I don’t even read e-books. For me, there is nothing compared to having a book in your hands. Seeing
the love that is put into writing it, seeing creases and small stains on the pages. Because that shows how well the book is loved
after it is written and after it is bought.
At the register, Griff tells Rhonda to send the bill to the castle to him. I start to protest
“Griff, some of these are expensive I never expected you to give them to me”
“I am not giving you a wall of bookshelves and no books to fill them up with,” he shrugs.
“A you know I have a shit ton of books at home and B your turning an entire wall into my dream bookshelves is more than
enough” I know going back and forth on this is useless but I feel bad accepting yet another gift from him. .
“Honey, let the man be better than a book boyfriend, and let him spoil you if he wants to. Because now that I have seen the two
of you together you make him happy let him make your happy too” Rhonda says sticking her nose into our business.
I guess that is what you get from going back and forth on. who pays at the register. Honestly, I don’t mind. I love hearing I make
Griff happy too. So I reluctantly let him pay for my
We have shared a plate of meatballs and bread with olive oil as our starter. We both get a glass of red wine with it. I’ve seen Griff
in a few packs now, and people are always treating him like he is far different from the rest of us. But here at home in his own
pack, the differences aren’t that huge. They still seem to respect him, but they treat him more than every other pack treats their
Alpha to be.
“What do you prefer, getting the royal treatment like the other packs do? Or being cheated as just the Alpha to be like they do
here? I ask, even if I think I know the answer to that one.
I think I just want to hear him say it, and I want him to tell a little more about his pack. What he likes and dislikes about being a
Prince and an Alpha to be. I mean I know he had the pack royal events. He prefers staying in his room playing video games as
opposed to attending grand balls.
“I like this far better, you know I like becoming the King and the Alpha to this back because I feel I can make a difference like
that. The rest of it, the glitch and glamour, the dealing with as s k*ssers. I could do without that, to be honest. You make it better
though” He says taking my hand in his.
As much as I love hearing I am making things better for him, I don’t see how I am certainly not doing anything special.
“I love that I can make you feel better about it Griff, but! wouldn’t know how. I am not doing anything special” I tell Griffin,
because sometimes I feel like it’s still not enough.
Before he can answer me we get interrupted by the waitress,
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unlike Rhonda no one openly questions my motives here. But I can see the stares most of them still do not trust me. Griffin has
offered me to say something about it. Which is sweet, but I told him not to. There is no way the pack is going to love me more if I
have him tell me to stop judging me. And I know he would feel bad about it, and I just want to enjoy the night.
Which we ended up doing, I couldn’t choose between the chicken parmesan and the ossobuco: Griffin liked both dishes, so he
suggested splitting and sharing both meals. Since this was a werewolf-owned restaurant in a pack of wolves. The portions were
huge, and I was stuffed by the time we left the restaurant. Especially since we both had some tiramisu as dessert. It even
seemed like most of the other patrons stopped watching us. Maybe the trick to it all was just showing how happy we made each
other. Because we did as we walked back hand in hand I couldn’t help but wonder if I finally found my happy ever after. If I finally
would have a happy and peaceful life ahead of me.
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