Chapter 233 Happy New Year. It's hard to get rid of confirmed habits.
Sonia laughed with tears all over her face. "Dixon, don't you think it's ridiculous to cand tellthat you want to start over now?" He thinks she won't hurt, doesn't he? She was pushed to the edge of life and death so many times by him at the beginning.
Sonia's expression made Dixon feel that he was going through a dead end.
His fingers were slightly trembling. "Sonia, I really can't stand it..." "You used to pushinto the abyss over and over again. Have you ever bothered to askhow I feel?" Sonia picked up a mocking smile at him. "You sentto the prison, and leftthere to rot. You madelose a finger! And you gotstuck in the center of public opinion and didn't speak a work for me, forcingto take off my clothes in public! Dixon, you did those things toone by one. When you did these horrible things to me, wouldn't your feel hurt?" She couldn't remain calm. She shivered and clutched the shirt on Dixon's chest. "My life! My whole life is ruined because of you! And now you tellyou want to start over? Dixon, confirmed habits are hard to get rid of. Since my life has been broken into pieces, how could you payback? How could you?!" At the end of her words, she was at the top of her voice. Sonia was shaking all over his body, and tears slipped down her cheeks uncontrollably... Her mood has reached a critical point, and all the resentment she held against Dixon has been piled up to the highest point, which was like a huge wave that could engulf him.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtDixon couldn't say a word. "Sonia..." "Don't call my name!" Sonia severely pushed him away, and she could still feel Dixon's body temperature on her, which made her feel ashamed. This man once put herself into a dead end, but she still couldn't get him out of her mind! She gave herself a slap in the face, which was so heavy that her ears buzzed. Seeing her like this, Dixon froze. In his scarlet eyes, her pupils shrank inch by inch.
Sonia didn't hit him, but slapped herself...
But this slap in her face was like hitting on his heart. Dixon felt that his body was cut out with a knife, and the blood was all over his body.
Sonia unconsciously murmured: "Don't cback. Don't cback..." She whispered while crying, just like a woman in madness. How could she wake up? The only way was self- abuse.
Her swollen side face was flushed because of the slapping. Dixon wanted to reach out to touch it, but at this moment he was so timid that he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand.
She... abused herself to this point for him.
Dixon's lips were trembling. "Sonia, we both stop this, okay? I'll help you investigate the truth about five years ago. And I'll help you invest. Don't refuseagain, OK?" Sonia didn't speak, and her eyes were so cold that Dixon's heart froze.
"Five years ago? Dixon, when such words cout of your mouth, I don't want to believe it at all." She took a step... to get away from him.
Dixon couldn't stop her. He finally woke up when the relationship had cto an end.
Sonia... He doesn't want her to leave. He admits that he seems to begin to fall for her. But Sonia, can you not go? Can you giveanother chance to start over? Dixon's voice was totally hoarse. "Sonia, I know I hurt you a lot before, but that'scheating myself all the time. I'm really in pain. I feel miserable hurting you. If I let you go, I feel miserable, too. I don't know what I should do. Sonia, how can this happen?..." Sonia didn't speak, but her back stiffened for a second. Then she pushed open the door of the safe passage. "Sonia, don't go, please! I can do whatever you wantto do. I can give up everything to pay you back now! I can afford to give you everything. Sonia, this is my first tto fall for a person like this. You can't just leave right after I figured out my feelings for you. Don't leavealone for the New Year..." On a cold winter night, his heart was frozen.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmBut he didn't think about how she got through all those years without him. He wanted to get past his atonement with a simple sentence that it was his first tto fall for a person like this, didn't he? Dixon, it was her first tto get hurt like this, too! "Dixon, you are really cruel..." He said this sentence to her countless times.
"It was you who abandonedat the beginning, and it's still you who m e refuse talletgo now." Sonia did
not stop for him and went forward.
"But Dixon, I don't think I tthink I have extra energy to bear everything y me." The content is on give novelenglish.net! She's gone.
When she left, she said to him: "Happy new year, Dixon." Happy new year, Dixon.
Dixon hurried back a few steps with a pale face. He seemed to be in am trance, leaning against the wall with his blood back flowing. A new year without Sonia has finally arrived.