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Dinners... Parties.... events.
Two weeks pass by and | am completely numb. | might be alive but not exactly living; everything seems to move in a blur. I do as Thane says, not once
going against him; my mother is worried, but I didn’t know how to explain to her that her little girl had been so ready to leave her all on her own. The
equipment | destroyed had been replaced that very day. Thane never brought it up, but it would always remain an unanswered question.
Why? Why did I think taking my own life would solve anything? I still couldn't give an answer to that because at that moment it felt so right, but when |
was finally calm, reflecting on it, | knew it had been so wrong.
We were both in the room. Thane was saying something, but | couldn't make out the words.
“Riley?” he calls, finally noticing that | wasn't following at all.
“Yes Thane?”
“What's wrong with you?” he asks.
“I'm sorry, I'll try..."
“You don’t have to be sorry for anything; you did nothing wrong,” he says sounding slightly irrigated, and | am about to apologize again, but his stern look
cutsoff. “If you are missing/ Axel's company, then | could have him here”
“No, is not that.”
“Then what is it?"
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“I thought this was what you wanted. | thought you wanted a little submissive, Luna. | want to be just that.”
“I like when you fight me; it does turnon.”
“I thought it would only getpunished.”
“That's part of the fun.”
“I don’t want to be punished.”
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‘Are you sure about that?” he asks, that wicked glint back in his eyes, and suddenly my body seems to come
alive.
| missed him. | miss his hands on me. He hadn't forced himself on me, and | felt stupid for wanting him. | was
slowly becoming those very strange, annoying girls | read about-the girl who can’t see what is right from what is
wrong, the girl that just has to end up broken.
| knew what my mother suffered in this pack, in the hands of Thane'’s father. | hated him for what his father did
to my mother, yet | wanted him-wanted his hands on me, wanted to
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forget that he was the monster for just a while. | wanted his skilful hands to bringback to life.
“I want you so badly, Thane,” | confessed. “But | feel like a traitor for wanting that.”
“I will not force you, not anymore. But you need this, and maybe you hateright now, but you don’t hate
Axel,” he says, that glint still in his eyes.
“How are you okay with Axel and me...?"
“I took so much from him; it is only fair that | share with him.”
“And he is okay with this?” | questioned.
“Oh, he is; | think he liked fucking you more than he should.”.
Axel’s presence is comforting; | could see the worry in his eyes, and | knew that ‘he knew’. He knew about the
stupid decision | had been about to make a few weeks ago. | felt this need to explain my actions, but again I said
nothing. His eyes are not judging me; | don’t like the pity either, but I'll take that over a judging look at this
moment.
“How are you feeling Riley?” he asks. While Thane walks further into the room, giving us
sspace.
“Better?” It cout as a question. “Sorry, | kept my distance from you... | just felt so embarrassed.”
“Don’t be,” he says. “You were in pain; you made a decision that you thought was the right one... I'm glad he got
to you in time.
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1 hugged him. “'m glad he did too.”
With that | scooted over, taking the first move. I kissed him on his lips, down his throat. | unbuttoned his shirt, and he shrugged it off. His eyes were on me
even as | fumbled with his belt. He helpedtake it off, and soon we were both naked. He kissed me, peppering kisses down my whole form. Never had
Axel kissedwith so much hunger and want; he had always kept things light-well, as light as they could be,
His hands circled around the curve of my breast up my nipple, and my cheeks reddened. It still felt strange knowing ‘he’ was touchingso intimately.
He reached out to ready me, but as impatient as | was, | rocked my body against his.
“That isn’t helpingmaintain control,” he says, flippingover so he was on top; this way, | couldn't move; he hadpinned down.
“I am ready,” | gasped out, a smile stretched on his lips, and then very slowly he slid into me. He gavea moment to settle down, but | had already
been reaching out for him when he
thrust into me.
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A moan left my lips. | had gasped out his name-that's what | thought until he paused. Only then did I realise | had called out Thane's nwhile ‘he was
fucking me, but because he was also a sicko just like Thane, my action only brought a smile to his lips;
“I really don't think He would be able to stay away from you now” Axel says toand it takesa second to discover he was referring to Thane. Damn
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