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202 Fractured Bonds (Winona)
| sit beside my mother's hospital bed, the steady beep of the monitors is the only sound breaking the silence.
Mom's face is pale, almost translucent under the harsh fluorescent lights, her breathing shallow but steady.
| reach out, gently taking her hand in mine. It's warm, but she doesn't react.
The doctors toldshe's unconscious, that she'll wake up when she's ready, but that's all they'd say. Some
confidentiality agreement that keeps them from saying more. They've given her a bed and treatment, but
answers are scarce. And the waiting is suffocating.
Cass is in the corner of the room, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, staring out the window with a fierce
intensity. She hasn't said a word tosince | arrived at the hospital. The tension is thick.
Every t| try to talk to her, she shutsdown with a glare that cuts deeper than any words ever could.
"Cass," | start softly, my voice barely above a whisper. "She's going to be okay. The doctors said-"
"I don't care what the fucking doctors said," Cass snaps, finally turning to face me. Her eyes are red- rimmed,
her face contorted with anger. "This is your fault. All of it. If you had just stayed away, none of this would have
happened to her."
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Her words hit hard. | want to defend myself, to tell her that | never wanted this, that | never asked for Steve to
cback into our lives. But the look in her eyes stopscold.
She's hurting, and in her pain, she needs someone to blame. And that someone is me.
| can be that for her for now. She's never had anyone but Mom. She must be hurting so bad right now.
"Cass, I'm sorry," | say, my voice trembling. "I never wanted any of this. | just wanted to find Mom, to help her,
to-
"To what? To ruin our lives?" Cass interrupts, her voice rising. "You showed up, and everything went to hell. Steve
cback because of you. Mom had to kill him because of you. And now she's lying in this bed because of you.
If she dies, I'll be alone...because of you!" Her words are venomous, each one lasered with the hurt and fear
she's feeling. | want to reach out to her, to comfort her, but | know she won't let me. Cass has walls and those
walls are impenetrable.
"I know you're scared," | say, trying to keep my voice steady, to not let her see how much her words cut me.
"But we're family. We need to stick together, to be strong for Mom."
Cass lets out a bitter laugh. "Family? You think you are my family? You're nothing to me, Winona. You got away,
and you never looked back. | knew about you; | saw Mom's photos. | put it all together, I'm not an Idiot. You left,
and you never looked back."
"I did not know about you. | couldn't cback. | never expected Mom to survive. You have to understand, she
hated me. She hated the sight of me. That's what | thought. She never wanted me, and | was the reason she
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"Poor you."
"I don't expect you to understand. I'd hate it if you did understand. I'd never want you to be able to relate to that
kind of life. But know, | cback with hope, that | had a brother or sister. That Mom had somehow lived."
"You cback and brought nothing but pain. You should have stayed gone. She was my Mom. We had each
other. Now I'll have no one if she goes."
"I'm here," | say firmly. "And I'm not going anywhere, | love Mom, and | love you, Cass. I'm not going to give up
on either of you. You aren't giving up either."
Cass shakes her head, her eyes filled with a mix of anger and despair. "I don't need you. | don't want you. You've
done enough damage. Just... get the fuck out of my face."
She turns away from me, her shoulders shaking. | want to reach out to her, to tell her that it's okay to be scared,
that I'm scared too. But | know she won't letin. Not now. Maybe not ever.
I look back at Mom, lying so still and fragile in that hospital bed. We shouldn't be in here arguing like this. It won't
help Mom. | have to diffuse the situation and give Cass the space she needs. can't fix everything, and | need to
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The thought of losing Mom, of not having her in my life now that I've finally found her, is unbearable. | squeeze
her hand gently, hoping for ssign that she knows I'm here, that she's going to wake up everything will be
okay. and new soul
My mind goes to Jayden. He needsright now. The life of his baby hangs in the balance. A new that hasn't
even lived yet. Mom has lived a life and if this is her time, then | can't control that.
I can't even control what Cass decides about me.
This is her life to live. If she chooses to live it without me, then all | can do is cope with it.
But Jayden, Abby, that baby, they are my future and | need to go make sure he's okay. He says he is but he's
said that before. | need to see it in person. "Cass, I'm going to see Jayden," | say quietly, standing up. "I'll check
back in later."
"Whatever," she mutters, not even bothering to look at me.
| hesitate, wanting to say something more, to somehow bridge the gap between us. But | know it's useless. Cass
isn't ready to hear anything fromright now.
I lean down and kiss Mom's forehead, my heart aching with every beat. "I love you, Mom," | whisper. Please wake
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