Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Out Of Control:(Incest/Taboo)>Ep50

Austin groaned and got up. He decided he'd jack up the A/C in the house and see if that did anything. As he

tiptoed back down the dark hallway, he heard something that sounded like a sob coming from Lexi's room.

Without thinking about it first, he knocked on her door.

"Cin." Lexi's voice sounded thin. She was sitting on her bed, wearing a pair of tiny, baby blue shorts and a

canary yellow tank top. Her hair was messy, her eyes were red, but she wasn't crying. She had the bedroom

lights on, and they seemed particularly bright. Almost like a spotlight.

Austin felt awkward in his old room, but he couldn't imagine how Lexi was dealing with hers. It almost looked like

it was for another person which, in sways, it really was. This was Alexis' bedroom, the girl that Lexi had

been before leaving for college. The room was pink and princess-y. There was a Taylor Swift calendar on one wall.

A retinue of stuffed animals lined the bed.

"You OK, Lex?" Austin asked.

"Do | look OK, asswipe?" Lexi snapped, then sniffled. "Sorry. | know you're trying to... Sorry."

"It's OK," Austin said. He sat down next to his sister on the bed. Before the trip, before the pills, they'd had an

angry, hateful relationship of shouting and shoving. After everything that happened -- and here Austin had a

mental image of the two of them wrapped around each other in carnal fervor, practically drowning in a rainstorm

while they plumbed each other's depths -- the siblings had found an odd kind of friendship. It helped that Lexi

had admitted when she screamed 'fuck you' at her brother it was a desire, not an epithet. Still sometimes the

remnants of their old rivalry slipped through.

Austin reached over and took his sister's hand. She squeezed it back. He felt himself grow hard. God, Lexi was so

sexy. Her long brown hair and tight body. But no. Austin fought it back. He was here to comfort, not copulate. At

least, that's what he kept shouting at his dick. It didn't help that every breath filled his nose with his sister's

scent: a heady, sweet vanilla that sent him tumbling.

"At least my ankle's OK," Lexi said, rotating her foot around. "Dr. Pulisic says | just tweaked it. But what about

you, Austin? Are you OK?" Austin wasn't used to his older sister caring how he felt. It set him back a bit.

"No," he said, trying to mock his sister's anger from before. But it cout more whiny than rough. The day had

been hard. Telling the doctor everything meant also reliving it -- the highs and lows. Austin did feel better after

sharing his story. The idea that they had a path forward, had filled him with hope. But that optimism still felt like

a very distant glow viewed from the bottom of a deep, dark ocean of misery. "I can't sleep. It's weird enough with

everyone around and then being back here in the house. It's just weirder. You know?"

"You're have quite the way with words, brother," Lexi said with a bit of a laugh. Hey! | just used copulate in a

sentence earlier! Austin wanted to retort. But he let it go. Instead they both sat quietly and watched the

moonlight slowly drift up Lexi's pink wall. Finally, Austin got up the courage to ask what he was really worried

about.

"Molly kind of toldwhat happened at the lake," he said, "I know it's none of my business but, | mean, the

doctor did say we should try to talk about things. Seriously, are you OK?"

"Everything that's happened, and this is what everyone's upset about," Lexi shook her head ruefully as she

talked, "I'll tell you what | told Dad, Molly, and the doctors: it was consensual. Everything | did with Kim and

Cole? They askedfor permission first. And | said 'yes.' To all of it."

"That was the drug," Austin said.

"Was it?" Lexi said, "I honestly don't know if that's true. Can you say, truly, that everything you've done these

past few days is ‘just the drug'? And not, say, a secret desire that you never had the courage to act on and

suddenly did?" Austin thought about it. He found he couldn't answer his older sister. What he'd done felt out of

his control in the moment, but could he say that was the case for every instance? For instance, right then, he

was looking down at Lexi's little boob, nipple pushing hard against her tank top. He remembered what it felt like

to suckle on that lovely, tiny tit. How it felt as he flooded his sister's cunt with his cum. Was that really the drug?

"Did they take advantage of me?" Lexi said, "Maybe. But | can't say | didn't want them to do it in the moment."

"But if it was under the influence of the chemicals."

"Chemicals that | took, willingly," Lexi said.

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ashamed and aroused that he knew

such a thing. He nodded glumly and

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